*~*OnLy My ThOuGhTs StIlL ExIsT iN aN uNcErTaIn MiNd*~*
*~*Secret*~*
I close my eyes/
It's sad, because you're the only one I see/
My mind runs wild/
I almost lost myself/
Lips utter a name I probably shouldn't have said/
Heart beating wildly/
Funny after all these years you can make me feel this way/
Thoughts wrapped around you/
Why you stay on my mind/
I cannot guess/
Love so strong, only I can wonder why it faded/
Forever was a promise I allowed myself to fall victim to/
You once were my hero, you once were my all/
You've only become a pathetic secret that only I can share/
My memories I will to fade away, still stay burned into my mind/
Try as I might, I just can't shake you/
My pathetic little secret.
*~*When All Fades To Gray*~*
Softly my lips met yours/
Everything I had ever known went away/
You stole my breath/
Dug deep into my soul/
Never once knowing that your kiss could make me weak/
It was all just a game to you/
I hear the words oh so clear/
Say you'll never leave me, say you'll always be true/
I gave my all, when I only wanted to give none/
Something was awakened in my soul that day/
Perhaps it was something I wish would have stayed asleep/
You were the one I turned to/
The one I trusted with everything/
Made me believe when I could only doubt/
Years go on and I wish we could grow strong/
Are you out of my reach?/
Have you faded away from me?/
Once life was so colorful to me/
Now, things have only faded to a gray/
I hang on because I know not what else to do/
So I suppose this is what happens/
When things fade to gray.
*~*The One*~*
Stare into the mirror/
Not like what you see?/
No, you're not blonde/
No, your eyes aren't blue/
Hell, your skin isn't even white/
Want to move lower?/
Or do you even dare?/
Your body isn't perfect, smile isn't bright, hair is far from perfect/
That's what drives him away/
You aren't the trophy girl/
Can't be proud to have you on his arm/
That's why he likes to hide/
Says what isn't true/
Those girls run circles around you/
They fit the mold/
They are every guy's fantasy/
You are just a thing/
A thing he runs to when he's bored/
Sure he's asleep in your bed with you at night/
But he's dreaming of someone else/
When he fucks you/
He's making love to someone other than you/
When he tells you he loves you/
He's on his way out the door/
On to the one/
That completes his world/
The one who makes him whole/
You are just a filler/
You aren't the one.
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