SU?!
Yesterday i logged into MSN and got the message that 'Su' just logged in aswel. I thought: 'who calls herself Su?', so i checked the email address to see if i recognised him/her.
I was positively shocked to find it was Susana, my first love.
She's Portuguese, and i've been with her for over 6 years. We split up because of silly reasons. We never got a chance to figure out what happened to the other; she lost my info and i moved, and i lost her phone number and she moved because of her studies and her work. I tried looking for her on the net but it's a needle in a haystack...

So after many years we finally hear eachother again.
She's in another relationship of course (good for her) and doing fine (thank God, that's all i wanted to hear).

What surprised me was how silly i felt; lightheaded, butterflies, heartflutters, hot and cold at the same time. Damn...
Now i'm thinking, if i ever feel the same again for someone, that's the one i'm supposed to be with :) Took me 9 years to realise that. Silly me. I'd forgot all about it...
...even after a couple of 'mistakes'. Hey, i'm only a half-god. There's still some human side about me :p