Brenda abused her three children physically and psychologically throughout their life. Brenda is a control freak who has no empathy toward the rights of others.Greed, deception, and manipulation are the characteristics of Brenda’s personality; denial of her mental health disorder which follows the traits of cyclothymic disorder (bipolar), antisocial and borderline personality disorders.
Brenda is well aware of mental health disorders in her family history and refuses to seek appropriate treatment to stabilize her mental status. As one of her siblings, I am aware of her manipulation by attempting to have her children committed to a psychiatric hospital; this action was caused by administrating pharmaceutical medications with a willful desire to inflict harm, this happened in the small town of La Grande Oregon.
In addition to the unauthorized drug therapy, Brenda made false allegations within the community as an attempt to inflict severe emotional distress. Brenda took it upon herself to conduct a demeaning door-to-door notification to the neighbors of a sex offender living in her house; of course, this is not true but it is believable by parents as a self-preservation defense. This is a tactic from the neighborhood watch programs, used to inform citizens of a convicted sexual predator in addition to mandatory registration with the local police department.
During my childhood, there is a memory of Brenda loosing her temper, and using all her might while beating her child with a leather belt. Brenda is a dangerous woman with irresponsible and unpredictable behavior; this is one example of the repeated abuse of her three children.
Brenda became unhappy and disappointed once she learned an employer hired me this foiled her plans of committal to a psychiatric facility. Another complaint is Brenda telephoning my employer making false allegations and convincing them to assist her in carrying out her delusions; this entails discharge with cause to prevent payment of unemployment benefits, the complaint was fabricated.
After my discharge from the previous employer, I remained quite ill for several weeks; a local hospital discovered the drug Tegretol™ in my lab results explaining my illness. Brenda’s manipulation convinced the doctor I was taking the drug for seizures. This drug was discontinued five years before this incident due to its intolerable side effects. Because the drug therapy only lasted a few weeks, there is no reason for any measurable traces of this drug unless it was consumed without my knowledge or consent.
Another visit to the emergency room for similar effects, I asked the doctor to check my lithium levels because I suspected an attempted poisoning from my mother. Brenda, my mother freaked out because she thought it may be identified in the lab analysis, since Lithium is a natural salt it is nearly undetectable unless the levels are very high. I also suspect an acid reducer like Pepcid AC™ to prevent the release of drugs through the liver; this will intensify the drugs effects leading to drug toxicity.
Recently Brenda made statements to prevent my return to college as an unreasonable attempt to train into a better career “you will never complete a college course, don’t waste your time.” Since I am no longer in association with my mother Brenda, I have successfully completed a college degree with the assistance and direction of Vocational Rehabilitation.
More information about my abuse is posted at Child-Abuse-Effects.com and will be assigned it's own page at a later date. The story of my abuse as a child.
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