| *IM conversation* I don't live - I inhale says: Are you still on? Justa_Pansy says: hi yes I don't live - I inhale says: Wanna chat for a minute? Justa_Pansy says: or two or three Justa_Pansy says: hold on let me fix my sn I don't live - I inhale says: ha ok I don't give-I unveil says: there better? I don't live - I inhale says: LOL very nice you didn't have to I don't give-I unveil says: oh but I did..had to look it up though, guess I'm not as hardcore as you I don't live - I inhale says: yea right whatever! I don't give-I unveil says: is Brad still there? I don't live - I inhale says: No he went to his room, he doesn't know I'm talking to you otherwise he would probably be over my shoulder. I don't give-I unveil says: lol I don't live - I inhale says: So what's up with you two? I don't give-I unveil says: what do you mean? I don't live - I inhale says: I read your conversation. I don't give-I unveil says: yeah I don't live - I inhale says: Do you like my brother? I don't give-I unveil says: he's my bestfriend I don't live - I inhale says: You know what I mean. I don't give-I unveil says: you mean like like? I don't live - I inhale says: yes I don't give-I unveil says: wow this is weird lol I don't live - I inhale says: Why? I don't give-I unveil says: just is I don't live - I inhale says: Are you avoiding my question? I don't give-I unveil says: um yes. I don't live - I inhale says: You don't have to talk to me if it makes you feel uncomfortable. I don't give-I unveil says: NO talking to you doesn't make me uncomfortable, but its just I really don't know how to answer that. I don't live - I inhale says: Do you like my brother? yes or no (does that help) I don't give-I unveil says: LOL! I think its more complicated then "yes or no" but for the sake of simplicity - yes. I don't live - I inhale says: See that wasn't so hard huh? I don't give-I unveil says: well no, but it also wasn't a complete answer...hence the complicated I don't live - I inhale says: Why is it complicated? I don't give-I unveil says: you sure have a lot of questions tonight! I don't live - I inhale says: I'm only trying to understand. I don't give-I unveil says: well why do you want to know? I don't live - I inhale says: ohh questions for me now... I'm curious about you and my brother and about some of the things you guys were talking about. I don't give-I unveil says: like what? I don't live - I inhale says: Well honestly I'm mostly curious about the stuff you said about me. I don't give-I unveil says: you mean the frosting stuff huh? I don't live - I inhale says: The frosting, the fucking...yep. I don't give-I unveil says: omg I don't live - I inhale says: lol what? I don't give-I unveil says: I think he was the one that was talking about fucking not me. I don't live - I inhale says: Yeah I wonder why he said that though...somehow what you said gave him that vibe. I don't give-I unveil says: I guess but I was only kidding around. I don't live - I inhale says: He sounded kinda jealous, does he have any reason to be jealous? I don't give-I unveil says: you mean of you and me? I don't live - I inhale says: yes I don't give-I unveil says: uh I don't live - I inhale says: ? I don't give-I unveil says: i don't know I don't give-I unveil says: are you sure he isn't standing right there and the two of you aren't laughing your asses off at me! I don't live - I inhale says: He's not here and I'm not trying to trick you. I don't live - I inhale says: I promise. I don't live - I inhale says: ... I don't give-I unveil says: I'm here I just don't know what to say. I don't live - I inhale says: ok, hypothetically speaking lets say that you know for a fact that Brad only wanted to be your friend and nothing more. I don't give-I unveil says: uh huh... I don't live - I inhale says: Well then would you be interested in persuing something more than friendship with me? I don't give-I unveil says: I think so..yes I don't live - I inhale says: Ok now lets say (hypothetically) Brad and I both want more then friendship from you, what then? I don't give-I unveil says: this isn't fair I don't live - I inhale says: You won't hurt my feelings. I'm pretty sure you would choose him, it's ok. I don't give-I unveil says: well no i would say both lol I don't live - I inhale says: You're laughing, does that mean you are kidding? I don't give-I unveil says: I'm not really laughing I'm just nervous. My answer is both because that would be the best scenerio in my opinion. I don't live - I inhale says: You're nervous? Really? I don't give-I unveil says: kinda, maybe nervous isn't the right word. this is awkward I don't live - I inhale says: Yea it is a little. I don't give-I unveil says: But whats the point anyways, you can come up with countless "what if" scenerios and the only one thats gonna matter is the one that really REAL. I don't live - I inhale says: That's true. I think the REAL one is that Brad and I both like you. I don't give-I unveil says: What?? Really?? I don't live - I inhale says: Yes. I don't give-I unveil says: you like me? I don't live - I inhale says: LOL yes I do. I don't give-I unveil says: what about that stuff he was saying about you having a girlfriend? I don't live - I inhale says: There was a girl I was wanting to go out with, but nothing happened with it. I'm not in a relationship with anyone, I wouln't be having this conversation if I was. I don't give-I unveil says: oh I don't live - I inhale says: Like I said before, I think Brad was feeling kind of jealous and that's why he said that. I don't give-I unveil says: Let me ask you something I don't live - I inhale says: ok I don't give-I unveil says: hypothetically (or whatever) lol You and your brother like the same person...do you persue it or do you let your brother? I don't live - I inhale says: hmmm let me think how to answer this... I don't live - I inhale says: I know Brad is your best friend, but he's mine too. I mean I've got other really good friends, but we're brothers. We've shared a lot of history. So, even though I'm a little older than him and don't see him as often I still consider him one of my best friends. Actually I've been a little jealous of you before being such good friends with him. But, anyways you want to know do I persue my interest (you) or do I step back and let my brother...I don't know. I want an easy way out like you, I want to say both also. I don't give-I unveil says: You can't say both though. I don't live - I inhale says: I know, but I really don't know. I think the decision would be up to you...and really you can't say both either you know. I don't give-I unveil says: yea i guess...maybe we better talk about something else I don't live - I inhale says: Why? I don't give-I unveil says: it's just if he saw any of this, well I wouldn't want it to end up with him hating me or you either I don't live - I inhale says: Me hating you or him hating me? I don't give-I unveil says: thats a stupid question, I wouldn't want any of those things to happen I don't live - I inhale says: me too I don't give-I unveil says: I probably need to get off here anyways it's late I don't live - I inhale says: Ok, but can we talk about this again sometime? I don't give-I unveil says: yes sure I don't live - I inhale says: goodnight then, sweet dreams I don't give-I unveil says: =D sweet dreams |