My Holocaust

Shadows of my mind,
You linger where you don't belong;
My door's propped open,
It's your option to walk straight in;
Searching for a reason,
That allows me to place my blame;
Too bad it's what I want,
The feelings are a deja vu.

My mind's only eye,
Is what you seem to perceive;
Everything I've known,
Is everything you've done;
Irony doesn't come close,
To know I've seen this before;
Entranced in your creations,
Dreams no longer a refuge.

Confusion leads to angst,
Bringing me back to this path;
I know this is familiar,
This is where I always end;
Tell me this is different,
If not then I'll return my own feelings.

Salvation being the key,
Once again you already knew that;
Playing in my mind,
To avoid pitfalls that always appear;
It's all been practiced,
I'll just return my own feelings.