I'm A Beautiful But Deadly Diva
-[ Wrestling's True Juggalette]-





Scene 1: Giving him His Right

*I take a deep breath, approaching Damian's hotel room, carrying Cole in his carrier on one arm and his baby bag in the other. I knock and wait but don't get an answer. I pull the room key I managed to get from the front desk out of my pocket and slip it in the door. I open the door and walk into the room, putting the baby bag and baby carrier with Cole inside of it on the couch. I hear the shower on and walk over to the bathroom door. I push the door open and stop when I see Damian in the shower. After a few seconds i compose myself and clear my throat*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Damian..

*He jumps a little and turns around and rolls his eyes when he sees me standing there*

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
You always walk into peoples bathrooms when their naked?

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Hello.. We have a son.. I've seen all of you remember?

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
Yes but I thought you hated me.

*I look at him and lower my eyebrows, do i tell him i still love him? No..*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
I could never hate you Damian..

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
Well everytime I try to get close to you I get scremed at.

*He steps out the shower and dries his hair with a towel. iopen my mouth to start telling him that m scared of getting to close incase he leaves again but i stop myself and sigh. What makes me think he wants me anymore anyway*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Um.. I uh.. I brought Cole..

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
Where's he at?

*I look at his body and notice all the scars i forgot were there. He sees me staring at him and smirks, i shake my head*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Out there..

*He steps closer to me, our faces inches apart.*

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
i should go see him.

*I look in his eyes, then my eyes wander down to his lips, I lick my own, not realizing it, then look back up into his eyes*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Uhh.. y..Yeah.. Yeah.. But.. put some pants on first...

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
First...You have to tell me you love me...

*I look at him and lower my eyebrows, was he trying to play with my head?*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
I.. I... I need to sit down..

*I walk out of the bathroom and sits down on the edge of the bed putting my hand on my head, why was i so dizzy?*

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
You all right?

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Yeah.. I'm fine..

*He puts some shorts on and sits next to me.*

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
So...Why did you come?

*I look at him, my eyes darting to his lips again, I stand up fast and try to remember why I went there in the first place*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
umm.. Cole.. I came because of Cole..

*He nods slowly.*

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
Cole... Yeah.... You know...If you want to kiss me Lexi...I'm not going to protest.

*I look at him, confussed. Did he still love me? or is he just trying to make me feel stupid? I shake my head again*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Right.. Um.. I have a show tonight.. and you need to get to know your son.. So I'm leaving him with you..

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
Right...Ok...I can do that.

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
His diapers and bottles are in the bag.. the bottles need to be put in the fridge..

*I walk over and look through the baby bag to try and distract myself from looking at him. He stands up and walks toward me.*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
He usually wants a bottle about every hour and a half.. at 6 o clock you need to put one of the bottle in the microwave for 30 seconds and then give it to him.. and hen he goes to bed right after that.. And hes had a little cold so you're gonna have to watch him to make sure his nose isnt running..

*I start talking faster noticing him coming closer*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Umm.. and and and.. and he likes his little blue bear when he sleeps...

*He leans in and kisses me. I kiss him for a few seconds and then pull away slowly, with tears forming in my eyes, even though I try to fight them*

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
Whats wrong?

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Umm.. he uh.. He likes to uh.. he likes to ccrawl around a lot, so make sure you put him on the floor but you have to watch him... Umm..

*He turns around and lights up a cigarette.*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Are you crazy?

*I grab the cigarette from him and put it out on the ashtray on the table*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
You can't smoke around him!

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
Baby, he's in the other room...

*He must have realized he called me baby because a frown appears on his face.*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
...Baby... You.. Look.. Hes already sick as it is.. please.. Its hard enough leaving him here.. not being around him.. He hasnt been out of my site for more than 10 minutes since i took him home from the hospital..

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
You're right...I'm sorry...

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
You know.. im surprised Damian.. I mean.. I went to the mailbox everyday.. expecting divorce papers...

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
Why would I divorce you? I love you.

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Then why did you leave us?

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
You wouldn't understand.

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
What wouldn't I understand Damian.. I have always been here for you.. through everything.. you cheating on me.. you leaving me once before.. I have never stopped being there for you..

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
I left....And I did some things I shouldn't have done...

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
I cant keep doing this Damaian.. I cant be a temporary solution until you find something better again... that's not fair to me and that's not fair to your son..

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
I'm not trying to hurt you.

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Then for once and for all.. make up your mind.. And keep that decision.. Do you want me and Cole in your life or not?

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
I...Want to be with you.

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Are you completely sure? Because Damian if you want a divorce I'll give it to you.. you dont have to be with me to see your son..

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
All this pressuring makes me want to ask... What exactly do you want?

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
I want the same thing I've wanted since we met as teenagers Damian.. Its never changed..

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
There's our answer.

*I looks at him and takes a few steps forward, i wrap my arms around his midsection and rest my head on his chest.*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
Damian please.. I wouldn't be able to handle you leaving again..

~!~ Damian Daley ~!~
I love you so much Lexi.

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
I love you too Damian..

*We kiss, feeling things getting better already*





Scene 2: Another Performance

*I step up onto the stage knowing all I have to worry about is getting my songs out and then getting back to the hotel to be with my husband and my son. Having only done songs that have nothing to do with love for the past 6 months, I smile knowing that I can sing them without worrying about getting upset. My band starts to play "When You put Your Hands On Me" and i smile taking the mic*

~*~ Alexia Hardy~Daley ~*~
When you put your hands on me
ooh, oh yeah
When you put your hands on me
Ooh

I don't know 'bout the travel of time
And I've never seen most of the world. ooh
I don't know 'bout divin out of the sky
Or livin like the diamonds and pearls.
See I haven't danced to a musical tune
And I haven't noticed the flowers in bloom
And I haven't smiles when alone in my room very much
Then we touch, Oooh

I just know when you put your hands on me i feel sexy
And my body turns to gold
I just know when you put your hands on me, I feel ready
And i lose my self-control
When you put your hands on me
Hands on me
Ooh

I don;t know if a doll can unwind
Or how to make a person go "ooh"
I don;t know how to be what you like
And simply open up the depths of my soul
So I keep my wings and my eyes on the down
Ready for nothing but holding my ground
And I haven't used a particular noun very much
Then we touch, Oh

I just know
I just know
When you put your hands on me
When you put your hands on me
I feel sexy
And my body turns to gold
I just know when you put your hands on me,
You put your hands on me
I feel ready
And i lose my self-control
When you put your hands on me
Hands on me
Ooh
Oh yeah

I won't notice or pay you no mind
Boy I couldn't care less what you do in your time
Your fingertips on my hips just move me like one of a kind

When you put your hands on me,I feel so sexy
And my body turns to gold
Body, to gold
Put your hands on me, I feel so ready
And i lose my self-control
I lose control
I just know when you put your hands on me
To gold
I just know baby
I feel ready baby
I lose my self control
I feel sexy
I feel ready baby

*I smile, hearing the crowd cheering for me, all that's left.. finish my set then get to my son and husband...*
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