Mood:  on fire

1* Reading & replying to the first e-mail you wrote me
2* Chatting on msn and discovering we live in the same building
3* Meeting in the laundry room for the first time
4* The first week, drinking coffee and talking for countless hours nightly
5* Fainting, and then you taking care of me
6* Going to the waterfront festival as a family
7* Saying we love one another for the first time on the couch
8* First bath together with the candles and all
9* Dancing in the kitchen and living room together
10* Falling asleep in your arms, then waking up and seeing your precious face right next to mine
11* Our first date to the bar on Lakeshore
12* All of our fights, because we always make up quickly and become stronger
13* First kiss of 2007 with Hedley performing
14* Making passionate love to you and finding euphoria within your grasp, gentle touch and delicate kiss
15* Our bus trip to and train ride back from Quebec
16* Camping, spending time on the beach with my sons
17* Watching movies embraced in one another’s arms
18* My birthday when you gave me the promise ring, and then when I gave you yours
19* The massages, cuddling, sweet words
20* Turning to you in times of need and your helping me to overcome my problems
21* Witnessing the way you are with my sons
22* Singing karaoke together albeit both blitzed
23* Crocodile Rock (the good times)
24* Listening to music in one anothers arms after making passionate love, and how that moment was so perfect (Unforgiven song played)
25* Coming home from school/work seeing my sons and you
26* Going to the park and you pushing me on the swing
27* The night you asked me to become your girlfriend, and seeing your romantic side
28* Walking by the lakefront and then talking in the gazebo on Lakeshore
29* When you moved in
30* Basically all the times we've shared together are memorable because of the love we have for one another

Mood:  amorous

My love, my desire
You are my sun on a cloudy day
You are my comforter in the coldness
You are my tunnel when all doors close
You are my lover, my friend
My love for you is pure and deep
I know now I can trust you
I know how much you love me
I know much we have both put into this relationship
I realize I have made my share of mistakes
And yet, we have overcome them and become stronger
Each day I fall more in love with you
I hope that you and I build a future together
Yet with the way we feel, hope is not needed
The way we met was fate
Our connection together confirms it
I can depend on you through thick and thin, as can you with me
I am delighted that you are a part of my life
And that you have rekindled my ability to fall in love and trust
I am no longer afraid of you and all I feel
For I know that to truly love you I must be open and willing
I love you now and hope to always

Mood:  crushed out

U entered my life like a silent breeze rips through the air
Within days u invaded my mind
Weeks later my heart was yours
In your embrace I find my solace
In your words I find comfort
In your love I find my surrender
You are the one whom knows my inner-self
You are the one whom I turn to in need
You are the one with whom I want to build a future
I must admit, I am afraid
I acknowledge it is paranoia
However, thoughts still enter my mind
I have known love before
I have experienced the euphoria it produced
I have experienced the grief it produced
Shall, I make myself susceptible to this pain once more
Shall I allow my heart to become yours
I know it is you I place my trust within
I know I want our love to intertwine as one
I know I want to allow myself to fully open my heart
As such, it is only fair I ask:
Do not play with my heart
Do not make me promises you cannot abide by
Do not allow me to think I am the only one within your heart
Do not whisper sweet nothings if they are meaningless
Please accept the keys to my heart
Please hold it tenderly within your grasp
Please demonstrate your love in both actions and words
Most of all, please love me back as seen through devotion and honesty
For I want you to remain by my side for eternity

Mood:  vegas lucky

1* I love how you complete me
2* I love that you never give up on me, albeit hard at times
3* I love how you look at me
4* I love your twinkling mischievous eyes.
5* I love you because I can't imagine a day without you
6* I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.
7* I love you for your ability to see the good in me
8* I love you because even doing absolutely nothing is fun with you by my side.
9* I love you for the way we share our nights wrapped in one another’s arms
10* I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.
11* I love you for the way we talk the whole night long
12* I love you because every time I close my eyes I see only you.
13* I love you because I trust you more than myself.
14* I love you for the way you make me laugh.
15* I love you for your thoughtful and sensitive nature.
16* I love you for the way you perfectly fit in my arms.
17* I love you for the way you read my mind through my heart.
18* I love your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care.
19* I love you for the way you instill hope in me
20* I love you because you treat my sons like your own.
21* I love you for the trust you have in me
22* I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.
23* I love you for the way you call up, msn or text just to say hi.
24* I love the way you protect and defend me.
25* I love you for the way you handle difficult situations.
26* I love your ability to talk things through and openness to try new things.
27* I love you for your love for life.
28* I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.
29* I love your strength of character and courage to be yourself
30* I love you for the way you encourage me when I feel low.
31* I love you for your sense of humor.
32* I love you because you make me feel like a queen.
33* I love you because I look forward to growing old with you.
34* I love you for the way you thank me for doing everyday things
35* I love you for the way we make up after every fight.
36* I love you for your openness to try new things.
37* I love you for the way you pamper and spoil me.
38* I love you for the way you join me in my wildest fantasies.
39* I love you for your courage to be you all the time.
40* I love you for your honesty.
41* I love you for your beautiful smile, hair and body
42* I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.
43* I love you for the way you cook for me
44* I love you for the way you shower your sweet words on me
45* I love your spontaneity, thoughtfulness and tenderness
46* I love you for never leaving my side even when I hurt you and giving me repeated chances
47* I love you because I feel safe with you.
48* I love you because there is no one else above you. besides for my sons
49* I love you because we are two bodies that at times unite as one
50* I love you because you love me
51* I love you for your self-confidence
52* I love you for looking out for mine and my sons interests
53* I love the way that you are self-less and always helping others
54* I love you because I can be myself with you
55* I love you for your romantic side
56* I love you because you wipe away my tears and put a smile back onto my face
57* I love you for your dedication and loyalty
58* I love you for your perseverant and respectful nature
59* I love your laugh
60* I love you for who you are and all that you encompass
61* I love your intelligence and quick-wit
62* I love you for the way that we are so different and yet can find solace in one another
63* I love you because I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked.
64* I love you because thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling.
65* I love you because your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead.
66* I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid.
67* I love you because you are irresistible and mean the world to me
68* I love you for the way that you treasure the gifts/poems I give you
69* I love you because you bring the best out of me
70* I love you because you hold the keys to my heart
71* I love you because you always know what to say and when
72* I love you for “learning” me the true meaning of love
73* I love you because you give me something to dream about
74* I love to hear your voice especially when singing and saying sweet-nothings
75* I love you because you helped me to rediscover myself
76* I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable
77* I love you for your old-fashioned ways
78* I love how you ask me about my day then tell me about yours
79* I love your sexual drive and sensuality
80* I love how you love me in spite of all my faults
81* I love the way that we both know that together we can work out anything.
82* I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.
83* I love the way you support me when I'm off track.
84* I love you because you know my secrets and keep them
85* I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.
86* I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.
87* I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.
88* I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am
89* I love your way with words.
90* I love the way you look when your sleeping.
91* I love taking showers together and how our bodies just fit together
92* I love the softness of your lips against my body.
93* I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.
94* I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.
95* I love the way, how even though we may be miles or floors apart I still feel like you're right here with me.
96* I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.
97* I love your ability to speak without saying a single word
98* I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.
99* I love how complete I feel when I am with you.
100* I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me
101* I love how you can make my heart melt with your soft lips
102* I love the way you hold my hand so tight and never let them go
103* I love how you always know what to say when I get mad at you
104* I love how you say the cutest things over and over and never gets old
105* I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow
106* I love how times it seems like we're the only ones here
107* I love the way your not embarrassed to call me sweet things in front of anyone
108* I love that I have the power to turn you on without effort
109* I love how we get along so well
110* I love watching you sleep at night, hearing your breathing and feeling your heart beat against mine

Mood:  don't ask

At times I feel I must walk on glass around you
So that I do not push my wants on you
And yet, I know that I am being unfair to myself
I'm not sure how long I can do this for
I'm not sure how willing I am to
All I asked for was a good reason
And yet, that was not given
So now I am looking for one to stay
There are many of them, above all my love
In the beginning you always said I had the upper hand
Now its your turn and I am being patient
However it would be nice to have things put on the table
Rather then pushed aside like a piece of dirt
If you can tell me your reasons
And give me a date then I will stop
Yet right now, there are far too many unanswered questions
I told you I will be patient, and I am
Yet, you can make it easier for me in which you refuse to
I made my mistakes and for that I have apologized
All in all, I have primarily done what’s right by you and treated you like my king
All relationships have strengths and weaknesses
Good times and bad
I know in our 8 months we’ve had our share
Now I want its strengths to shine and good times to last
I feel you want the same
Yet do you truly?
Or is everyone else right?
Are you just taking me for a ride?
I feel the answer is no
Yet having been told I’m likely wrong by so many
At times its hard to keep believing it
When I know that saying the wrong thing may push you away
The reason I want this is that we have already lived together
We already know each other and how it is to live together
I know what I had to change and I have
I want to wake up to your precious face and hold you close throughout the night
I want us to spend time together and be like a family
I want to see you before I leave for the day and then when I return
Above all, I want you by my side to keep me company