Now The Others
Mood:  mischievious
I know, not all of you are here. But i filtered out the ones with underwear, no underwear, total wastedness and fuzzy people.
Enjoy.

(if you think i have your picture and it's not here, gimme a hollar)

After this post it will be a while before I Post anymore sorry but thats the way the cookie crumbles!

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SU?!
Yesterday i logged into MSN and got the message that 'Su' just logged in aswel. I thought: 'who calls herself Su?', so i checked the email address to see if i recognised him/her.
I was positively shocked to find it was Susana, my first love.
She's Portuguese, and i've been with her for over 6 years. We split up because of silly reasons. We never got a chance to figure out what happened to the other; she lost my info and i moved, and i lost her phone number and she moved because of her studies and her work. I tried looking for her on the net but it's a needle in a haystack...

So after many years we finally hear eachother again.
She's in another relationship of course (good for her) and doing fine (thank God, that's all i wanted to hear).

What surprised me was how silly i felt; lightheaded, butterflies, heartflutters, hot and cold at the same time. Damn...
Now i'm thinking, if i ever feel the same again for someone, that's the one i'm supposed to be with :) Took me 9 years to realise that. Silly me. I'd forgot all about it...
...even after a couple of 'mistakes'. Hey, i'm only a half-god. There's still some human side about me :p

Screw you Guys!
...i'm going home!

Almost finished!
No more croques, no more hot chocolates, ... Hah!
No more frustrations about my colleagues who, instead of doing their jobs so i don't have to make everything right, want to get out as quickly as possible to smoke themselves stoned out of their skull.
No more ungrateful customers with redicilous claims concerning table service.
No more nightshifts!
No more dishes!
No more dirty ashtrays!
No more sticky stuff under my fingernails everytime i clean a table!
No more filthy air all the time when i work!
...

Ahh..
:D

Dessert
Tonights dessert:

Margot's Vanilla Ass...

Life
"Pain and Death are the only two constants in a living being's existance."
-Tsavong Lah

Another funeral. My grandfather on my father's side passed away last thursday. Second funral in a couple of months. Second time i see that side of the family under the same circumstances.

Fun fun fun.

Waiting
Mood:  smelly
Anyone else don't like the fact that, when you have a problem (and i mean a serious one, not wondering what you're going to wear to the party) and there's NOTHING you can do about it but wait and see what happens..? It's tearing me apart.

I know some people are going to read this that know more about my situation. I don't mean anything by it, honestly. If we get through this one we're in for good, sweetheart.

Time.
That's the real factor here. It brings wisdom and dulls aches. I know.
But sometimes i want to do more, although i can't. And that's frustrating.

Relief
Mood:  lucky
Finally, last night i got some relief from all the pressure. Some 'good' news. Progress more like. Things to look out for.

PARTY!!!!!!
Mood:  celebratory


These pics came out awesome!!!

-Reminder-
Mood:  happy
Just a friendly reminder:

FRIDAY OCTOBER 8 (Tomorrow that is!)
VAMPIRE PARTY - CORBEAU'S BIRTHDAY SPECIAL

LOADS OF CAKE!
-marzipan..............(Done!)
-gingerbread
-berry....................(maybe - it's hard to do right)
-chocolate
-forest nuts............(Done!)
-Jack Sparrow
-coffee
-apple/cinnamon
-spicy...................(!)
-date....................(Done!)
...
And of course, a chocolate chipped, cream covered, vanilla flavored DJ HIVE with a cherry on top ;)

BRING YOURSELVES, AN EMPTY TUMMY AND A BAG OF TLC FOR ME!

Mood:Hungry
Music:www.stubru.be

Hey Hey Hey Kids
Mood:  happy
So much for my Crusty the Clown imitation...

I know i haven't been here for a bit, but i've been really busy. That and my internet is dead at home. What's new eh? It's tech, it's not supposed to work when i'm around...
If they're ever going to launch a long term space mission a-la-Star Trek, they should put me on board. If the spaceship doesn't crash in the first mission (ie, the main computer goes haywire when i flush the toilet) it's a good ship. Or it has NO tech on board...

Enough blahblah, i just came on to say that my comments won't be on your journals for some time. I know, it's sad, and you all miss me, i know.

Anyways.. stay safe.
Hear you all soon.


xx
Manu.