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Just another day.......
Thursday, 30 November 2006
End of November
Mood:  not sure
Topic: friends or more
From previous post things have improved somewhat since then. Needles to say I sometimes exasapate the situation by doing things to make things better or worse depending on my mood. Anyway lets see since the last blog, we had a wedding that I only went with our children, she went to Goulburn to visit friends and for the christening the next morning. I dropped her off and missed the ceremony, and then there was the midnight argument about not leaving the wedding early enough to go there myself. I was actually going to go but after the argument, I was not going to drive down in pissed off mood so I went the early the next morning. Got there at 7:45 and had to go to McDonalds and get her some greasy food to help her get over her hangover. Anyway we spent a few hours in bed before going to breakfast and going back to our room to get ready for the christening. At the christening it was hot outside the church, then in the church my nephew wsa his usual unmanageable little shit who wouldn't sit still. Anyway as I said I sometimes exasapate the situation by saying or doing things and on this day I couldn't help myself by saying to the friends husband that had he wanted to he could have had his way while the women were drunk (I know she has had a strong sexual attraction towards him) and with a mocking shock he asked me what did I mean by that, so I said that he could have a night out on the town etc. anuway that pretty much was the end of all the conversation i had with him. The rest of the day was pretty uneventful and we got home pretty late and we were very tired. Although we had some sporadic arguments over the weekend we kind of got past it and we went together last weekend to the central coast where we relaxed (our daughter was with us) and we went for a drive to the vineyards and spent the day wandering around buying some wine before coming home. Tomorrow night is my Christmas party and she phoned today to tell me she doesn't want me to go. Just like last year and she wants me to stay home. Why it is because she is very jealous of my having fun with people outside the family and her friends who happen to be our only friends as she has gotten rid of all of mine over the years.

Posted by planet/nikshome at 5:47 PM EADT
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Friday, 3 November 2006
Yesterday - Amanda
Mood:  blue
Topic: friends or more
I have known Amanda for nearly 4 years now. Yesterday we went to lunch and she looked beautiful. We talked about all the usual things but when she told me about her potential new boyfriend I felt a pang of jealousy but I still wished her luck and gave her the old you don't have to try to hard he should be throwing himself at your feet kind of thing. Just because I am having issues in my relationship (totally unrelated to my friendship with Amanda) I should not feel this way. Anyway what can one say she deserves to be happy and I should not interfere with that. Anyway the last month or so in my own relationship has hit rock bottom. I am ready to leave. I just need that little push to get out but just as its about to happen things calm down again.

What to do, last week I picked up a brochure from the real estate agency and found they had several listings. I was so tempted to go and look at these places but other things got in the way.

Maybe if things deteriorate further this weekend I will go on the viewing day (if they are still available)and put my name down. I need to get out.......


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