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-somebody's-fool- says:
JUSTIN!

frowning.smile says:
jerald!!!!!!

-somebody's-fool- says:
What's up?

frowning.smile says:
nothing really

-somebody's-fool- says:
Sounds boring =P

frowning.smile says:
ehh life kinda sucks right now

-somebody's-fool- says:
Hey, what's wrong?

frowning.smile says:
idk..nothing,everything

-somebody's-fool- says:
tell me

frowning.smile says:
nah i'm just being stupid

-somebody's-fool- says:
It's not stupid if it upsets you. You want me to call you?

frowning.smile says:
no my mom is home...its probably not the best idea

-somebody's-fool- says:
Oh damn, then tell me on here. You'll feel better if you talk about it.

frowning.smile says:
don't worry about it..it's ok really, lets talk about something else

-somebody's-fool- says:
Justin, I know you better then this. Something is wrong. Let me help you. When was the last time you cut? Don't make excuses just tell me the truth.

frowning.smile says:
tonight

-somebody's-fool- says:
I don't have to tell you that it doesn't solve anything. Talking about it though can really help - you know this.

frowning.smile says:
i know...but it really is stupid...telling you is just gonna make me feel like a bigger loser

-somebody's-fool- says:
Ok if you're not going to cooperate I'm going to have to use a little tough love and call you anyways! I'll do it!

frowning.smile says:
lol

-somebody's-fool- says:
I'm not even fucking kidding.

frowning.smile says:
don't be mad at me

-somebody's-fool- says:
I'm not mad, I'm worried. Please talk to me, even if it is stupid.

frowning.smile says:
OMG it's about that girl on the internet...its nothing

-somebody's-fool- says:
The one you wrote the poem for? What happened?

frowning.smile says:
yes that one...ugh...i wrote another poem that kinda explains some of it - http://www.angelfire.com/planet/digressions/untitled.html

-somebody's-fool- says:
Ok hold on, I'll read it

frowning.smile says:
k

-somebody's-fool- says:
Dude sometimes you write the most fucking awesome things! What happened, did she cheat?

frowning.smile says:
=P thx...no not really...well idk it kinda feels like it.. sometimes i don't get how this whole internet datind thing works....you know?

frowning.smile says:
*dating

-somebody's-fool- says:
Yeah, you've liked people on the net before though.

frowning.smile says:
yea but this is different then those, she uses words like 'exclusive' and gets mad at me for flirting with other people (something i hardly do!) but she does it FLIRTS WITH EVERYONE!!

-somebody's-fool- says:
And the flirting is what's upsetting you?

frowning.smile says:
it's prt of it...she called these people from the internet... i was on isketch talking to her and the next thing i know she is telling me all about talking to these two guys

-somebody's-fool- says:
It make you jealous?

frowning.smile says:
ofcourse but mostly mad! i mean what a fucking hypocrite! i mean i know i'm not perfect, and i've hurt her before ttoo but unintentionally...but it felt like she was doing this on purpose

-somebody's-fool- says:
Like she wanted you to be jealous?

frowning.smile says:
yea i guess and also...

frowning.smile says:
while most of this was happening, i wasn't in the room w/her just whispering from a diff room...when i joined her room the first things one of the guys says is 'do you have a camera phone cause i wanna see some tits'

-somebody's-fool- says:
Wow! That's really not something you should have seen. I see why you're upset.

frowning.smile says:
oh it gets better she didn't even say anything about it just laughed and they started to joke around about having phone sex...it was so fucked up..and me being the loser that i am didnt even say anything about it i just left the room...

-somebody's-fool- says:
Justin you are not a loser! If this girl doesn't see how special you are, then it's her own loss! She doesn't deserve yourr attention.

frowning.smile says:
she said that if she had known i would be mad then she wouldn't have done it

-somebody's-fool- says:
You have a right to be upset. In your shoes I would be upset too! It's better if you figure out what you're going to do though and not cut!!! I know you don't like talking about it, so I'm sorry for bringing it up again, but please promise me you'll be careful.

frowning.smile says:
you don't have to say this

-somebody's-fool- says:
I can't help it. It's because I care about you. :)

frowning.smile says:
i know...what do you think i should do? i was thinking about just taking a break from her and that whole stupid game...

-somebody's-fool- says:
I'm not sure what the best thing would be, and I can't say what I would like you to do, because it's very selfish and involves a lot of condolence sex between the two of us. ;) j/k! Seriously though, you should definitely let her know that what she did was not cool.

frowning.smile says:
omg LOL XD

-somebody's-fool- says:
Do you feel any better since you talked about it?

frowning.smile says:
yes sir...i was wrong to doubt your methods =P

-somebody's-fool- says:
Good boy ;) lol

frowning.smile says:
haha

-somebody's-fool- says:
You can talk to me about anything, anytime!

frowning.smile says:
i know..you pretty much rock like that

-somebody's-fool- says:
Thanks ^^