| *IM* -somebody's-fool- says: JUSTIN! frowning.smile says: jerald!!!!!! -somebody's-fool- says: What's up? frowning.smile says: nothing really -somebody's-fool- says: Sounds boring =P frowning.smile says: ehh life kinda sucks right now -somebody's-fool- says: Hey, what's wrong? frowning.smile says: idk..nothing,everything -somebody's-fool- says: tell me frowning.smile says: nah i'm just being stupid -somebody's-fool- says: It's not stupid if it upsets you. You want me to call you? frowning.smile says: no my mom is home...its probably not the best idea -somebody's-fool- says: Oh damn, then tell me on here. You'll feel better if you talk about it. frowning.smile says: don't worry about it..it's ok really, lets talk about something else -somebody's-fool- says: Justin, I know you better then this. Something is wrong. Let me help you. When was the last time you cut? Don't make excuses just tell me the truth. frowning.smile says: tonight -somebody's-fool- says: I don't have to tell you that it doesn't solve anything. Talking about it though can really help - you know this. frowning.smile says: i know...but it really is stupid...telling you is just gonna make me feel like a bigger loser -somebody's-fool- says: Ok if you're not going to cooperate I'm going to have to use a little tough love and call you anyways! I'll do it! frowning.smile says: lol -somebody's-fool- says: I'm not even fucking kidding. frowning.smile says: don't be mad at me -somebody's-fool- says: I'm not mad, I'm worried. Please talk to me, even if it is stupid. frowning.smile says: OMG it's about that girl on the internet...its nothing -somebody's-fool- says: The one you wrote the poem for? What happened? frowning.smile says: yes that one...ugh...i wrote another poem that kinda explains some of it - https://www.angelfire.com/planet/digressions/untitled.html -somebody's-fool- says: Ok hold on, I'll read it frowning.smile says: k -somebody's-fool- says: Dude sometimes you write the most fucking awesome things! What happened, did she cheat? frowning.smile says: =P thx...no not really...well idk it kinda feels like it.. sometimes i don't get how this whole internet datind thing works....you know? frowning.smile says: *dating -somebody's-fool- says: Yeah, you've liked people on the net before though. frowning.smile says: yea but this is different then those, she uses words like 'exclusive' and gets mad at me for flirting with other people (something i hardly do!) but she does it FLIRTS WITH EVERYONE!! -somebody's-fool- says: And the flirting is what's upsetting you? frowning.smile says: it's prt of it...she called these people from the internet... i was on isketch talking to her and the next thing i know she is telling me all about talking to these two guys -somebody's-fool- says: It make you jealous? frowning.smile says: ofcourse but mostly mad! i mean what a fucking hypocrite! i mean i know i'm not perfect, and i've hurt her before ttoo but unintentionally...but it felt like she was doing this on purpose -somebody's-fool- says: Like she wanted you to be jealous? frowning.smile says: yea i guess and also... frowning.smile says: while most of this was happening, i wasn't in the room w/her just whispering from a diff room...when i joined her room the first things one of the guys says is 'do you have a camera phone cause i wanna see some tits' -somebody's-fool- says: Wow! That's really not something you should have seen. I see why you're upset. frowning.smile says: oh it gets better she didn't even say anything about it just laughed and they started to joke around about having phone sex...it was so fucked up..and me being the loser that i am didnt even say anything about it i just left the room... -somebody's-fool- says: Justin you are not a loser! If this girl doesn't see how special you are, then it's her own loss! She doesn't deserve yourr attention. frowning.smile says: she said that if she had known i would be mad then she wouldn't have done it -somebody's-fool- says: You have a right to be upset. In your shoes I would be upset too! It's better if you figure out what you're going to do though and not cut!!! I know you don't like talking about it, so I'm sorry for bringing it up again, but please promise me you'll be careful. frowning.smile says: you don't have to say this -somebody's-fool- says: I can't help it. It's because I care about you. :) frowning.smile says: i know...what do you think i should do? i was thinking about just taking a break from her and that whole stupid game... -somebody's-fool- says: I'm not sure what the best thing would be, and I can't say what I would like you to do, because it's very selfish and involves a lot of condolence sex between the two of us. ;) j/k! Seriously though, you should definitely let her know that what she did was not cool. frowning.smile says: omg LOL XD -somebody's-fool- says: Do you feel any better since you talked about it? frowning.smile says: yes sir...i was wrong to doubt your methods =P -somebody's-fool- says: Good boy ;) lol frowning.smile says: haha -somebody's-fool- says: You can talk to me about anything, anytime! frowning.smile says: i know..you pretty much rock like that -somebody's-fool- says: Thanks ^^ |