DELETED!!!
Someone at work deleted my personal harddisk and didn't bother to make a backup. I lost everything. All the pictures from every party where i took my camera, all the events, all the live shows, ...
All my music is gone.
All my personal documents from banks etc.. Gone.

sigh

V-PARTY FLYER!!!


This is it folks!!!

Emo Soap

LOL!!!

You asked for it
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Koto
The last of the pics for this year!!! C-Ya again in time for next years Ball where it will be in the great Kalamazoo Michigan

Now The Others
Mood:  mischievious
I know, not all of you are here. But i filtered out the ones with underwear, no underwear, total wastedness and fuzzy people.
Enjoy.

(if you think i have your picture and it's not here, gimme a hollar)

After this post it will be a while before I Post anymore sorry but thats the way the cookie crumbles!

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SU?!
Yesterday i logged into MSN and got the message that 'Su' just logged in aswel. I thought: 'who calls herself Su?', so i checked the email address to see if i recognised him/her.
I was positively shocked to find it was Susana, my first love.
She's Portuguese, and i've been with her for over 6 years. We split up because of silly reasons. We never got a chance to figure out what happened to the other; she lost my info and i moved, and i lost her phone number and she moved because of her studies and her work. I tried looking for her on the net but it's a needle in a haystack...

So after many years we finally hear eachother again.
She's in another relationship of course (good for her) and doing fine (thank God, that's all i wanted to hear).

What surprised me was how silly i felt; lightheaded, butterflies, heartflutters, hot and cold at the same time. Damn...
Now i'm thinking, if i ever feel the same again for someone, that's the one i'm supposed to be with :) Took me 9 years to realise that. Silly me. I'd forgot all about it...
...even after a couple of 'mistakes'. Hey, i'm only a half-god. There's still some human side about me :p

Screw you Guys!
...i'm going home!

Almost finished!
No more croques, no more hot chocolates, ... Hah!
No more frustrations about my colleagues who, instead of doing their jobs so i don't have to make everything right, want to get out as quickly as possible to smoke themselves stoned out of their skull.
No more ungrateful customers with redicilous claims concerning table service.
No more nightshifts!
No more dishes!
No more dirty ashtrays!
No more sticky stuff under my fingernails everytime i clean a table!
No more filthy air all the time when i work!
...

Ahh..
:D

Dessert
Tonights dessert:

Margot's Vanilla Ass...

Life
"Pain and Death are the only two constants in a living being's existance."
-Tsavong Lah

Another funeral. My grandfather on my father's side passed away last thursday. Second funral in a couple of months. Second time i see that side of the family under the same circumstances.

Fun fun fun.

Waiting
Mood:  smelly
Anyone else don't like the fact that, when you have a problem (and i mean a serious one, not wondering what you're going to wear to the party) and there's NOTHING you can do about it but wait and see what happens..? It's tearing me apart.

I know some people are going to read this that know more about my situation. I don't mean anything by it, honestly. If we get through this one we're in for good, sweetheart.

Time.
That's the real factor here. It brings wisdom and dulls aches. I know.
But sometimes i want to do more, although i can't. And that's frustrating.