Purpose
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Lord, You have my heart
my understanding is that everything in life has one huge purpose. a purpose for my sister being in the air force. a purpose for a xfriend who backstabs and spread rumours. a purpose for rumors. a purpose for me being deppressed everyday. a purpose for the deathwish thoughts. a purpose for me not trusting any of my friends anymore. a purpose for not talking with my family with what really bothers me. a purpose for me not falling asleep at night because im so agry. a purpose for me repeating the same song over and over for weeks. a purpose for me feeling so left out like im invisible. a purpose for me being here and typing my purposes out. a purpose for someone i want to badly to notice me thinks i dont notice him. a purpose for me not being emotional. a purpose for me not being able to cry when i brake down. a purpose for being so curious in life, that the courosity just hurts you more and more. a purpose for being a failer to yourself. a purpose for being accused of something ur not over and over. a purpose for me writing all of my problems out and looking for the purpose of each one of them, but not finding it........