Rating: NC-17 (for the naughty sex parts)
Pairing: X/S
Summary: I saw some challenges on Scorpio's website
(http://members.tripod.com/sentinel-cat/Scorpio/id207.htm), and they sounded good so here I am.
It's basically Freaky Friday in the buffyverse (with some swimming lessons mixed in).
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. Joss owns it all damn him!
Archive: If you want it just email me to tell me where it's going. It will
eventually be on my own website when I get the chance to update
Author's Note: This is my first X/S story, and I'm not usually an nc-17
girl, so hopefully you'll bare with me…In my crazy mixed up world
Anya is gone, for really no reason (not that I didn't like her, but X/S is
just too yummy).
Nominated best (Humor/Light)!
Who? What? Huh?
by Margie
Chapter One ~ The Big Switch
Xander juggled the pizza boxes into his left hand, grabbing the
doorknob with his right. The bell jingled as he entered, and he threw
everyone one of his goofy Xander smiles.
"How are my favorite girls tonight?" He waggled his eyebrows at
them, setting the boxes down in the middle of the research table. "I
bring sustenance." He waved his hand in a flourish.
"Thank god! I'm starving!" Dawn reached for the first piece she could
get her hands on. The others digging in right after.
"So who's the big bad tonight?" Xander asked as he plopped into a
seat.
"I'm the only Big Bad in town." Spike answered with a growl.
"Yeah right fangless. You wish." Xander turned in his seat to face
the blonde menace. "More like the Big Biteless."
"Xander stop it!" Dawn threw a punch at his shoulder. "Leave Spike
alone."
"Thanks bit. But I can defend myself." Spike bristled at the thought of
a mortal, a teenage girl at that, having to defend him against the
whelp.
"Be that as it may, it would be most helpful if you two could get back
to researching rather than disrupting the whole group." Giles pointed
out.
"Sorry G-man. What are we researching again?"
"Xander, I've asked you to please not call me that." Giles reached up
for his glasses pulling out the handkerchief he carried in his pocket.
"As we were discussing before your timely arrival, there seems to be
a lot of activity around the Sunnydale Park as of late. In the vicinity of
the Sunnydale Lake as a matter of fact."
"Ooh! So what are we talking here G-man? Mermaids?" Xander
gave Giles one of his more hopeful smiles.
"No you stupid git! And don't look so bloody hopeful. It's not like they
look anything like that Ariel bird." Spike answered.
"Spike's right Xander. Though I don't want to know what he was
doing watching the Little Mermaid." Willow put in, quirking here
eyebrow slightly. "From what I've read mermaids aren't as pretty as
most people think they are."
"Mmhmm." Giles cleared his throat. "Can we please get back to the
subject?" He gave each of his errant children a patented glare. "To
answer your question Xander, from all accounts it seems as if we are
dealing with a small water dragon."
"Yipes! A dragon?"
"Don't worry Xander, that's what I'm here for." Buffy gave him a
reassuring pat on the shoulder.
Spike snorted.
Buffy glared at him. "What's your problem?"
"Yeah. That's what you're here for alright. Buffy the baby dragon
slayer." He sing-songed at her.
"It's not a baby! It's just little." She turned to her watcher with a
worried frown. "It's not a baby is it?"
"Well…it is most likely quite young." Buffy's frown deepened. "But
you won't actually have to slay it. We can probably get it to move to
an unpopulated area, or just send it back to its own dimension." Giles
reassured her.
"Hence the research." Willow piped in.
"Well, okay then." Buffy agreed, swiping another piece of pizza from
the almost empty boxes.
Xander pulled the closest book toward him, opening it up to search
for things water, dragon, or water dragon related.
The first book turned out to be a big flop, so he reached for another.
Before starting up on this one he decided to take a short break,
heading for the kitchenette and hopefully a can of coke.
Walking back into the room he noticed that everyone still had their
noses to the grindstones. Willow and Tara each had a book in hand.
Buffy was at least pretending to read the book in front of her, though
she was most likely just flipping pages. Damn but that girl hated
research! And the Dawnster was studiously studying the pictures of
different dragon types splayed out in front of her. He smiled at the
picture his girls made.
Across the room he could hear Giles and Spike having a quiet
conversation. Probably Giles' negotiation for whatever water dragon
information Spike might have.
Xander took a moment to study the bleached menace. Spike had
really been getting on his last nerve lately. It seemed like every time
they were in the same room together fireworks were going off. And
not the good pretty colored kind. More like the ouch burning need to
head for the hospital kind.
Willow and Dawn had both been trying to get him to lighten up on the
chipped wonder, but he just couldn't seem to calm the aggravation.
Last week he'd actually almost hit him. He couldn't believe it. If you'd
have asked him a month ago, he would have said he'd never do
anything to hurt a defenseless…well…creature. But Spike just
brought all his emotions to the forefront and before he knew what was
happening he'd pulled his arm back and fisted his hand.
Luckily Willow had separated them before anything could happen. At
least luckily for Spike. For Xander, that meant flying across the room
and landing in a heap at the foot of one of Giles' bookcases. Willow
really needed to practice a bit more subtlety in her spells!
What scared him the most about the incident was that he could see
shades of his father whenever he looked in the mirror lately. He just
couldn't understand what was driving him to hate the blonde so much.
Well, besides the obvious. Evil vampire. Murderer. Undead guy.
He was snapped out of his thoughts when said vampire walked over
and grabbed the coke out of his hands.
"Hey!" Xander tried to snag the can back.
Spike tilted his head back and took a swig from the coke. "Thanks
mate." He smirked at the whelp before handing him back the empty
can.
"You mooching undead leech!"
"Sticks and stones pet."
"You want sticks and stones?" Xander cried. He grabbed the first
thing that was handy, which happened to be one of the shop's
imported hand carved African stakes.
Xander stalked menacingly toward Spike, who was still smirking at
him. "You think you can dust me pet?" Spike's eyes swept up and
down Xander's body, making him flush hotly. "You may have the
stick, but you definitely don't have the stones."
"Argh!" Xander charged.
"Xander stop!" Dawn's cry did nothing to slow Xander's movement.
"Separare!" Willow's eyes glowed black for just a moment.
Not again! Xander prepared himself for the inevitable flinging across
the room. Instead he felt a dizzying sensation, and then he was
watching everything as if in a dream. He could see himself slumping
to the ground next to Spike's already slumped form. The others were
up and out of their seats running toward them.
He looked around wondering what was going on. What had
happened to them? He felt a presence and turned to see nothing.
But he was sure that he could feel someone there.
He turned back to the scene on the ground. It looked as if both he
and Spike were still unconscious.
Merciful Zeus! Am I dead? Xander went to pat his body, before
realizing that he didn't have a body. Is this what death is like?
He noticed the others talking but couldn't really make out what they
were saying. He could see Tara holding his wrist, probably looking
for a pulse. She said something to Willow who seemed to slump in
relief.
Well I guess I'm not dead then. He could see Dawn hovering near
Spike, wondering how she was supposed to check on his status.
Guess if he's not dust, he must still be unliving.
He focused on Spike trying to see if the bleached wonder was waking
up at all. When suddenly he felt that same dizzying sensation. Then
he felt as if he were hurtling back toward the ground.
"Ungh." He groaned blinking his eyes rapidly. His head was
pounding. The girls were all sitting around him asking if he was okay.
"I'm fine. Wills what kind of wacky spell was that?"
At the same time he could hear Spike stirring beside him. "Dozy bird!
What did you do now? Why is it always me that gets hit with the
mojo?"
Xander turned to find all four girls and one Giles staring at him
incredulously.
"X-xander?" Tara was the first to speak.
"Yeah?"
"Eeep!" Willow's face turned a bright red and she focused pleading
and apologetic eyes on him.
"What's wrong Wills?" He reached a hand out toward her. And then
quickly snapped it back.
Said hand was pale. Very pale. And the arm was covered with worn
black leather. He turned to his right to check on Spike, only to
see…well…himself! "Who? What? HUH?"
Part Two ~ Explorations
Bloody Hell! Spike couldn't believe he was stuck in the whelp's body.
Just what he needed to make his unlife even more miserable. First
they take away his bite, then they take away his bloody body!
"Willow, now calm down please. Just tell us what spell you used."
Giles was trying to be reasonable.
"I don't understand what could have happened. It's the same
separate spell I used last time, and all it did was separate them
physically, not metaphysically!" Willow babbled.
Xander was still sitting on the floor in a daze. He would occasionally
lift his hand and touch his face, or his stomach or his leg. Once he
even pinched himself. Unfortunately all that got him was a sharp
pain, instead of the bliss of waking from a nightmare.
"Well Red, looks like you did it again." Spike groused.
"I'm sorry!" Willow cried.
"It's okay honey. We'll figure it out." Tara patted her hand in comfort.
The conversation continued, but Spike decided to tune it out. It
wasn't like they were going to solve the problem tonight. Looks like
they were in for some more bloody research.
Free from following the voices floating around him, Spike's focus fell
on his new body. Seems like construction work was good for the
whelp. He lifted and flexed his right arm, feeling the muscles bunch.
It was strange feeling his chest lift and fall with every breath.
Something he hadn't needed to do in over a century. His skin felt
warm all over. He took a tentative hold of his wrist and felt the blood
rushing through his system. He felt himself growing hard, and his
face flushed.
Quickly his hand dropped and he shuffled position so that he was
more firmly seated under the table. Xander caught the movement
and the telltale bulge before Spike could completely hide it.
What the hell does he think he's doing with my body? Xander was
finally snapping out of his current fugue. He was in Spike's body.
Spike was in his body. What the hell were they going to do?
The girls were all talking trying to figure out what happened. Willow
was apologizing. He caught something about cookies, or brownies
maybe? His head still hurt. And he just wanted to go home and get
some sleep. Maybe tomorrow they would have the whole mess
figured out and he would wake up in his own body again.
"Okay that's it. I'm outta here. The Xan-man needs his rest." Xander
stood from the floor.
"This is seriously wiggy." Buffy stared up at him. "It's just so wrong to
hear your words coming out of his mouth!"
"Xander's probably right. We should all go home and get some sleep.
We can start research on a solution to this little…problem…tomorrow.
I'm sure that we can have it figured out soon." Giles was reassuring.
Spike stood as well. "Okay whelp. Lead the way." He motioned to
Xander to precede him out the door.
"And where do you think you're going bleach- ugh, Spike?"
"With you." Spike smirked at…well...himself. "Or rather, you're
coming with me."
Xander raised a curious eyebrow at him. "And what makes you think
I'm going to let you stay with me."
"I think your mum and da will think it's the other way around. Can't
have my friend 'Spike' stayin' at my flat without me there now can I?"
"Ungh!" Xander groaned. Of course his parents wouldn't recognize
him! They'd think some crazy psycho had broken into the basement
or something, if Spike wasn't there with him. Could his life get any
worse? "Fine. Let's go."
Xander stomped out the front door, not bothering to see whether
Spike was following. He heard Dawn giggling behind him and her
soft "It looks so funny to see Spike stomp his feet like a big kid!" just
before the door closed.
They reached the basement door, Xander automatically digging in his
jeans pocket for the keys before groaning and glancing back at Spike.
"You have the keys fangless."
Spike just quirked his eyebrow at him until Xander moved out of the
way. He stepped forward and unlocked the door.
Spike entered first, flipping the switch on the light. Another thing he
was trying to get used to. No more night vision.
"I'm taking a shower." Xander brushed past Spike to move toward his
dresser.
Damn! None of his clothes were going to fit. He grumbled as he
rifled through the drawers pulling out a set of boxers and drawstring
sweatpants. He grabbed a white t-shirt before heading toward the
bathroom.
He slammed the door shut and threw his clothes onto the toilet seat.
He turned toward the sink grabbing his toothbrush and blinked.
Damn! No reflection. Now this was definitely wiggins worthy.
He turned away deciding not to think about it. Denial was definitely of
the good. He turned the shower on letting the water warm up while
he quickly brushed his teeth and then stripped. Even though he was
definitely NOT thinking about it, his lack of reflection was causing him
to wonder about the rest of the changes he'd have to contend with.
As he pulled his jeans off, of course Spike went commando, a thought
suddenly struck. Could he go grrr? And how would he do it? Does
he just have to want it? He tried picturing himself game faced, but
nothing happened. He felt his forehead tentatively just to make sure.
Shrugging he decided to try again later. For now he just wanted to
wash away the ick he was currently feeling. Stepping into the shower
he slipped, slamming his knee down onto the edge of the tub. "Fuck!"
"Is my body okay in there? You're not bruising it are you?" Xander
could hear the sound of his own voice floating through the door.
"Fuck off Spike! I slipped. Your precious body is just fine."
As the pain receded Xander realized his speech was slightly slurred.
His tongue came out to wet his lips, and felt his elongated fangs
instead. Game face! He reached up a hand to trace the ridges on his
forehead. He did it! He wasn't sure how, but he was definitely in
game face.
As his fingers trailed over his new ridges, Xander felt himself
hardening. He looked down automatically only to realize he was now
looking at Spike's cock. Spike's almost completely erect cock. Eeep!
***
Outside on Xander's bed, Spike was laying back after having
changed into a pair of pajama pants. He didn't think the whelp would
appreciate him sleeping au natural. He'd taken a few minutes to
study his image in the mirror above the dresser.
He had a reflection! He hadn't really missed it before, but since he
had the ability again he wanted to savor it. So what if he was stuck
staring at the whelp's sorry face.
After having changed into the pajamas, Spike took a closer look.
Okay. So he could admit it, at least in his own head, that Xander
wasn't exactly hard on the eyes. He'd filled out a lot since taking his
current job, and the dark tan he'd gotten from working outdoors didn't
hinder his appearance either.
He ran an experimental hand over the boy's chest, plucking at first
one then the other nipple. They both hardened into little nubs,
shooting tingles throughout his body. Damn but the boy was
sensitive.
He could feel little Xander stirring, and couldn't resist pulling out the
waistband to take a quick peek. The boy wasn't half bad. He wasn't
as long as Spike, but definitely thicker. His hand was just reaching
out to grip the base when he heard the muffled "Fuck!" coming from
the bathroom.
"Is my body okay in there? You're not bruising it are you?" Spike
questioned accusingly.
"Fuck off Spike! I slipped. Your precious body is just fine."
Well at least he hasn't managed to dust himself yet. Spike walked
over to the bed and decided to get comfortable. Once he'd laid back
and gotten relaxed he started his explorations once again.
After all, he didn't know how long he would be forced to wear the
whelp's body. He might as well get to know it. His hands traveled the
length of his chest. Taking a few minutes to rub, tug, and tweak his
nipples into hardened peaks.
He was now fully erect and he could feel dribbles of pre-cum oozing
from his tip. He eased the pajama pants down slightly, freeing his
swinging erection. Another novelty. No foreskin.
His thumb reached out to circle around the head, dipping into the slit
and pulling a moan from deep within his chest. Slowly he fisted the
head and began stroking up and down the length, slicking it up with
his own juices.
Curiosity got the better of him and he took one glistening drop onto
his finger and lifted it to his lips. The taste was salty and strong. The
texture was smooth and the temperature warm. He swirled it on his
tongue before swallowing the taste down.
His cock twitched, and he grabbed it again. His other hand reached
down to cup his balls and began kneading them gently. He rolled
them together and tugged them down, as the hand on his cock began
to move at a faster pace.
He could feel his orgasm coming close, and he pictured Xander in the
shower exploring his own body as the climax over took him. His cum
spurted out to coat his hand and land a few drops on his exposed
chest. Again he couldn't resist and dipped a finger in to taste.
The flavor was slightly richer, but no saltier than the pre-cum had
been. He took one or two more dips before grabbing a few of the
conveniently placed tissues by the bed stand. He needed to clean up
before Xander came out to find him 'exploring'.
***
Xander's eyes were wide as he stared down at the purpling head of
his cock. Spike's cock! Not his. Spike's!
The cool air contrasted with the hot water of the shower and caused
his nipples to stand erect. Absently he brushed a hand across one
and gasped. They were extremely sensitive.
Okay. This is bad. No getting turned on by Spike's body. This is
Spike's body! Xander willed his erection away. He knew that if
vampires could blush he would be red from head to toe. At least his
embarrassment was good for something he could feel his erection
slowly wilting.
Suddenly he was painfully, achingly, excruciatingly hard again. He
turned his head to glance around the room, as if he would find a
culprit to accuse for his current dilemma.
Then he smelled it. There was some sort of spice in the air.
Something that made him feel incredibly sexy. Incredibly horny.
Incredibly hard.
He tried to place the smell but didn't recognize it from anywhere.
Unconsciously his hand had moved down to stroke his aching
member. His eyes closed and he took a deep drag from the air
around him. He felt his cock harden even further and he groaned.
His other hand came up to pinch a peaked nipple causing him to
thrust further into his own tight fist. As his body began to move to a
faster rhythm he suddenly realized that he could hear soft sounds
coming from the basement.
He could hear the sound of flesh sliding over slick flesh, and hear the
rough panting accompanying the movement. His eyes snapped open
and his mouth dropped into a comical 'O'.
Spike was out there jacking off his body! And he could hear it! And
smell it!
Xander's mind was assaulted with a picture of Spike sprawled out on
his bed. But instead of Spike wearing Xander's body, he was
gloriously naked in his own. He could picture the vampire's writhing
body, stretching out toward completion.
Both Xander's hands moved down toward his cock. He had one
grasp the base to stave off his orgasm. He was so close already!
The other traveled up to play with the foreskin. He pulled the skin
back to explore the sensitive slit, bucking into the sensation.
He could hear Spike grunting outside, close to climax.
He released the base of his erection and began to jack off in earnest.
Spike's breathing outside was coming out in harsh pants and within
minutes he could hear the "unh unh" groans that signaled his
completion.
Xander let out a grunt of his own and spurted Spike's sticky cum all
over the shower wall.
He stood under the warm spray of the shower for a few minutes
before finally grabbing his loufah. If he didn't need to shower before
he definitely did now.
Chapter Three ~ Walking a Mile
Xander exited the bathroom accompanied by a puff of steam. He
noticed Spike laying back on his bed with his eyes closed. He
stopped to stare at himself.
Had he stepped into an episode of Outer Limits? Okay. So living on
the hellmouth was always tricky, but this? He watched as Spike’s
eyes slowly opened and turned to focus on him.
“What do you think you’re doing blood breath?”
“Relaxing in my bed.” Spike answered sincerely.
“No. Relaxing in MY bed.” Xander answered hotly back.
“Don’t think the rest of the world would see it that way pet.” And there
was that maddening smirk again.
“Forget it fangless. You aren’t sleeping in my bed!” Xander stepped
forward. He knelt on the bed and reached over to push the ex-vamp
off only to fall back onto the floor in agony.
“FUCK!” The pain was excruciating. He could feel tears forming and
blinked rapidly to stave them off.
“Not so funny now is it luv?” Spike’s voice held just a trace of
bitterness.
Holy headaches! Was it this bad every time Spike got zapped? How
the hell did he live with it? He wasn’t even planning to really hurt the
guy. He’d just wanted his bed back, dammit!
When the pain receded to a dull throb Xander attempted to sit up.
Spike was still smirking down at him, although there was something
else hidden in his expression that Xander couldn’t quite place.
“Why don’t we share the bed mate? It’s not like you can get me to
move, and at least I won’t make you sleep in that bloody chair.”
What? Spike was being nice to him? He threw Spike a skeptical
expression. “Why won’t you make me sleep in the chair?”
He watched as Spike turned his face away. His response was
mumbled, but Xander found with his new vamp hearing he could just
make the words out. “I know how bloody painful it is to get zapped
with the chip. You’ll heal faster if your not tossing and turning trying
to get comfortable in that soddin chair all night.”
For the second time that night Xander’s jaw fell open into the shape
of a soft ‘O’. He didn’t really have a response, and if his skin could
burn with shame it would have. Knowing that that was exactly what
he had put Spike through and then some.
“Thanks.” He mumbled as he got under the covers.
Wait a minute. Did he just thank Spike for letting him sleep in his own
bed? Xander just shook his head and lay down, closing his eyes in
exhaustion.
***
Spike’s eyes blinked open to stare at the low basement ceiling. What
was he doing at the whelp’s place again? He turned his head to look
toward Xander’s bed, only to find it nuzzling up against soft blond
curls.
Bugger! The events of the previous evening came rushing back to
him. He remembered the fight at the Magic Box and Red’s crazy
spell. He was obviously still stuck in Xander’s body. And now he was
cuddling up to Xander in his body, while the boy slept the day away.
Spike turned to the right to check the alarm clock. Just past 5 AM.
Before he could think past that thought the alarm began to blare and
his arm shot out to quickly hit the off switch.
Xander’s head popped up and he groaned. He threw the covers off
and climbed out of bed, heading toward his dresser to grab clothes
for the day.
“Where do you think you’re going whelp?” Spike asked casually from
his seat on the bed’s edge.
“To work fangless. Some of us have to earn a living.” Xander
answered absently, while heading toward the bathroom.
“I don’t fancy having Red switch me back into a pile of ashes.”
Xander’s head whipped around as Spike’s words finally penetrated
his morning haze. “Shit! What am I going to do? I can’t call in again.
I’ve already called in twice this month. They’re gonna start thinking
I’m unreliable.” Xander sat down heavily in the barca lounger.
“Guess I’ll have to go in your place then.” Spike had an evil looking
gleam in his eye.
“What? No! You can’t do that! You don’t know the first thing about
construction!” Xander was trying desperately to think of another
solution.
“Well it’s either that or count this number 52 on Xander’s list of failed
job attempts.”
Xander stared at the ground for a few moments before finally looking
back up at Spike. “Fine.” He sighed. “But you better not mess this
up for me Spike.” He tried to sound menacing, but it came out
sounding more like pleading.
Spike got up and grabbed the clothes out of Xander’s limp hand.
“Guess you won’t be needing these today whelp.”
Before he could close the bathroom door he heard a final quiet plea
muffled from Xander’s direction, “Please Spike.” And then the door
snicked shut.
***
Xander paced the length of the basement floor for the 100th time.
God it sucked not being able to go out during the day! He wanted to
be able to go out to the site and check up on Spike. Just for a
second. Just to see if he'd been fired yet.
If vampires could sweat, he was sure he'd be able to fill buckets. This
was so far the one decent job he'd been able to get since high school.
And he thought he was at least semi-capable at it too. He really didn't
want to lose this job.
It was nice having something that he at least seemed good at.
As he continued to pace, he began to hear a deep rumbling. He
glanced around the room searching for the noise, when he realized
that it was coming from his own chest. He was growling!
Why was he growling? He began to do a quick check of his body and
realized that he could feel a not quite painful, but rather annoying
ache.
And then realization hit. Spike hadn't fed the night before. He usually
didn't feed until after the meeting when he would either accompany
Giles or Xander back to retrieve a couple of blood bags.
Spike's body was hungry. Spike drank blood. Therefore Xander had
to drink blood while he was in Spike's body. Xander turned to stare at
the white face of the small refrigerator door.
Eeew!
***
Spike had walked out into the sunlight for the first time in over a
hundred years, barring his little stint with the gem of Amara, this
morning. By the time he'd reached Xander's work site he'd been sort
of drunk on the feeling. He'd stopped several times to just feel the
warmth caressing his skin.
It felt incredible.
He was excited to realize that Xander's job allowed him to work
outside for most of the day.
He glanced around the area trying to figure out exactly where he was
supposed to go, without making it look like he'd never been here
before.
Contrary to Xander's belief, Spike wasn't really interested in causing
him to lose his job. He'd been watching the whelp for months now.
He knew his history, the long string of dead end jobs and failed
relationships.
Spike actually felt a bit of compassion for the poor sod. Reminded
him too much of William. Though he would never admit to either one.
Didn't mean he couldn't have some fun though. Just not enough to
get himself dusted once they were back in their own bodies.
***
Xander was currently munching on a bowl of Count Chocula cereal.
Unfortunately it wasn't doing anything to alleviate the ache that was
constantly growing within. He continued to chew and methodically
swallow hoping that he could hold off the few hours it would take for
the sun to set.
Maybe by the time they got to the Magic Box, Willow would have
found a way to switch them back.
***
Spike found the work surprisingly soothing. It wasn't monotonous but
the heavy labor allowed him to sort of set his body on autopilot.
Once he'd found where he was initially supposed to be he realized
that the foreman was explaining what task his part of the crew was
going to be working on that day. That made it remarkably simple for
him to get his bearings.
He turned at the sound of Xander's name.
"Hey Harris!" The one named Chris was walking toward him.
"Yeah?"
"What's wrong with you? Been calling you for the past 5 minutes!"
Chris looked exasperated.
"Sorry 'bout that. Guess I just had a lot on my mind." Spike was
trying hard to keep his accent from showing.
"Well, why don't you come with us to drown your sorrows?" Chris
clapped him on the back. "Bunch of us are heading over to Jack's
Bar after quitting time. You in?"
Spike thought about it for a moment. Xander was expecting him back
before sunset so that they could walk over to the Magic Box together.
They needed to see if Red had figured out a reversal spell yet.
But what could one drink hurt?
"Sure. Sounds good mate." Spike replied without thinking.
"Harris you've been watching too much Monty Python! That's the
worst English accent I've ever heard!" Chris walked off laughing,
leaving Spike gaping open-mouthed.
***
Xander threw the empty bowl across the room. Where the hell was
Spike? It was almost sunset, and still no sign of the Xander
wannabe.
The blood lust was causing his entire body to ache. He felt like he
hadn't eaten in weeks. He couldn't prevent his game face from
appearing about an hour ago. And so far he had been unable to
shake it off.
Without realizing what he was doing, Xander found himself in front of
the fridge with the door open. He was reaching in and grabbing a
blood bag before he knew what was happening. He dropped the bag
to the ground when he finally realized his intent.
The hunger was like an acid eating him up from the inside out. He
could feel the need to sink his fangs into warm skin and nourish
himself, but knew that he couldn't do that. The worst part was he
wasn't sure that he could resist if it weren't for the goddamned chip!
He looked back up at the basement door forlornly. He knew that
Spike wasn't going to be walking through anytime soon. Even if he
did, there was no guarantee that Willow would have a spell ready to
cure them.
He reached down for the blood bag, grabbing a mug on the way.
Within a few minutes he had a warmed cup resting in his hands.
Closing his eyes he brought the mug to his lips.
He groaned at the first taste. Instead of the revulsion he had steeled
himself against, he felt only a soothing warmth flood his entire body.
The ache dulled and then disappeared. And once the cup was
emptied, Xander found himself licking his lips to capture the last
drops.
He brought the mug over to the sink to wash out. Grabbing his
jacket, he headed up the stairs intent on finding Spike.
For a second his steps faltered. Oh my god! Did I just enjoy a cup of
blood?!
Denial. He was not going to think about it. Denial was good. That
was his new motto. He didn't know how long he would be stuck in
Spike's body, so he would just have to deal until Willow could switch
them back.
And then he could pretend that this whole thing never happened!
Chapter Four ~ Confessions
Xander stepped into the bar and peered around the smokey room.
He knew that his co-workers sometimes hung out here after work.
He'd already searched Willie's bar and Spike's crypt. This was the
only other place he could think of for Spike to have gone.
He heard a laugh from the back room where the pool table was
located. A very familiar laugh. His mouth formed into a grimace as
he stomped across the room.
When he stepped into the back room his frown deepened. Spike was
playing pool with Chris. They both seemed to have drunk more than
one or two beers, and it looked like the rest of the crew had gone
home.
They seemed to be having a good time, judging from the loud guffaw
he had heard earlier, and the smile gracing Chris' lips. That only
made Xander madder. Where the hell does Spike get off having a
good time with Xander's coworkers?
"Spi -" Xander stopped himself just in time. "Xander!"
Spike's head snapped up at the sound of his voice. "Hey mate."
"Where the hell have you been? I was waiting for you to come home
so that we could meet the girls."
"Sorry pet. Just having a drink with a friend. Didn't think you'd mind."
Spike placated.
"Well I do mind! You know how important this meeting is!"
Spike turned toward Chris with an apologetic shrug. "Sorry Chris.
Looks like I have to get going. We'll finish the game some other
time." Spike turned to put his cue stick away.
"Who is that? Your boyfriend or something?" Chris asked under his
breath.
Xander's new hearing was able to pick up the quiet question. He was
horrified. Chris thought Spike was his boyfriend!?
"NO!" Xander answered without thinking.
"It's cool man. I'm not one of them bigots. If you guys swing that
way, it's no skin off my nose." Chris shrugged at them.
Xander was still trying to shake off the image that Chris had
produced, when Spike sauntered over toward him, an evil smirk on
his face.
"Yeah pet. Chris is a good 'un. We don't have to hide in front of him."
And with that Spike leaned in to press his lips to Xander's.
The kiss was brief but Xander found himself leaning forward as Spike
pulled away. When he caught his movement he pulled back, eyes
wide in his face.
"Let's go!" He grabbed Spike's arm and pulled him toward the exit.
"See ya Chris!" Spike called out as Xander dragged him through the
door.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Xander demanded once
they'd left the bar behind.
"What do you mean pet?"
"What do I mean?! What do I mean?!" Xander's mind was stuck on
replay. What just happened?
"Just havin' a spot of fun luv. No need to get your knickers in a twist."
"Fun?! Kissing! There was kissage!" Xander accused.
"Yeah so? If you're worried all the manly men will think you’re a nancy
boy you can just tell them that you were drunk off your ass."
Xander was fuming.
"Did you get me fired today?"
"No."
"No?"
"No Xander. I did not get you fired. Your precious job is safe and
sound." Spike answered shortly.
Some of Xander's bluster left him. He'd been worried and stressed all
day about things beyond his control. And now that he at least knew
he had a job to go to tomorrow, if he were back in his own body by
then, he relaxed slightly.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome mate."
***
The boys entered the Magic Box to find all four girls sitting around the
research table. When the bell jingled the girls looked up with
apologetic smiles.
"Still nothing huh?" Xander asked.
"Sorry Xan. We're trying but there have been a few more attacks
surrounding the Sunnydale Lake. It looks like we're going to have to
tackle the dragon issue before we can really focus on
your…situation." Buffy answered.
"Fine." Xander puffed out as he took a seat next to Dawn. "Did you
at least find out how to get rid of the dragon?"
"Yes. There's a spell that we can use, but the only problem is that we
need a talisman from the dragon's nest." Willow replied.
"And why is that a problem?"
"Well his nest seems to be located on the small island in the middle of
the lake. Someone must swim out and retrieve the talisman before
the spell can be performed." Giles explained.
"Okay then. What's the plan?"
"Well Will and Tara are going to gather all the ingredients we need for
the spell tonight. Tomorrow we were thinking that I would attack the
dragon to get its attention. Tara, Will, and Giles would be with me
keeping the dragon distracted while you and Spike swim out to get
the thingamajig. Once you bring it back to shore Willow will start the
spell." Buffy outlined.
"No."
Heads swiveled to glare at the now brunette menace. "Don't worry
Spike, we'll pay you." Giles reassured him.
"It's not that mate. I just don't want to tangle with a dragon." Spike
answered. He got up from his stool and strode toward Buffy's training
room.
"Spike not wanting to tangle with another demon? What's that
about?" Buffy asked, a confused look on her face.
"Don't worry about it. I'll talk to him." Xander stood and followed
Spike out.
Tara watched the entire exchange with a curious look. When Xander
stood to follow Spike she nodded to herself before returning to the
research book in front of her.
"Spike?" Xander entered the training room to find Spike pummeling
the heavy bag.
Spike ignored him.
"Hey! Don't bruise my knuckles!" Xander admonished him.
"What do you want?" Spike growled at him.
"Just wanted to see what was up with you. Since when do you not
want in on the violence?"
"What violence? Buffy's going to have all the fun, while you and I get
our knickers wet."
"Is that why you're upset? I'm sure Buffy will let you have a turn kicking
dragon ass while Willow performs the spell." Xander tried to reason.
Spike stopped punching the bag, and grabbed a towel. Damn
humans sweat a lot! He took a seat on the couch as he tried to catch
his breath.
"Well?" Xander prodded when Spike remained silent.
"Czdt syhne." Spike mumbled.
"Huh?" Even Xander's new hearing couldn't catch that one.
"Can't swim." Spike enunciated his confession for Xander.
Xander tried to stop the laugh before it could escape but was too late.
"You can't swim? You're like over a hundred." He felt compelled to
point out.
"Yeah well it wasn't like there were a lot of swimming pools in my
neighborhood when I was growing up! And after I got turned there
didn't seem to be a point. No need to breathe means no chance of
drowning." Spike answered sullenly.
"So? What's the problem?"
"The problem is that I'm stuck in your stupid mortal breathing body!"
Spike shouted.
Xander's laughter died out as he realized what Spike was saying. Of
course it would be a problem now. Xander's body needed air, and
Spike didn't know how to swim.
Xander moved over to sit beside Spike on the couch. His hand
reached out tentatively toward Spike's shoulder and gave him a short
squeeze.
"Don't worry Spike. We don’t have to do anything until tomorrow
night. Tonight we can go out and I'll give you a couple of lessons. No
big. We'll just tell the girls that we're going to head out since there's
nothing they can do about our problem anyway. And it's not like they
need either of us for the dragon research." Xander soothed.
"Why?"
"Why what?" Xander was perplexed.
"Why would you help me?" Spike asked in a quiet voice.
Xander shrugged not really sure himself. "Consider it payback for not
getting me fired today. And tomorrow! Since you have to go back
tomorrow."
"Thanks mate." Spike gave him a quick but grateful smile before
turning away.
They stood to leave the room together.
"Besides…I want a living breathing body for Willow to switch me back
in to!"
Chapter Five ~ Swimming Lessons
Xander glanced around the empty building. Of course they had to
break into the Sunnydale Park public pool. Spike didn't want to learn
at the lake since the dragon was there, and Xander whole heartedly
agreed for once! But did they have to actually break the law?
At least there hadn't been any alarms or anything. At least of the
non-silent variety. God he hoped there weren't any silent alarms!
Spike stood at the edge of the pool looking nervously around. Xander
had already stepped in and was wading at the 3 foot deep end. It
was strange for him to be looking up at himself in nothing but his
slightly used red speedos.
Did he look that good in high school? He couldn't have. If he had a
body like that he wouldn’t have had so much trouble getting dates!
He sighed and motioned for Spike to step down into the water.
Spike's expression was still wary but he dutifully took the first step in.
"Bloody hell that's cold!" Spike cried.
"Shh! Do you want us to get caught?" Xander demanded.
"Who's going to hear us whelp? The only things out and about at this
time of night are the nasties. And I think we can handle them just
fine."
"Just get in the water Spike! It's only three feet deep! You're not
going to drown unless I hold you under!"
"Fine!" Spike took the final two steps, submerging himself up to his
waist.
Xander let him get used to the temperature for a bit before asking him
to wade over to the middle of the kiddie side of the pool.
"Okay. The first thing you're going to learn is how to float." At Spike's
pensive look Xander stopped to reassure him. "Don't worry, floating
is the easiest part. And if you panic and forget what your supposed to
do just roll over onto your back and start to float."
As he spoke Xander pushed down on Spike's shoulder causing him to
lay onto his back. He place a hand on the small of Spike's back,
keeping him above the surface.
"Just let your body relax. The water will keep you up. Just don't
tense up." As Spike began to relax Xander slowly removed his hand.
The second they lost all contact Spike tensed and began to sink.
"I said don't tense up!" Xander cried, immediately replacing his hand.
Spike sputtered, spitting out the water he'd accidentally swallowed
when his face had gone under. "You let go!"
"Of course I let go. How else are you going to learn how to float?"
"You should have warned me!" Spike was indignant.
Xander was losing patience. But he could tell from Spike's tone that
he was more embarrassed than anything else. And Xander
supposed he could understand that. Spike was a master vampire.
Used to being feared and obeyed.
Now, without his bite he'd lost all that. And to top it all off he'd had to
go to one of his enemies for help with a problem that most 10 years
olds don't even have. It must be pretty humiliating for the guy.
"OKAY. I'm sorry." Xander gritted his teeth. "We'll try it again. I'll
hold you up for a few seconds and then let go. Just stay relaxed and
you'll float without a problem."
Spike still looked unsure, but he did as Xander asked.
"I promise." Xander tried to reassure him.
Spike relaxed minutely and lay his head back into the water.
"Good job!" Xander praised him after about five minutes of floating on
his own. "Are you ready to try something new now?"
Spike stood back up and nodded his head. Xander was actually
being nice about this lesson. He had come prepared for the whelp to
be a git and use this whole thing against him. But so far he'd been
reassuring and complimentary whenever Spike had followed
directions correctly.
"Now I want you to lay down on your stomach, and I'll hold you up.
You're going to kick your feet and paddle your arms, just to get used
to the feeling."
Spike panicked. He had to put his face in the water?! "How the
bloody hell am I supposed to breathe pet?"
"Don't worry Spike. Just hold your head up so that your face doesn't
hit the water. A lot of people swim without dipping their head in, but
we'll do a lesson on that later before we leave. Just so you know both
ways."
After a few minutes of this Xander decided it was time for Spike to
actually start to swim. "Okay, don't get nervous. I’m going to let go
now and you can swim to the edge of the pool. It's only a few feet
away. You can do it."
Spike steeled himself against the fear. He was not going to keep
panicking in front of the whelp! He was the Big Bad!
He felt Xander's hand slip away and his face began to fall toward the
water, his arms and legs continued their movement automatically. He
snapped his head back up before he could breathe in any fluid and
then his hand hit concrete. He'd done it! He was at the edge of the
pool.
He turned back toward Xander with a grin on his face.
Xander smiled back automatically but also in surprise. He didn't think
he'd ever seen that expression on Spike before. It wasn't one of his
usual smirks. It was actually a sincere smile!
"Great job! Why don't you walk back here and you can swim back to
the edge a couple more times."
They continued the lessons for another 15 - 20 minutes until Xander
was reasonably sure that Spike was comfortable with his skills.
Xander had found that Spike was a fast learner once he got over the
fear of drowning. I guess if you've had a fear for over a century it
would be a little hard to suppress, Xander thought. He was actually
surprised that Spike was able to overcome it with such little distress.
"Okay one last lesson before we call it quits." Xander called out to
Spike as he reached the edge of the pool once more.
"I'm going to teach you how to breathe under water." Xander
explained once Spike was by his side.
"I'm not stupid you git! You can't breathe under water!" Spike didn't
appreciate Xander's teasing.
"Calm down fangless! I'll rephrase." Xander shot him an annoyed
look. "I'm going to teach you how to breathe OUT under water."
"What?"
"What you need to do while swimming is to breathe IN while your
head is above water and then breathe OUT while your head is under."
Xander had maneuvered Spike back into the position he'd been in
when first learning how to kick and paddle.
"Okay, just take a deep breath and then when you dip your face into
the water breathe out through your nose slowly." Xander instructed.
Spike did as Xander described, finding that if he was constantly
breathing out while below the surface he wouldn't accidentally suck
any water in. They did this for a few minutes before Xander asked
him to add the kicking and paddling to the routine.
"You're not going to let go?" Spike asked warily.
"Not yet. Just get used to the breathing while kicking and paddling
okay? I'll warn you before I do anything else." Xander gave him a
reassuring look.
Spike did this for a few minutes before Xander decided it was time for
him to try it on his own.
"Remember that as soon as you think you're out of breath, just lift
your head to the side like we practiced and take a breath in. You can
do it."
Xander let him take a few breaths while in his arms before letting his
hand slip away once again.
Spike swam to the edge of the pool with ease. He was surprised at
the speed, since it had been a lot slower with his head above the
water.
He grinned triumphantly and turned back to Xander. "Wanna race?"
Xander laughed and shook his head. "Why don't you do a couple
more laps before we get out of here? I think I’m starting to get hungry
again."
Spike nodded and turned to launch himself back under water.
Xander had told him about the blood lust he'd felt earlier in the day
and what he'd had to do. Spike knew the feeling and was actually
surprised that the whelp was able to hold out as long as he did.
He was sorry that he hadn't been around to see him drink the blood
though. Xander's face must have been priceless!
Before Spike realized it, thoughts of Xander drinking blood caused
him to harden in his speedos. The feeling had come up rather
suddenly and caused Spike's movements to falter. Before he could
right himself he began taking in gulps of water and coughing.
Xander was at his side in an instant. Grabbing Spike up he held him
in his arms and drew soothing circles on his back, occasionally
patting him when the coughing became too rough.
"What happened? Did you just get tired? I shouldn't have told you to
swim any more laps! We've already been here over an hour."
Xander babbled comfort.
"No. 'S not your fault. Just got distracted 'S all." Spike answered,
making no move to retreat from the circle of Xander's arms.
After a few minutes, Xander became aware of the position they were
in. He had Spike wrapped in his arms and their bodies were flush
against one another. Neither of them were wearing much of anything
and so were mostly skin to skin.
Xander felt himself shudder and begin to harden in his boxers. The
cool water doing nothing to help him with his problem.
Spike felt the twitch against his thigh and looked up into Xander's
eyes. Deliberately he thrust forward pushing his own erection against
Xander's hip. They both groaned at the contact.
Suddenly Xander pulled away, walking toward the water's edge. He
pulled himself out and grabbed one of the towels laying near the pool.
"We'd better get going. I really need to feed, and you need to get
some sleep if you're not going to get me fired tomorrow." Xander
called out without looking back at Spike.
Spike watched Xander exit the room and sighed. He followed in
Xander's footsteps, grabbing the second towel along the way. He
was horny, but it didn't look like the whelp was interested in playing
just yet.
Chapter Six ~ Ready or Not
When they reached the basement Xander's mind was still reeling
from the incident at the pool. The concern that he'd felt had been a
shock. When Spike had lost his bearings and began to flounder,
Xander was immediately assaulted with the thought that he'd pushed
the vampire too hard.
He hadn't hesitated to take Spike into his arms and offer comfort.
When had his disgust with the vampire turned into affection? Just a
few days ago he'd been ready to stake the undead jerk. Now he was
worried that he'd swallowed some water?
And what the hell was that body rubbing all about? He did not rub
bodies with other males. He was a female body rubber!
The feel of their bodies together had been intoxicating. Once he'd
realized how close they were he hadn't been able to pull away. At
least not before Spike had rubbed the evidence of his arousal against
Xander's mostly naked body.
He suppressed the groan that the memory evoked as he walked over
to the refrigerator. The quiet ding of the microwave brought him out
of his thoughts, signaling his warmed dinner was ready.
The deep ache had begun to return. Xander had found that the ache
never entirely disappeared. It just dulled after a feeding, only to grow
stronger when his body felt that he'd gone too long without
nourishment.
It wasn't as bad as it had been earlier that day, but Xander still hurried
his movements bringing the mug to his already parted lips. He
groaned at the first taste.
Spike was instantly hard. He'd been watching the whelp's mechanical
movements as he prepared his mug of blood. It was obvious that the
boy was deep in thought. Probably brooding over the little interaction
they'd had at the pool.
At Xander's pleasured groan, Spike lost all control. He was still half
hard from their earlier encounter, the walk home having done nothing
to alleviate the ache in his groin. Xander's obvious pleasure caused
his cock to harden to its maximum length.
He was across the room in seconds, pulling the mug from the boy's
lips and replacing it with his own. He licked all traces of the remaining
blood from Xander's mouth, delving deep with his own tongue.
Xander groaned again, his hips thrusting involuntarily against Spike's
jean clad erection.
What the hell was going on? Spike was macking on him! Their lips
were smashed together! Spike's tongue was in his mouth!
And he was liking it?!
Before he knew what was happening Spike had removed his t-shirt
and had latched on to one of his nipples. There was a sting as Spike
bared his teeth and raked them across the peaked nub. Xander's
knees buckled as all the blood rushed to his groin.
Spike's arms wrapped around Xander's waist keeping him upright.
He knew how sensitive his own body's nipples were and so continued
to lave attention on them. Xander was babbling incoherently and had
apparently lost the ability to balance his swaying form.
Spike smirked and continued his way down toward Xander's navel.
When he reached the tiny hole he thrust his tongue in and out quickly,
then pressed his lips down and sucked.
Xander's hands came around to grasp his head and press it closer.
Xander was moaning non-stop. He gave out a small cry of protest
when Spike pulled away, but quieted when he realized that Spike was
only trying to divest himself of the jeans confining his straining
erection.
Wait! What am I thinking? Spike is getting naked! Spike is getting
naked with me!
Spike glanced up to see Xander's panicked look. He left the speedos
on in favor of soothing Xander's anxiety attack.
"Shhh luv. We won't do anything you don't want." He wrapped his
arms around the boy and rubbed his back up and down.
"Anything I don't want? Anything I don't want?" Xander repeated
himself, just to be sure that Spike was listening. "I don't want
nakedness! No nakedness!" He cried.
"Okay pet." Spike soothed. "I won't take anything else off." Right
now, Spike continued the sentence silently.
Xander calmed slightly. Then he realized that he was still in Spike's
arms. He began to fidget and tried to pull away.
"Relax Xan." Spike nuzzled his neck. "Just want to make you feel
good." He began to nip and lick at the base.
"And I know all the spots too. It is my body. I know how to make it
feel good." Spike's voice was low and seductive as he continued his
advances.
The moment Spike's lips had touched his neck Xander's mind had
shut down.
He tried to protest. "Mphrgl." But it didn't come out quite right.
He felt his whole body go slack. Well at least 99% of it. That 1% was
still achingly hard.
Spike had worked his way back down Xander's body. His jeans were
undone and his boxers pulled off before he knew what was
happening. When he felt the cool air caress his bare skin, Xander
woke from his sex induced fog long enough to realize that Spike had
also manipulated him onto the bed.
Before he could protest Spike's mouth engulfed his cock. Xander
cried out and thrust upward, causing Spike to choke.
"Damn! Forgot I had to breathe." Spike mumbled before dropping
back down to take Xander in again.
The warmth was incredible. It was like a hot furnace was surrounding
his dick. He couldn't help the loud moans that erupted from his
mouth.
"Fuck! Spike!"
He growled when Spike removed his mouth, only to whimper when he
moved down to lick and suck on his balls. Spike pulled both into his
mouth and rolled them around with his tongue. The suction he used
to pull on them was incredible, causing Xander's eyes to roll to the
back of his head.
The loss of contact caused Xander's eyes to shoot open. When he
was able to focus he was confronted with his own desire filled gaze.
Spike brought his lips down onto Xander's and pressed firmly. His
tongue shot out to lick at Xander's bottom lip in invitation. When
Xander accepted, Spike plunged his tongue in and swept the cavern
of Xander's mouth.
He'd used the time it took Xander to come back to reality to shed the
last of his clothing. As they kissed Spike brought their bodies into
alignment, causing their erections to brush up against one another.
He grunted at the feel of their cocks rubbing together. Their precum
mixing to ease the friction.
Spike knew he wasn't going to last long. He'd been hard since
leaving the park. Sucking on his own cock had been unexpectedly
erotic. And Xander's moans and incoherent pleas had him so close
to the edge, that he knew he couldn't hold it.
Spike was sure that Xander wasn't ready for any type of penetration
during their first sexual foray. As close as he was, Spike was actually
okay with that tonight. But ready or not, they were definitely going to
have a spot of intense frottage.
When Xander's tongue stroked out tentatively, Spike latched on. He
sucked the tongue in and gave it a light nibble. Xander moaned and
thrust forward, their cock heads brushing up against each other.
Spike couldn’t take it anymore. He pulled his mouth away from
Xander's and pushed his palms into the mattress. He lifted his upper
body off the bed, focusing most of his weight on his hips.
He began to thrust in earnest, his eyes closing with the effort. Spike
groaned and tried to blink the sweat from his eyes.
He was surprised to feel Xander's hands reach around to caress his
back. Pushing down and bringing their bodies into closer contact.
He was shocked to feel Xander's hands roam down toward his
buttocks and cup, then squeeze them as their grunts became louder
and more pronounced.
He shuddered when he felt Xander's tentative touch and quick
breach, with his middle finger, of his tight arse hole.
He came when he heard Xander's quietly whispered words. "You're
in MY body. I know how to make it feel good." Accompanied by the
crook of his finger.
Xander felt Spike's cum hit his stomach. He thrust a few more times
trying to reach his own completion.
When Spike reach down for another kiss, Xander parted his lips
automatically. At the first sweep of Spike's tongue Xander tasted the
coppery tang of his own blood.
Spike had bitten his tongue before thrusting it into Xander's mouth.
The taste shot right through him and straight to his cock. Causing it
to twitch and spurt, their cum mingling together as he rode out the
orgasm with a few final thrusts.
Chapter Seven ~ In His Shoes
Spike woke for the second day in a row snuggled next to Xander.
After Xander had passed out last night Spike had gotten up and
cleaned them both off with a wet washcloth. But they were both still
naked, and he could feel Xander's cool skin pressed up against him.
He'd assumed that Xander had never been with a man before, but
from his actions last night Spike wasn't sure anymore. As he
contemplated this idea, Xander's eyes blinked open and stared
owlishly at him.
"Mornin' luv." Spike couldn't resist leaning in for a quick kiss. Xander
shied away, pulling himself free from Spike's arms.
"Is this where you tell me you'll stake me if I tell anyone?" Spike
asked bitterly.
Xander could hear the hurt in Spike's voice and it made him pause.
Was Spike just playing with him? How much did this mean to the
vamp? WHAT did any of this mean?
"Spike, what happened last night?" Xander asked tentatively.
"We fucked. What do you think happened." Spike's voice was angry
as he turned away and sat on the edge of the bed.
"No!" Xander reached out to place a hand on Spike's shoulder. "I
mean…are you just playing…or…" Xander struggled for the words.
"You were so…gentle…I just…" He sighed and then frowned. "I don't
know what I'm asking."
Spike turned back to see Xander staring resolutely down at his
clasped hands. He reached out to place his own atop them before
speaking.
"No luv. I'm not just playing. I'm not sure what's happening, but I
don't go in for those kinds of mind games. That was always Angelus'
idea of a good time. I told Buffy once and it's true. I'm love's bitch."
Spike tried to explain.
Xander's eyes widened even further. "Y-you love me?"
"No you git!" Spike chuckled. "At least, I don't know."
Spike returned to his seat next to Xander. He tentatively snuggled up
to the boy, nuzzling his soft curls. "Don't hate you. Wanna fuck you."
He waited for Xander to look up at him. "Could maybe one day fall in
love with you." If I haven't already, Spike thought.
Xander relaxed. "Well, I'm not sure what's happening either. I've
never…I mean, it's not like I've had a lot of relationships to begin with.
Definitely none with guys though."
"Is this a relationship luv?" Spike asked almost shyly.
"I…I…" Xander looked up into Spike's entreating eyes. "I…" He
gulped. "I want it to be."
Spike smiled and leaned down for a kiss. "Good. I want it to luv."
Xander closed his eyes and let Spike's mouth caress his own. It
wasn't a passionate kiss. It was tender and sweet, and promising.
When he opened his eyes, Spike was staring down at him with a soft
expression.
"Can I ask you something Xan?" He nodded.
"You said you'd never been with a bloke?" Xander nodded again.
"Then how did you know what to do? When you made me cum I
mean?" Spike was curious.
Xander knew he would be blushing if he were still in his own body.
"I've played around a little." He murmured before turning away. "With
myself I mean."
At Xander's soft confession, Spike's morning erection surged to life.
An image of Xander with his own fingers in his arse brought him to full
hardness. He groaned.
Xander turned back when he heard Spike's groan. He saw his hard
on tenting the sheets.
"You…You like that idea?"
"God yes luv! You've got such a sexy body. And to think of you
playing with yourself, making yourself hard. Cumming." Spike
shuddered. "God I can't wait until we're back in our own bodies, so
that I can see your face when you cum."
Now Xander was hard. He'd never had anyone want him so much.
The way Spike described him…he didn't think anyone thought of him
that way.
Xander reached out to place his cool hand on Spike's chest. Before
he could make any other advances the alarm clock began to blare.
Spike's hand swung out to pound on the off button. "Fuck!"
Xander smiled ruefully at him. "You'd better go. I don't wanna get
fired."
"Why don't you hop in the shower with me luv?" Spike asked, not
willing to let their fun end.
"Can't Spike. You know you'll never make it out of here in time if I do.
And I really don't wanna get fired." Xander repeated.
Spike sighed and stood up. "What do you want to do about Chris?"
He asked casually.
"What about him?"
"He thinks you’re my boyfriend. Do you want me to tell him I was
drunk?" Spike asked as he rummaged through Xander's dresser for
some clothes.
"No. Why would you do that? Then we'll just have to explain that
we're together later." Xander was confused. "Unless you don't want
people to know about us?"
"No luv." Spike rushed to reassure him. "I wasn't sure YOU wanted
people to know about us."
"I'm not going to hide Spike. I don't want to have to sneak around in
secret. If we're going to have a relationship then I want it to be open
and honest." Xander was firm.
"Even with the slayerettes?" Spike queried.
"Especially with them! How am I supposed to get relationship advice
from Wills if she doesn't know I'm having one?" Xander smiled. "And
it's not like she's going to care about the gay thing."
"Thanks luv." Spike gave him a quick peck on the forehead before
heading toward the shower.
"For what?" Xander asked.
"Just for being you Xan."
***
It was an uneventful day on site. Spike got some good-natured
teasing from Chris about his boyfriend, but that was about it.
Spike was on his way home from work and was unabashedly excited
to be seeing Xander again soon. He was half hard all day thinking
about the whelp, even after his jerk off session in the shower.
He was thinking about maybe having a few minutes with Xan before
leaving for the Magic Box when he ran into a man.
"Excuse me mate. Wasn't watching where I was going." Spike
apologized automatically.
"That's because you're a worthless piece of shit, moron!" The man
answered.
What the fuck? Spike looked up into the man's face only to see an
older version of his lover. The man's breath reeked of alcohol and
his eyes were bloodshot.
"Dad?" Spike asked tentatively.
"What do you want shithead? You better not be about to tell me that
you can't make the rent this month." Mr. Harris leaned menacingly
forward.
"No! I mean no, I'll have the rent." Spike answered quickly.
"Fine." Mr. Harris sidestepped Spike and began walking further down
the sidewalk. "Good for nothing loser." He mumbled as he staggered
down the street.
That was Xander's dad? Spike shook his head, trying to clear it.
When he looked up toward the house he could see Xander's face
peering out the basement window.
He strode toward the basement quickly, searching for Xan as soon as
he entered the door. He saw him sitting on the barca lounger looking
forlornly in the opposite direction.
"What's wrong luv?" Spike asked, placing his hand on Xander's knee.
"I guess you met my dad huh?" Xander asked, chuckling bitterly.
"'S not the nicest bloke I've ever met, but yeah."
"He usually isn't that bad. It's just that he didn't know you weren't me.
If he had thought you were someone else, he would have been more
polite." Xander tried to explain.
"Xan, you don't have to make excuses for the bastard." Spike's face
was a mask of anger. "He doesn't have any right to treat you that
way. And you have no reason to believe him."
"No reason? I am a useless loser." Xander's eyes had dropped back
down to his clasped hands. "I'm the zeppo remember?"
"That's not true luv." Spike stroked his leg as he spoke. "You're the
heart of the whole bloody gang. You keep everyone going, and that's
more than the rest of 'em can say."
Xander still refused to look at him, so Spike cupped his chin and
forced their eyes to meet.
"You're not useless Xan. You're clever, intelligent, brave, and bloody
marvelous. You don't need slayer powers or mojo to make you
special or necessary. The scooby gang couldn't last a day without
you. They need you." He leaned in to give Xander a reassuring kiss.
"I need you."
Xander smiled tentatively when Spike pulled away. "Thanks."
"You're welcome luv." Spike stood, taking Xander with him. "Now
let's go dragon hunting."
Chapter Eight ~ Dragon Hunting
They were all standing on the shore of the Sunnydale Lake. Spike
and Xander were stripping down to boxers for their swim. Xander
refused to allow Spike to wear the speedos in front of the girls!
"Okay guys, do you know what you're looking for?" Willow asked as
they pulled their jeans off.
"Yeah, yeah. Big green gem. Shaped like an egg. Got it." Spike
muttered, he'd really rather be at home with Xander seeing what else
the whelp had played at.
Xander gave him a quick slap on the arm in reprimand. "Sure Wills.
No worries. Big green egg gem. We'll get it." He smiled a goofy grin
at her.
Willow raised an eyebrow at the familiar interaction between the two,
but remained silent. She nodded and then hugged Xander. "Be
careful you big goof!"
"Right back at you Wills!" Xander called as both he and Spike turned
to dive into the water.
The girls and Giles headed toward the north shore after the dragon.
It didn't seem to be all that large, probably the size of a big puma.
Buffy would start off with a direct physical assault. Tara and Willow
would be there to help with a spell or two if needed. And Giles would
be there to backup all three.
Once the guys brought the egg to shore, Willow would start the spell.
It would open a portal to the dragon's home dimension and Buffy
would herd it through. As plans went it was actually one of their
better ones, Xander thought.
They reached the central island with little difficulty. Xander had
watched Spike carefully for any hesitancy or faltering, but none had
appeared. As they stepped onto land Spike took a few deep gulps of
air.
"You okay fangless?" Xander asked concerned.
"Just trying to catch my breath Xan." Spike answered in between
puffs.
They searched the island and finally found a small nest on the
western shore. It was made mostly of seashells and a few obviously
no longer occupied clam and crab shells. They waded through the
debris and finally found the gem.
It was only about the size of an ostrich egg. It wasn't faceted but
smooth, and it sparkled in the moonlight.
"Do we get to keep it after the spell?" Spike asked appraising the
gem.
"Don't know, didn't ask." Xander answered absentmindedly as he
stuffed the gem into the small shoulder bag he'd swum with.
Before they could head toward the water again, Xander felt a tingling
at the back of his neck. He sniffed the air and noticed that there was
a strange odor floating along the wind.
He swiveled quickly and was confronted with a dragon.
"Shit!" He threw a glance at Spike who was already in fighting
stance.
"Spike!" He waited to make sure he had Spike's attention and then
he threw the shoulder bag in his direction. "Swim for it! You need to
get that back to Willow."
"What? Fuck no! I'm not leaving you here."
"Don't worry I'll be right behind you! I'm just going to distract it long
enough to give us both a head start." Xander replied. "Don't forget
that your just mortal me now. I have your vamp strength, so get
going!"
Spike still looked uncertain.
"GO! NOW!"
Spike spun and dove into the water. He swam a few strokes out and
stopped. Dog paddling, he turned to look back toward Xander.
Xander wasn't dumb. He knew that he didn't have the fighting skills to
take on a dragon, but he also knew that Spike fighting with only
Xander strength didn't have a chance either. He didn't want Spike to
make a dusty mistake just because he overestimated his strength.
His gaze traveled around trying to find a likely weapon. The closest
thing he could find was a long branch that had drifted in and landed
on shore. Unfortunately it wasn't a very sturdy branch and the water
had caused it to weaken even further.
He hefted it anyway and started toward the dragon. Xander figured
an offense was better than a defense in this case. He needed to
attack fast, hopefully disable the dragon for a few minutes long
enough for him to get out into the water and after Spike.
As he got closer the dragon opened its mouth and Xander prepared
to dodge fire or whatever else it wanted to spew at him.
Unfortunately he wasn't fast enough.
The ichor landed on his chest and arm. Eew! He tried to wipe some
of the muck off, but soon it began to itch and burn. He screamed.
Spike began swimming back to the island as soon as he saw the
dragon open its mouth. As he was scrabbling back onto shore he
heard Xander's scream.
Xander had dropped the branch at his feet as soon as the burning
had begun. He watched in horror as Spike ran up and seized the
branch. He screamed once again, this time trying to stop his
erstwhile lover. "Spike no!"
Spike wasn't paying attention his thoughts focused on getting both he
and Xander off the island and back to the relative safety of the slayer
and witches. He heaved the branch as he ran at the creature and
shoved it as hard as he could at the dragon's left eye.
The branch speared through the membrane causing the dragon to
howl.
Spike dropped the dead wood and ran back to Xander. He grabbed
him by the arm and pulled him back into the water, rubbing at the
ichor as he went. The ooze burned at his palms and fingers, but he
continued until they were able to wash it off in the lake.
They were halfway back to the north shore when the dragon came
after them. It was hampered by its injured eye, but still was able to
swim at a good clip.
"Faster Spike!" Xander urged Spike on, knowing that he was tiring.
The fight and the first swim having taken a lot out of him.
They could see Buffy fighting off the second dragon on shore. As
they reached land, Xander hauled Spike out of the water and shoved
him toward the girls.
"Go get them the gem!" He screamed as he turned back around to
face off with the oncoming dragon.
Spike shot forward reaching his hand in the bag as he went. He
threw the gem at Willow. "Red! Catch!" And then spun around to
return to Xander.
He didn't bother warning them of the second dragon as they were
sure to see it on there own. He picked up another branch as he
made his way back to Xander heedless of the fact that he was now
mortal.
Xander could here Willow chanting in the background. He only
needed to distract the dragon for a few more minutes. Then the
portal would be open and they could send them back to whatever hell
dimension they were from.
He dodged around a small boulder, the dragon's ichor landing with a
splat on the hard rock surface.
"Xander get ready!" Buffy cried as a large crash resounded and a ball
of white light appeared to the south.
Buffy was already going on the offensive, herding her dragon with
quick kicks and punches. The dragon let out what sounded almost
like a sob as it was shoved through the portal with a final combination
kick that Xander could never pull off no matter whose body he was in!
Xander was ready to throw a few punches himself to herd his own
dragon through the portal when it let out a matching sob and ran in
after its mate.
Willow chanted a few final words and the portal closed with another
crash.
"Well bugger." Spike let out as soon as silence descended. He
dropped the branch and walked the rest of the way over to Xander.
"You okay luv?" He asked quietly.
"Yeah. Just a little itchy I guess." Xander patted his body down
searching for other injuries. "Otherwise I'm good."
"Good job guys!" Buffy cheered as they gathered around Xander.
"Way to work the magic Wills!" She gave her best friend a quick hug.
" This definitely deserves a pizza…or chocolate! Definitely
chocolate." Xander insisted.
"Xan why don't we let them go ahead and you can wash the rest of
the muck off in the lake. We'll walk back after." Spike suggested.
Xander raised his eyebrow in question. "Why? I can just shower at
home."
"This'll be faster and you won't have to itch all the way back." Spike
answered giving Xander a look.
"Oh." Xander was having trouble keeping his thoughts and his words
coherent. From the look that Spike was giving him it didn't seem like
they were going to be taking just a quick dip. "Uhm…okay."
The three girls traded looks before Tara asked, "Are y-you sure?"
"Sure ducks. No worries." Spike answered for them.
Giles looked vaguely confused but the girls smiled and turned back
toward the car. "Okay! See you guys later!" Willow called as they
made their way back.
Spike turned to face Xander. He ran his hands down Xander's chest
where it was still red and irritated. "My poor brave Xanpet. You’re my
very own white hat."
Spike leaned down to follow the trail his fingers had made with his
tongue. Xander shivered.
"Spike! We're in public. We can't have sex in public!" Xander tried to
protest.
"So? That's what the lake is for. No one has to know pet." Spike
whispered in his ear in between nibbles, pushing him back toward the
water as he spoke.
By the time Xander's legs hit the water, he welcomed the cool
sensation on his throbbing cock. He was surprised when Spike
stopped teasing in order to give his whole body a rub down.
"Want to get all the muck off. Don't want it to burn anymore." Spike
answered his questioning look.
"I don’t need it anyway." Xander replied causing Spike to look up in
query. "You make me burn."
Xander hauled Spike toward him and mashed their lips together. The
close contact causing their erections to collide. They both moaned
and ground their hips together.
"Fuck luv! You make me so hard so fast." Spike was nibbling his
way down Xander's neck causing more incoherent mumblings from
his lover. "I want you so much my whole body aches. I want to feel
you inside me. I want to feel you surrounding me. I want to make
you moan and beg."
Spike's hands weren't idle as he described his desires. He took
Xander's left nipple and pinched and pulled. Xander threw his head
back and hissed. "Yes Spike…ungh…fuck…harder…make it burn."
Xander's own hands reached around to cup Spike's ass and squeeze,
causing Spike's hips to thrust forward reflexively.
"Need to feel you." Xander's hands were working Spike's boxers off.
He toed his own boxers off as Spike pushed them toward his ankles.
Finally they were both naked. Xander reached down and took hold of
Spike's erection. He gripped the base and then pulled up roughly.
"Xan!" Spike was nearly incoherent. Xander's rough play was
making his head spin.
"Do you like that Spike? Do you want it harder? Faster? Tighter?"
Xander asked, enjoying the sensation he got from causing Spike's
reaction.
"Please…Xan…ungh…Xan…need…" Spike trailed off, unable to
finish his thought.
Xander was pulling roughly on Spike's cock. Squeezing impossibly
tight on the down stroke. On each up stroke he would pull fast and
hard, tweaking the cock head each time. The slight sting of pain was
causing Spike's eyes to dilate to almost impossible size.
Xander's endorphin level was incredibly high. He was still coming
down from the dragon fight, and now his lovers words and loud pleas
were egging him on.
Spike reached out and pulled Xander to him. Their lips met and
Spike's tongue snaked out to leave a moist trail on Xander's bottom
lip.
Xander opened up obediently and Spike thrust his tongue inside. He
found Xander's own tongue and began to lave it with his own. They
worked their muscles against each other for a few minutes as their
hands explored each others bodies.
Spike thrust his tongue in and out of Xander's mouth mimicking what
he wanted to do with his cock in Xander's ass. He moaned at the
thought causing a moan to erupt from Xander as well.
Finally he applied enough suction to get Xander's tongue into his own
mouth. When it was there he lightly sucked and then bit down gently.
Xander cried out as his knees buckled.
Spike caught him, chuckling, Xander's head to Spike's chest. Xander
turned slightly to suck one of Spike's nipples into his mouth. Spike's
chuckle turned into another moan as the cool wet sensation of
Xander's mouth encased his swollen nub.
Xander worked his way to the other nipple, his hands squeezing and
caressing Spike's buttocks as he went. After a few minutes Xander
decided it was time for a bigger step.
He headed south, closing his eyes as he dipped below the surface.
Spike's cock was hot and pulsing. Xander reached out and
surrounded the head with his mouth applying a light suction.
"Fuck! Xan!" Spike was trying desperately not to thrust.
Slowly he worked more of Spike's flesh into his mouth, until the head
bumped the back of his throat.
"Mrhdis!" Spike mumbled incoherently when he realized that Xander
was going to deep throat him.
Then Xander swallowed.
Spike cried out, unable to stop the thrust. Xander swallowed again
and Spike was lost. His orgasm came crashing through him, his
thrusts fast and hard. He spurted his cum down Xander's throat, his
orgasm prolonged by the thought that Xander was swallowing his
sticky semen.
When Xander resurfaced Spike took his mouth in another bruising
kiss. He could taste himself in Xander's mouth and it made him
moan.
He reached down and grabbed Xander's cock as he continued the
kiss, fisting the hard muscle as tightly as he could. Xander began to
thrust into his hand, his eyes closed and his head thrown back.
Spike couldn't resist leaning forward and biting down on the point
where his neck met his shoulder blade. He bit hard enough to draw
blood, licking up the few drops that appeared on Xander's pale skin.
At the first touch of Spike's teeth Xander could feel his orgasm
explode. He cried out, "Spike!" and thrust into Spike's hand until the
seizures subsided.
They kissed again. This time soft and gentle. When they pulled
away Xander was smiling. "I'm going to miss that."
"What?" Spike asked.
"Not needing to breathe. Allows for some interesting fun."
"Don't forget luv." Spike teased.
"Forget what?"
"It's fun for both sides. Who knows? You might like it even better the
other way 'round." Spike leered at him.
At the image that Spike invoked Xander felt himself hardening once
again. Another thing he was going to miss. Vamp stamina!
Chapter Nine ~ Coming Out
After several more kisses and a few minutes of drying off, Xander and
Spike began their walk back to the Magic Box.
"Xan?"
"Yeah?"
"I think the girls might suspect."
"Suspect what Spike?"
"About us you git!" Spike answered.
"Oh." There was silence for a few moments.
"What makes you think they do?"
"Just a feeling. The looks they been givin' each other." Spike
shrugged.
Xander was silent.
"You mad?"
"Why would I be mad?" Xander was confused. "I told you I didn't
want to keep it a secret."
"I know that's what you said." Spike began. "Just wasn't sure it was
what you meant."
"Of course I meant it Spike! Why would I say it if I didn't mean it?"
Spike shrugged. "People say all sorts of things they don't mean."
Xander stopped and took hold of Spike's arm. He forced him to turn
and meet Xander's eyes. "I won't ever lie to you Spike. Not about
this. Not about us."
They stood there for a few moments, each looking into the other's
eyes. Finally Spike nodded.
"Okay luv." Spike leaned in for a brief kiss. "Just needed to be sure."
Another kiss. "I'll always give the same back."
"I know Spike." Another kiss. "Now let's get going. Might as well
come out with it and confirm whatever suspicions the girls already
have." Xander grinned as he tugged on Spike's arm.
***
The door jingled as they entered the shop. The girls already seated
around the research table pizza box mostly plundered. Giles was
apparently out since he was nowhere to be seen.
"Chocolate!" Xander yelled as he spied the box of brownies on the
cash counter.
"All for you Xander." Willow smiled up at him.
He grabbed the box and turned to Spike offering him first dibs.
"Chocolate!" He repeated as he thrust the box at his lover.
"Now we know you're in love!" Buffy laughed.
To Spike's complete embarrassment and Buffy's complete
amusement, Spike's face turned a deep crimson.
"Huh?" Xander replied.
"You offered him your chocolate even before you'd had a taste. That
is the mark of a man in love." Willow added. "At least when you're
the man." She smiled at him.
Xander smiled back.
"And d-don't think we haven't n-noticed the lack of insults these last
few days." Tara stated.
"Okay guys." Xander swept his gaze around the room stopping to
give each of his friends a serious but sincere look. "I guess there's no
point in denying it. Not that I was going to anyway." He shrugged.
"Spike and I are seeing each other."
Xander reached across to grab Spike's hand in his own and squeeze.
The brunette's face was returning to its normal shade, but Xander
could still feel Spike's nervousness through his sweaty palms. He
gave another squeeze and a tug to bring Spike closer.
The girls all exchanged another series of looks. Finally Willow
nodded and stood.
"Well, we can't say that we hadn't already guessed. And I'm not sure
that we all approve." Willow raised her hand to keep either of the
boys from interrupting. "But we know that you don't need our
approval to live your lives."
The boys nodded relieved.
Willow then turned to Spike, pointing her finger in his face and leaning
menacingly forward. "But if you hurt Xander in anyway…just
remember…I have a shovel and I know how to use it!" Then she sat
back down and grabbed another piece of pizza.
Xander grinned goofily. "Thanks Wills!"
Then he grabbed a piece of brownie and shoved it into his mouth.
Spike watched as his boy stuffed the chocolate in with one big push.
He watched as Xander's tongue came out to lick up all the stray
chocolate around the rim of his mouth. Now that his initial
nervousness and embarrassment were wearing off, he realized that
arousal was quickly taking over.
The gang now knew that he and Xan were together. They didn't have
to hide, and Xander was perfectly willing and happy to make sure that
they didn't remain a secret. That by itself was a turn on. Xander's
unknowing show as he enjoyed the chocolatey goodness was just an
added bonus for his libido.
Spike's arm snaked out to grab Xander and start pulling him toward
the door. "Time to go luv."
"What? We haven't even asked about the reversal spell." Xander
tried to stall his lover.
Spike stopped pulling and abrupty spun on his heel. "Red? Have
you figured out a spell yet?"
Willow nodded her head. "Tara found one we can use. We're
basically going to - "
"Don't need the details luv, just the date and time." Spike hastened
her.
"Oh. Uhm. Giles is out getting the ingredients will need, but we
probably won't be able to do it until tomorrow…" Willow found herself
finishing her conversation with empty air. "Sun's almost up anyway."
Spike pushed Xander out the door, still clutching his box of brownies.
"What are you doing Spike?"
Xander found himself shoved up against the wall of the Magic Box.
Spike's erection grinding into his flaccid, but quickly rising penis.
"Want you." Thrust. "Need you." Thrust. "This may be my only
chance." Kiss.
Xander broke the kiss. "Your only chance? This isn't a one night
stand Spike."
"I know that luv. But…" Spike kissed him again groaning as his hard
on rubbed up against Xander's now aching cock.
"This could be my only chance to be in you. For awhile at least."
Spike tried to explain. "I know you’re a virgin luv. And the bloody
chip'll go off if I try to bugger you when I'm myself again."
"I'm not a virgin!" Xander's mind stuck on the one sentence.
Spike trailed his tongue down Xander neck. "I know you're not a
virgin to shagging luv. But you are a virgin to buggering."
"Uh..yea...mmm." Xander answered as best he could.
"Will you let me pet?" Spike whispered in his ear.
"Let you?"
"Let me bugger you?" Spike reached down and rubbed Xander
through his jeans. "Let me feel my hard cock sliding in your tight
arse? Let me show you what it's like to feel so full? To feel my cock
splitting you open and teasing you just right?"
Xander moaned, his head hitting the brick wall as he attempted to
throw it backward. "Ouch!"
"Let's go home luv. Let me show you. Let me teach you." Spike
urged. Soothing Xander's head with his warm hands.
"Yes." The word was barely a whisper as Xander surrendered.
***
They were lying in bed. Spike was trying to soothe Xander's nerves
with quiet words as he efficiently stripped him to his skin.
"Relax luv. I'm going to make you feel so good. I'd never hurt you
pet."
"I know Spike." Xander assured him.
They were both naked now. Spike spent some time just kissing and
petting his lover. When Xander's moans became incoherent
babblings he decided to move on to stage two.
He leaned Xander down onto his back, lifting his legs up and
spreading them apart. Leaning down he pressed his lips to Xander's
now exposed opening. He gave it a quick peck before bringing out
his tongue.
He laved the small hole until Xander began to squirm. And then he
thrust it in as far as it would go.
Xander's hips leapt off the bed. "Fuck! Oh god that's incredible!"
Xander thrust down onto Spike's tongue, trying to get more of it
embedded within his body. Spike began thrusting in and out, his
hand reaching for Xander's balls. He twirled them together,
squeezed, and pulled. Xander's moans became continuous.
Drawing out into one long moan.
Slowly Spike pulled away, moving his body forward so that he could
kiss Xander's pouting mouth. "Don't worry luv, we're not done yet."
His other hand reached out to grab the tube of lube that he'd pulled
from his pocket earlier. He spread the slimy substance around his
middle finger. Then as he kissed and thrust against Xander he
reached down and slowly inserted that finger into Xander's tight
opening.
"Ungh! Oh fuck!" Xander could feel Spike's knuckle scraping against
his inner walls.
"Okay luv?" Spike asked.
"Yeah Spike. God don't stop!" Xander begged.
"Okay Xan. Just keep relaxing."
Xander groaned as Spike began to gently thrust his finger in and out.
Before he knew what was happening Spike had inserted a second
and then a third finger.
Xander tried to keep his muscles relaxed as Spike stretched him
wide. His body was on sensory overload and every touch burned.
"Spike please!" Xander thrust down onto Spike's intruding fingers.
"Ungh…want you…fuck…please…now!" Xander cried out.
Spike slowly pulled his fingers free. He reached up to kiss Xander as
he positioned himself at his lover's entrance. They kissed for a few
minutes, Spike letting Xander relax further, before he began to push
the head of his cock in.
He'd made sure to stretch Xander wide. Spike had been a virgin
when he was turned, so his arse was extremely tight. And Xander's
cock was wider than most, so he'd wanted to make sure that he
wouldn't hurt his lover.
As the tight ring opened up to allow the mushroom head through both
men groaned.
"Xan so tight!"
"God Spike!"
Spike moved forward slowly, allowing Xander time to adjust to the
size. Finally he was in balls deep, his sac bouncing against Xander's
tight ass.
He remained like that for a minute, rubbing soothing circles on
Xander's belly and chest. "Just tell me when it's okay Xan."
Xander had never felt so full in his entire life. Spike's cock was like a
hot poker searing his insides. He could feel every vein pulse as
Spike pushed further into him.
He slowly relaxed his muscles. After a moment he thrust upward
experimentally and he felt his head explode in lights.
At Xander's experimental thrust Spike could no longer control his lust.
He would never hurt Xander, but it was obvious that the boy was
ready and willing to be fucked.
Spike grabbed a hold of Xander legs and placed them higher onto his
shoulders. He lifted himself up onto his knees and slowly pulled his
cock out until only the head remained.
He thrust forward hard, hitting Xander's prostate. Xander moaned
and his cock twitched. Spike slapped his hand away when he
reached down to fist it.
"Mine!" Spike growled.
Spike continued to torture him, pulling out slowly and then thrusting in
hard. Each time Spike hit his prostate Xander thought he was going
to die. The pleasure was so intense it was almost painful.
Spike's hot hand surrounding Xander's cool flesh was somehow
calming. It caused him to split his focus in two places and allowed
him to hold off his orgasm just a few moments longer.
But those moments were pitifully short and soon Xander was crying
out and thrusting his spurting member into Spike's hand.
As Xander climaxed, Spike shifted his weight and shoved Xander's
legs off his shoulders and up towards Xander's head. He began to
thrust deep and fast, Xander's words spurring him on.
"Yes Spike! Harder! Cum inside me. Mark me as yours!"
Xander reached out and cupped Spike's ass. He squeezed and
massaged the buttocks while Spike rammed into him. Going on
instinct Xander pulled his hand up and brought it down hard on
Spike's left butt cheek.
The slap stung deliciously and Spike grunted approval. "Yes Xan!
Again!"
Xander pulled back and slapped his other cheek hard. Then he took
a chunk of Spike's ass between his two fingers and pinched as hard
as he could.
"Xan!" Spike cried out as his hot cum coated Xander's walls. He
continued to thrust until his spasms ended and his penis went soft.
Slowly he pulled out and then he turned them both so that he could
spoon Xander's body.
"You okay luv?"
"More than okay Spike. That was incredible."
"Glad you enjoyed it luv." Spike nuzzled into Xander's soft curls.
"I more than enjoyed it Spike." Xander turned to place a gentle kiss
to Spike's lips. "Thank you."
"Don't thank me luv. The pleasure was mutual." Spike answered.
They lay wrapped around each other, quietly dozing off.
"Spike?" Xander asked muzzily.
"Yeah pet?"
"Just thought of something." Xander tried to bring himself back to
consciousness. "I hit you."
"No worries luv. I enjoyed it." Spike answered absently.
"No! I hit you." Xander repeated. "I hit you and the chip didn't go
off."
Xander's words finally penetrated Spike's post-orgasmic haze.
"Bugger! You're right."
Spike sat up and focused his eyes on Xander's face. "Maybe I won't
have to wait as long as I thought to bugger you as myself."
Xander watched fascinated as Spike's face lit up with lust.
Chapter Ten ~ The Reversal
"Maybe we should try a few experiments?" Xander suggested.
"Like what Xan?"
"Well let me try to hit you again now and see what happens." Xander
pulled his hand back.
"Wait!" Spike's hand shot out to stop him. "I don't want you to get
hurt luv. If you've forgotten the chip is bloody painful."
Xander leaned in for a kiss. "Don't worry Spike. I can take it. If this
hurts then we know the chip works when…well I guess…when we're
not having sex." Xander shrugged.
Spike still had a worried look on his face.
"Besides if it fires then I have you here to take care of me, right?"
Xander questioned.
"'Course luv!"
Reluctantly Spike took his hand away, allowing Xander free range of
movement. He watched as Xander's hand came down fast, only to
crumple toward his body when the pain hit.
Xander was in agony, but he struggled not to cry out. He didn't want
Spike to feel anymore guilty than he already did. He did let loose with
a few whimpers though.
Spike was stroking Xander's hair and trying to quiet him. He
peppered his face and neck with little kisses, until the whimpers died
down and Xander uncurled.
"I'm okay."
Spike continued to pepper little kisses over Xander's face murmuring
quiet 'I'm sorries'.
"'S not your fault Spike. It was my idea." Xander insisted.
Spike's comfort kisses began to turn into something more as he
allowed his tongue to peek out and dab a wet trail down Xander's
neck and chest. He stopped at an already hard nipple and began to
lightly suck at the peak.
Xander's body arched as Spike bit down gently and then pulled.
Xander groaned.
After releasing the nipple from his teeth Spike laved it with his tongue
to soothe the pain he had caused.
Spike traveled back up Xander's body to whisper in his ear.
"Xanpet?"
"HHmmm?"
"Will you try something else for me?"
"Whazzat?" Xander asked.
"Need to feel you inside me luv. Can't wait for tomorrow night. Need
to feel you thrusting in me, filling me." Spike whispered urgently
grinding his erection against Xander's hip.
Spike was at least reasonably sure that the chip wouldn't go off. If
Xander could spank and pinch him as hard as he had, he should be
able to stretch him gently enough to get by the chip.
When Xander hesitated, Spike tried one more time. "Please Xan?"
Spike's quiet plea made up Xander's mind. He leaned in for another
kiss breaking away to say, "Okay Spike. Anything. I'll do anything for
you."
Spike deepened the kiss, grabbing the lube from the night table. He
coated Xander's fingers, kissing him in between explanations.
"Xan, just…" Kiss. "Take one finger and push…" Kiss. "Yeah luv,
just like that."
Xander was gently moving his finger in and out searching for the spot
that had made him see stars.
"Fuck!" He must have found it.
Spike bucked forward but quickly pushed back against Xander's
finger. He was panting hard, watching the look of concentration on
Xan's face. He moaned when Xander's pink tongue peaked out to
lick at his bottom lip.
"Add another now luv." Spike prompted.
Xander was careful as he slipped in a second finger. He moved them
carefully in and out and then began to slowly scissor them. Spike's
body began to quake and shudder as the sensation of being
stretched nearly pulled him over the edge.
After a few moments of recovery time Spike pulled on Xander's arm,
causing his questing fingers to slip out.
"Okay luv. I'm ready." Spike pulled Xander into position. Raising his
legs atop Xander's shoulders he guided Xander's cock to his waiting
entrance.
He could probably use a bit more stretching but Spike couldn't wait
any longer. He moved his hands back to cup Xander's arse and
pulled him forward.
The head of Xander's cock pushed up breaching his tight hole. They
both moaned incoherently as Xander squeezed through and in
Spike's channel.
Xander had never felt anything squeeze him so tight before. Not his
fist. Not a mouth. Not any woman he'd ever known. Only Spike.
Spike made him feel this excruciating pleasure, this deep ache that
filled him just as he filled Spike.
He stopped when he was fully sheathed within his lover. Allowing
Spike time to adjust to the intrusion, Xander leaned forward and took
one of Spike's nipples into his mouth. He knew how sensitive his
nipples were so he sucked the nub in and then scraped his sharp
teeth against it hard.
His tongue came out to soothe the scratches and tease Spike until it
was almost painful. Spike began to beg and plead for release.
"Xan! Fuck! Please…" Spike's head thrashed on the pillow. "Bite it!
Fuck! Harder!"
Spike thrust down onto Xander's cock as his lover bit into his
sensitive flesh. Xander moaned sending small vibrations through
Spike's chest.
Slowly Xander began to swivel his hips. The head of his cock
pushing and rubbing against Spike's prostate each time.
"Ungh! Luv, you're so full inside me. You're splitting me in two.
Cooling me from the inside out. God! Don't stop! Faster luv! Need
to feel all of you." Spike whimpered.
Xander raised himself higher and began pistoning his hips at
maximum speed. His dick burned with the heat from Spike's walls.
Xander cried out as he felt himself shift into game face. He could feel
Spike's blood calling to him, the rhythm of his heartbeat pounding
loudly in his ears.
Without conscious thought Xander began to lower his fangs to Spike's
neck.
"Wait luv!" Spike pushed back on Xander's shoulder, effectively
pulling Xander out of his hypnotic state.
"God Spike I'm sorry!" Xander exclaimed.
"Don't be sorry Xan. Just wanted to make sure you knew what you
were doing."
"What do you mean?"
Their movements had slowed in order to concentrate on their
conversation, but Xander continued a slow swivel of hips.
"Ungh…just that…fuck! That you were about to claim me." Spike
managed to get out.
"What does that mean?" Xander leaned down and kissed Spike on
the neck, just where he'd been about to pierce him with his fangs.
"Means that you'd leave a mark, showing that I'm yours."
"Shit! I'm sorry Spike. I didn't mean to do that." Spike could sense
Xander's mood shift. "I understand why you might not want me to."
Xander tried hard not to show his disappointment.
"No luv!" Spike kissed him hard. "'Course I want it." Another kiss.
"But I wanted you to remember that when we switch back that means
you'll be wearing my mark. That you'll be mine."
Xander felt the growl emanate from his throat. "Yours!" He cried
easing them both into a hard fast fuck.
Xander had lost all control. The knowledge that Spike HAD wanted
his mark made him feel incredible. And the idea that he would be
bearing Spike's mark made his dick swell even further. Something he
hadn't thought was possible.
He continued to thrust hard, hitting Spike's sweet spot every time. He
wanted to make his lover cum, so he reached down and began to fist
Spike's erection in counterpoint to his thrusts.
Even without his vamp senses, Spike thought his mind was going to
shut down on overload. The feel of Xander thrusting into him, the
sting of his fangs as he scraped them along his neck, and the tight
circle of his fist as he pumped his cock was all too much.
Soon Spike felt his balls tighten and draw up. Then he was crying
out. "Xan love!" He gasped for breath as he spurted all over
Xander's hand and his own chest. "Love you!"
The feel of Spike's muscles contracting around him made Xander grit
his teeth. While Spike was still spasming in his hand he leaned over
and bit down hard, the sweet taste of Spike's blood seeping into his
mouth. He felt his own climax starting and he growled as he lapped
up the trickles from Spike's neck.
"So sweet! So hot!" He nuzzled at the wound he'd created. "Fuck!
Can't get enough of you Spike." He licked the wound as it closed.
"Mine!"
"Yours." Spike answered softly, waiting as Xander came back down
to reality.
They snuggled for a few minutes, both sleepy and sated. Once again
Xander struggled out of his drowsy state.
"Spike?"
"Yeah luv?"
"Did you say you loved me?"
Spike's eyes blinked open as he realized what he'd said. "Uhm.
Yeah." He answered warily.
There was silence for a few moments before Xander responded.
"Just checking." And then snuggled closer to his bedmate.
"That it then?" Spike questioned.
"Huh?" Xander responded dozily.
"That all you're gonna say?" Spike's body had stiffened, waiting for
the inevitable.
"Uh…goodnight?" Xander tried.
"Right then." Spike turned on his side, facing away from Xander.
"Spike?"
"Yeah?"
"What did I do?"
"Nothing."
"Then why are you mad at me?"
"Not mad. Go to sleep Xan."
"No."
"No?"
"No. Tell me what I did wrong."
Spike sighed. "Nothing luv." Spike gulped at the term of endearment.
"Don't want you to think I expect anything from you. Least you didn't
kick me out when you realized." He hung his head. Could he sound
anymore like a poncey nancy boy?
"Realized what?" Xander was extremely confused.
"That I love you! You stupid git!" Spike yelled abruptly.
Epiphany. Xander finally understood what Spike was getting it. He
reached over and wrapped his arms around Spike's waist spooning
his lover's body.
"Spike I wouldn't kick you out for that." He kissed the back of Spike's
neck softly. "I love you too."
Spike pulled away, out of Xander's grasp. "Xan you don't have to say
that." Great now Xander was feeling sorry for him.
"Spike you're the one being a git!" Xander insisted. "I'm not saying
it." He once again wrapped his arms around his lover. "I'm feeling it."
Spike turned to face Xander, searching his eyes for sincerity.
"I told you I'd never lie to you." Xander reminded him. The lines on
Spike's face smoothed out and anger and embarrassment were
replaced with looks of longing and need.
"Why didn't you say it before?" Spike asked, needing to know the
answer.
"I thought you already knew. I claimed you. I wanted to bear your
mark. I wanted you." Xander answered. "I told you I didn't have
much experience with relationships. Guess I need to brush up on my
communication skills?"
They kissed again. Sweet and slow. Their lips pressing into one
another, caressing.
"Luv?"
"Yeah?"
Spike maneuvered them so that they were snuggled back on the bed.
Limbs intertwined and arms wrapped around each other.
"Let's go to bed."
"'Kay. G'night Spike."
"Night Xan."
***
Willow was explaining the spell to them. They were going to use the
same spell she'd used to separate them the first time. Then they
were supposed to each concentrate on their own bodies and Willow
would chant the spell to return them.
While they were researching what had happened, Tara had realized
that she and Willow had been holding hands when the switch had first
occurred. She hadn't thought much of it at the time, but after Willow's
repeated assurances that she'd used this spell plenty of times before
with completely different results, Tara thought it would be worth
mentioning.
Giles figured out that it was the combined strength of Willow and Tara
that had caused the spell to overload and separate Spike and
Xander's essences instead of their physical bodies. So they just had
to repeat the spell, while holding hands for the same effect to take
place.
Spike and Xander prepared themselves. Giving each other
reassuring looks as Willow and Tara took hold of each other's hands.
"Ready guys?"
They nodded.
"Separare!"
Xander looked curiously around as he once again experienced the
sensation of watching himself in a dream. Both he and Spike had
thought ahead and were lying down on the floor before Willow had
performed the spell.
He felt that same curious presence that he had the first time this had
happened. Except now he knew what it was. Spike was there with
him. He could feel him, and knew that the presence couldn't be
anything or anyone else.
Xander basked in the warmth emanating from his love, before turning
back to concentrate on his own body. He hoped that Spike was doing
the same.
"Reditus!" Willow exclaimed her eyes flashing.
Both boys groaned as one. Spike was the first to recover, having
more experience with excruciating headaches. He sat up and patted
his body down, making sure that he'd been returned to the proper
one. Then he leaned over to check on Xan.
Xander's head was throbbing. His whole body ached, and he thought
the room might be spinning. Wait a minute. His whole body ached.
He was back in his own body! Yay Wills!
He opened his eyes to look into the concerned blue of his lover's.
"You have no idea how beautiful your eyes are." He stated absently.
Spike smiled and leaned down for a kiss. "Thanks luv." Spike rubbed
his hands up and down Xander's arms as he helped him stand. "You
okay?"
"Yeah. I think I'd like to just go to bed though."
"You read my mind luv." Spike leered at him.
"Okay. Let's go bleach boy." He grabbed Spike's hand and began to
walk toward the exit. "Thanks guys!"
"Excuse me?"
The boys turned as one at Giles' soft query.
"Yeah G-man?"
"You're taking Spike home with you?" Giles asked.
"Of course."
"Even though you don't have to?" Giles persisted.
"I know I don’t have to. I want to." Xander looked at Giles in
confusion. "Do you really want the sordid details G-man?"
At Giles' horrified look, Xander slapped himself on the forehead.
Giles hadn't been in the shop last night when he and Spike had come
out to the girls.
"Sorry G-man. Guess we kinda left you outta the loop." He grabbed
Spike's hand and squeezed. "Spike and I are in love." He leaned
over and gave Spike a quick peck on the lips. "And now we're going
home." With that, Xander and Spike exited the shop. The girls
smiled.
Giles felt as if he'd been hit by a truck. He turned to the girls and
quietly asked, "Who? That is…What? I mean to say…Huh?"
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