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my poems
Sunday, 14 January 2007
I'm Sorry - 2001
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Bout my dad
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused
I didn't mean to make you mad
We both know we don't get along
I wish we could start over
I'm sorry I was ever born
I was a big mistake
If I raise your temper again
My life is possibly at stake
I don't know what you did to deserve a daughter like me
I know I'm not an angel
But we know I could have been better
I don't know if I deserve all this abuse
I could be in a better place
Other than here on earth
Where none of this would happen
I can't do anything to get there
I could have told the police but I didn't
The reason why is 'cause I'd never see mom
I could care less if I saw you again
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused
I didn't mean to make you mad
We both know we don't get along
I wish we could start over
From day one

Posted by planet/audi85 at 5:29 PM MST
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Don't Change - 2001
Mood:  a-ok
You thought that if you changed your ways
People would like you more
You're the sweetest person I know
And I'd hate to see you mean
Don't change was said by a lot of people
They want you to stay the way you are
Don't change is what I told you
I love you the way you are
I swear to you, I'd never lie
You shouldn't change 'cause one person wants you to
If you want to become popular with your changes
Let me tell you, popularity isn't everything
Don't change was said by a lot of people
They want you to stay the way you are
Don't change is what I told you
I love you the way you are

Posted by planet/audi85 at 5:26 PM MST
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You Committed A Wrong - 2000
Mood:  down
Though nobody saw it
You committed a wrong
We all knew about it
We just didn't know why
You were special
You knew you were
Though none of us know
Why you had to go
Why did you do it?
You knew you'd be missed
You left without saying
Now we're all kinda pissed
We all loved you dearly
You knew we did
You must've had problems
That you just couldn't deal with
We tried to be good friends
Until the end
According to you, The end was near
You parents were abusive
And you couldn't deal
We all knew you'd do it
We all tried to stop you
The next thing we knew
We heard a loud band
It came from the bathroom
Where you happened to be
No one thought you'd do it
With your friends in the house
When we heard the noise
We all jumped from the couch
The neighbors must've heard it
'Cause the cops were there fast
We were all crying when they arrived
We didn't think you'd do it
We thought you'd wanna be alive
We couldn't believe it when we caught sight of the blood
The cops thought one of us did it
Until they found out
That you were the only one in the bathroom
door locked, laying on the floor, gun by your side, blood everywhere
They brought our your body
Right in front of us
They asked us questions
like Why did she do it?
Didn't you know?
They finally left
With your body and all
We went back home
And cried and cried
Everyone knew that
Our group and pact were over
Because one person had to commit suicide

Posted by planet/audi85 at 5:23 PM MST
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Unexplainable - 2000
Mood:  lazy
You know I don't understand you
You can be so rude at times
But after about an hour
You're a sweetheart again
All my friends get mad at you
They do it just for fun
We all laugh about it
Until you start talking smack on them
I can't imagine how life would be without you
I know I'll never have a chance with you
You're really sweet to me
But you've got split personalities
I like your sweet side
But your mean side can get out of hand
I know my love for you is true
And can't be replaced by anyone else
I never shut up if the topic is you
Some of my friends quit talking to me
Because I talk about you 24/7
Some friends have listened all the way
But I know in my heart that you'll always belond to me
Not physically, but mentally

Posted by planet/audi85 at 5:16 PM MST
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You Were There - 2000
Mood:  hug me
You're standing there
Just looking around
Not moving at all when you hear a sound
No one else can see you but me
I finally reach out to you
And you suddenly disappear
You're nothing but an illusion to me
But deep inside, I know you're more
I have no fearts of losing you
'Cause you weren't mind to begin with
Most of my fears are of myself
And my heart displayed upon a shelf
I know you can hear me
But without a response
You're slowly fading away
Out of reach for me, out of reach for you
I'm falling apart
Knowing that we're worlds apart
I know what I feel for you is true love
Although you have no idea I exist
If I met you, I'd just be an acquaintance
That you'd soon forget
You'd have no time to get to know me

Posted by planet/audi85 at 5:06 PM MST
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I Give You My Love - 1998
Mood:  chillin'
You're always standing by
You're always by my side
Just give me a clue
'Cause you're always on my mind
I get so shy
And I don't know why, but
I give you my love
So you can shelter my heart
I knew it was love
Right from the start
Our very first kiss is what I really miss
You gave me a breath of freash air
but it isn't fair
Sometimes I quit loving you
'Cause I knew you weren't true
We'd play head games
But you'd never change
I don't know what I'd do if it weren't for you
When I look at the sky, I'm staring into your eyes
I knew we'd be together
Hopefully we'll be together forever 'cause
I give you my love
So you can shelter my heart
I knew it was love
Right from the start
Our very first kiss
Is what I really miss

Posted by planet/audi85 at 4:53 PM MST
Updated: Sunday, 14 January 2007 5:24 PM MST
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