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Paranoid

I could walk the streets,
Go to and from school,
Hang out late,
Sit in an unlocked car
And be home alone with no fears
Even at night
But that was Mexico
I'm in America now
I'm afraid now
Afraid of getting kidnapped, raped,
beaten, and killed,
All without mom's knowledge
I'm always looking behind me
Every ten paces
In fear of someone following me
I'm always carry my scissors and
A flashlight with me 24/7
I always try to get home before
Dark
I'm afraid to call home
Mom might not be home
My neighbor is cranky in the morning
And night
Her husband is big and scary
I can't reach anyone else
When I'm left in the car,
I always lock all of the doors and
Hide
I'm afraid here
Or is it paranoia?