| In life things change, nothing stays the same. ~email~ When I first met you, you were shy and quiet. Confused about who you were, and reluctant to try new things. Since then I've seen you grow in so many ways. I will never forget the night we talked about your past and the ways you have opened up to me since then. Thank you for trusting me. It has been my pleasure to help you in any way that I can. I want us to always be (at least) good friends. But I am not idealistic enough to believe that things always change for the better. I know that in the journey of life you can't expect to live from mountain top to mountain top because there are too many valleys along the way and you must learn how to be content with them as well. This is just a valley, it won't last forever. I promise you things will get better. I will make it better. I'm so sorry about what happened. Hurting you was the absolute last thing I would ever do on purpose. Don't worry about B I will talk with him. Things don't always turn out the way we want them to obviously, but we go on; even if we don't like it somehow we can manage to get through it. This will all get worked out but eventually new problems will arise and we'll get through those also. Even if it comes down to just us against the world, then so be it. I hope you're not mad at me. Without you I feel empty inside. I don't know what I would do if I lost you. You've become a part of me. Please don't shut me out. |