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Welcome
To Off The Air.
Sept. 21st
I never used to
dream. Recently I've been having a series of weird dreams.
I've
been
thrown into various social situations that are... well a bit unusual. TV
personalities as well as radio personalities, and their friends,
present in different
locales unfamiliar to me, yet very glamorous. I don't know these
people or their friends for that matter, yet they seem to be... well,
just there. I seem to be just there. We get along, but life
just
seems to go on. I'm not the center of attention, nobody there
really
is. The similarities between my dreams and real life are
astonishing.
As if my being there is almost non-existant. I sit and observe
these
people, like an outsider, but on the inside. We chat and laugh,
but as
I said... it doesn't matter what I seem to say or do, life keeps
moving. I wonder why I have these dreams. I wonder if it's
because of
my inept ability to communicate and socialize with other human
beings. As I said my dreams in comparison to real life is
astonishing,
so much to the point that I have a hard time believing what I'm
experiencing is a dream. Everybody in my dreams seem to have a
past
and a future that they all inevitably travel towards. I don't
know why
I'm having these dreams, I hope to someday find out why...
- An Excerpt out of the diary of the UterImp
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