Blog 5
"College is an ideal place for those young adults who love learning for its own sake, who would rather read than eat, and who like nothing better than writing research papers." (Caroline Bird, The Case Against College, 311.) I agree and believe this statement could have been written for me - except the part about writing research papers.

I see myself as a butterfly newly released from its cocoon and college is the great expanse of blue sky, opened flowers, rivers and fields. I'm going into classes with a freshness and excitement I have never experienced in the corporate work environment. I'm thrilled, excited and continually amazed at the new things I learn and the new skills I master. (OK, yes, I acknowledge I have some more work to do with analytical essays.) I have made the choice for education and college, and because I'm a pretty focused person I'm not daunted by the years of evening classes ahead.

Bird says she was "told that the real value of college is learning to get along with others, to practice social skills..." I can relate to that, especially at City College where "community" is a big focus. My ultimate goal is a degree but the icing on the cake will be all the interpersonal interactions and relationships developed along the way. Bon Voyage to all who choose college!

Blog 4
"I would not become like them. They were different from me."

This telling statement comes from Richard Rodriguez in his essay, "Workers" (133). He is referring to los pobres, the Mexican illegals who were hired by the construction contractor. Rodriguez and the Mexicans share the commonality of race, language and gender. The similarities end there. He is middle-class. They are in a lower class. They can not really be categorized as "lower-class" because they are illegal and therefore have no access to benefits or services provided to our poor. They are in a class beneath that of lower-class.

Rodriguez recognizes that the difference between him and these men is as vast and gaping as the Grand Canyon, never to be bridged.

In our study group we talked about how class defines who we will become in life. Those born into wealth will have a life path which will likely take a route very different to that of the poor. We understand that everyone, rich or poor, will have their share of problems or challenges throughout life. The tools provided to the middle and upper classes, however, ensure that these folks have a greater opportunity to overcome difficulties.

The greatest tool in my estimation is high quality education. If we can invest in education in the poorer neighborhoods then we will be building a bridge and providing stepping stones to those who have the right to an existence beyond that on the poverty line.

If you have not already seen the 2006 movie, The Pursuit of Happyness I would encourage you to rent it. It is an inspiring, rags to riches, true story, which shows just what can be accomplished with education and determination.

[General Warning - it may be hazardous to one's grade to spend time watching movies when one should be working on Grammer, Blogs, Essays and Reading assignments for one's Eng 96 class.]

Blog 3
Of all the readings in the Language Unit I enjoyed and fully connected with only one: "Why My Mother Can't Speak English" by Gary Engkent. Living in San Francisco I've had the opportunity to experience other ethnic groups, and to see how they adapt to the American (English) society they (and I) now call home.

When I take the bus through San Francisco's Chinatown and see the seniors buying their fresh vegetables I can imagine Gary Engkent's mother fitting right in. This Chinese lady arrived in Canada at age 40, with a five-year-old son, and her good husband put her to work in his restaurant kitchen--16 hours-a-day, 7 days-a-week--for 25 years! She obviously worked hard and was probably a law abiding citizen, except she was not a citizen. To gain her Canadian citizenship she was required to complete an interview in English or French. She had neither language. An aged widow, this little lady began a fight for her identity. That's what Citizenship represented and language played a very important role.

English is my first language. All the children in my local schools spoke English, however, there were several different and pronounced accents. Within a 15-mile radius of our town we counted 4 distinct accents. Children who travelled south to school - 12 miles by bus - had a lilting or sing-song accent; those who came from the east had more of a thicker accent. It is strange that in such a small area there were such pronounced accents. It would be like having the Boston accent in Daly City, New York accent in Emeryville and a deep south accent in Sausalito.

In Europe, High School students take at least one other language. I took French and found it valuable when inter-railing around Europe a few summers ago. Even though I am not fluent in French my efforts to communicate using French were appreciated and the Italians, Poles and Swiss I met were I think more ready to assist once they recognized my attempts. Travelers who insist on only speaking English and expect the "natives" to accommodate them don't always find a warm welcome.

Blog 2
I grew up in Europe. My family, friends, school mates, in fact the entire community, was white. Only at the weekend market twenty miles away did I see people of other races. The traders were Indian or Pakistani. As a child I often wondered where these "different" people lived because they came into town and set up their stalls and when the market closed they packed up again and disappeared.

When I was eighteen I moved to London. The BIG city. I took a boat and bus to get there and arrived at Victoria Station in central London on a swelteringly humid August afternoon. My aunt was there to meet me. I remember we walked out of the station and I silently questioned myself "What have I done? How come there are so many colored people here? Where are the white people? Is this a safe move?"

I quickly found my way around and lived in flats in neighborhoods like Brixton, Finsbury Park and Harlsden. Both Brixton and Finsbury Park were predominantly Black neighborhoods and Harlsden mostly Indian.

My family worried about me but I quickly learned to be wise to my surroundings whether in my local neighborhood, on the tube or walking along fashionable Regent Street. Because I had such limited exposure to people of other races prior to arriving in London I was initially cautious (maybe even afraid). What is unknown is scary. Soon though, through work and community, I began to meet wonderful people of all races.

I'd like to think, that when I meet someone new, I don't see their color or ethnic background but instead their personality and character.

Blog # 1
Mood:  bright
Who are you?
OK, but who are you?
Great, now tell me, who are you?

It had been several years since I heard this series of questions asked for the first time. Then, two weeks ago our ENG 96 teacher asked it of three volunteers. Each one walked into the room and for the most part they were pretty stumped. Once the question was repeated again for the second and third time the individuals appeared to be feeling a little awkward.

Witnessing this ?experiment? was sort of fun because it wasn?t me but someone else that was put on the spot. It was someone else who faltered, hesitated, was made uncomfortable by having the same question repeated three times. I wonder were they thinking ?What was wrong with my first answer?? or ?Aaggghhh, why did I volunteer for this??

In the intervening weeks I?ve come back several times to ponder the ?Who are you?? question. Next time a teacher asks for a volunteer and this question comes up I?ll be ready.

Q: Who are you?
A: I?m a Child of God.

Q: OK, but who are you?
A: I?m a Child of God. [voice a little louder]

Q: Great, now tell me, who are you?
A: I?m a Child of God. [voice a little louder still] (Can you hear me now?)

My faith, my religion, means everything to me. I?m maybe one of those rare Catholics who loves the Catholic Church, the teachings, the community, the sacraments. I know my faith and treasure it. I love being Catholic. I attend Mass every day. I pray frequently throughout the day. I have a relationship with God. And as with any relationship, it is sometimes good, sometimes rocky. My faith is like the rudder and I am the boat. All my life choices are directed by the tennents of the Catholic church.

I didn?t always consider myself as being a Child of God. There was a time when I was very worldly, needing the good job, nice place to live, posh friends, expensive cars. Then I had a sort of conversion and many beautiful spiritual experiences touched my heart. I believe and no amount of ridicule or jeering my faith or the Catholic church will bother me. I?ve been hearing it for quite a long time. My faith only seems to grow stronger with the trials that come my way, be they unemployment, two miscarriages, death of my brother.

You have read my blog. You have been introduced to a Child of God. Now have a lovely day.