No matter what
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Flyleaf
You know i've tried putting pictures on my account but it takes to long and i run out of patience and just cancel it out. Anywho Alan is coming tomorrow and it's gonna be great. We haven't spent time together in two weeks outside of school and i've missed him so much. And then tonight didn't go to well but now it's ok. And it amazes me how we can be so p/oed at each other but we get over it so fast now. Yeah well that is all for now, until next time..

Sigh
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: None
At the moment talking to Jessie on yahoo about the concert we're goin to and we're gonna meet alan there and possibly cherry and ronnie, and cory is ridin with my alan. Man i cannot stand the fact that everytime i get off the phone with him or go to classes at school i miss him so much! YES ALAN IF YOU HAPPEN TO READ THIS I MISS YOU. Well peoples that is it cause me and the jessie are gonna get home late tomorrow and i have to get up at 5 and i have to do my hw which i will do on the bus. Anywho well that is it everyone.

lates

Yes and No Regrets
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Bright Lights>>>>>Matchbox Twenty
YES THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME! Duh I'm hurting here. Doesn't take a genius to figure that one out but apparently he has no clue what's going on with me so i'm going back to my old habits....*cough*. The only way I know how to cope with things or to make me feel like i can actually control what's happening to me. Gosh another roller coaster ride and somehow i always get a free ride....

11:12 p.m and still no answer
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Nothing
This is my first entry and no one knows about this site or my site or whatever it is because i haven't put it up on GJ and for those of you who don't know what that is it's Greatestjournal.com. Anywho I have no one to talk to but Jessie and I'm doing that right now, we're trying to cheer each other up. I've call Alan 4 times now, but i get no answer so i tried and my cell phone is on.....I dunno. I miss him. Anywho things aren't good now or have been this past week so whatever right? I'm thinking about counseling and my family agrees right now. We'll see, well that's about it for now.....