Mood:
Now Playing: FFX- Pure Heart
I think... There is something wrong with me... I can't stop crying... I will be fine, then all the sudden, out of nowhere. I will just burst into tears... Normally it happens when I see someone else cry, on TV or in real life. I just start crying. And... Even when I am not crying, there is this dull ache in my heart, and I can't make it go away. No matter how hard I try. It just won't go away... I still need to plant my friendship rose. Even if no humans understand me, at least I have my flowers. I can take care of them, and they don't judge me. They don't break my heart. Speaking of Flowers, this friendship rose is beautiful. It has these wonderful purple flowers... But the thorns are some of the biggest I have ever seen. Does that mean something? It seems like it should. I also got a money tree. It doesnt really bear money, but it is an old legend that it brings good luck and fortune. I hope that it works. I really do.
Mother should be home soon, then we can go outside and plant my flowers... I feel better when I am taking care of something. Watching them grow it... It is one of the most rewarding things I have ever experienced...
I am not sure what more to say. I don't think anyone really reads my blogs but... I need them anyway, as a record of my thoughts. I really don't have anything more to say. I will probably post more soon. To those of you who are reading this, thank you.