CrAkHedAngelFaCe: hi
shredmuch: hehey
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: im suprized ur up even im fuckin tired
shredmuch: me too, I was starting to doze off over at chris'
shredmuch: now I"m awake after driving home
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: did u get ur "dude i forgot"
shredmuch: kind of
shredmuch: nope, he had a different level of trouble last night
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: ?
shredmuch: he was over at arrons for a bit, when he attempted to leave the alternater in the car started acting up again
shredmuch: then something was fucked up with either his phone or arrons phone
shredmuch: eh whatever, it doesnt really matter
shredmuch: he and arron did a little recording this evening, then jerry came over, and carina (arrons sister) was there, so I stopped over and hung out
shredmuch: I just got home
shredmuch: she was puking and then passed out
shredmuch: as usual
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: lovely
shredmuch: she's an extreme lightweight
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: she ever try drinking less?
shredmuch: pretty much every time she drinks anything she gets overly drunk and /or pukes/passes out
shredmuch: doesnt matter how little she drinks
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: one beer would kill her?
shredmuch: we never really seem to see her drinking much
shredmuch: maybe she's just sneaky
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: duh
shredmuch: I think 2-3 drinks does her in
shredmuch: and I really mean does her in
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i dont understand wanting to do that to urself
shredmuch: it's never on purpose
shredmuch: she's just the kind that really shouldnt be drinking at all
shredmuch: ever
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: so then she should not drink or test how much it takes to get her to her puke level
shredmuch: yes she should
shredmuch: what can you do
shredmuch: so how are you?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: tired. not too bad. no one really had the opertunity to be a dick today.
shredmuch: hey great
shredmuch: you plan on crashing right along?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: went baby shopping w/my mom cause she didnt want to go by herself. so i told her before we went. U are NOT going to like my opinions so listen to me or shut up and ignore me
shredmuch: baby shopping?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: just gotta check my bags
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: it was baby jennas 2nd bday
shredmuch: oh ok
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: what did u think?
shredmuch: not sure what baby shopping was
shredmuch: I didnt assume anyone was in the market for a child
shredmuch: find anything decent?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: a half decent dress that the mom would put on her
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: her mom has no taste
shredmuch: heh
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: im sure my mom hated what i picked out but she got it anyway
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: jenna will look decent in it and the kids mom loved it
shredmuch: easier than thinking for herself
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i think that was the point she left the toystore in a hissyfit
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: but i just had her go for the classic letter blocks in a pully cart
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: the kid liked it
shredmuch: classic indeed
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: we went through toys r us 3 times
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: found 3 options. on was gay and one was a doll
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: the fuckin fuzzy soft doll said ages 36 months n up so my mom wouldnt get it and got the blocks acting fucking pissed
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: then we got pizza and she was happy
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: and went to bed in steda the party i had to go to
shredmuch: hah
shredmuch: so much for plans
shredmuch: so you about ready to leave that place?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: yes.
shredmuch: good, cause I've been ready to see you for a while
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: that is prolly the only reason i could put up with it i knew it was going to be over soon
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: ready to see me
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: ur silly
shredmuch: I suppose
shredmuch: still serious though
shredmuch: yeah, summer definately is gonna blow
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: hahaha
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i was just goin to comment myself
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: did that book come in yet?
shredmuch: it did not
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: think its gunna?
shredmuch: you want my honest answer?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i dont know
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: if it doesnt i fail english whatever i dont think i care anymore
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i tried.
shredmuch: what day is it that you need it by?
shredmuch: the test is monday or tuesday?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: test monday
shredmuch: well here's the thing, when I submitted the order I selected the 2 day shipping
shredmuch: I remember checking that box, cause we were discussing it extensively
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: ok. not ur fault. whatever.
shredmuch: yet the confirmation email that I got specifies "standard shipping"
shredmuch: which means 3-7 days
shredmuch: which is of course not what I selected
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i thought standard was 2,3
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: can u contact them?
shredmuch: the item ships within 2-3 days, which it did
shredmuch: it's already been sent
shredmuch: it's currently in binghamton
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: ok
shredmuch: shipped from syracuse to binghamton this evening
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: ok
shredmuch: it could perhaps get to candor by tomorrow
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: im really not worring about it at this point
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i dont care.
shredmuch: but the point is that I choose 2 day shipping and they gave me standard
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i was wondering y it was cheap
shredmuch: yeah, you seemed stressed enough last night, I didnt feel it necessary to mention that
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: yea.
shredmuch: what exactly is it, the movie on tape? or the book being narrated on cassette?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: narrated
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i couldnt read the book if i tried
shredmuch: so watching the movie would do no good?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: no
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: though im supposed to do that too
shredmuch: if you want we can just rent it
shredmuch: while we're in owego we can stop at blockbuster
shredmuch: er, video king rather
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: that would be helpful even if i get the booktape thingie
shredmuch: then we'll do that
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: blockbuster can be used as a generic term for video store
shredmuch: they're all the same
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: mostly yes
shredmuch: but to me, video king is like the chuck e cheese of pizza places
shredmuch: whereas blockbuster is like the pizza hut
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i dont like pizza hut
shredmuch: I'm not talking about quality of food, just environment
shredmuch: even though the actual physical environment is the same
shredmuch: it's more the theoretical and intangible environment
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: crack head
shredmuch: haha
shredmuch: I drank cheap beer for the first time in almost half a year this evening
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: haha
shredmuch: the crew needed beer after they ran out of gin and tonic
shredmuch: I was the only sober one, so I ran to the store
shredmuch: picked up an 18 pack of coors light
shredmuch: I've been drinking becks, sam, yeungling, etc for ...well, since last semester
shredmuch: havent touched a cheap beer
shredmuch: oh wait, there was a honey brown or two
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: eww
shredmuch: but other than that
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: honey brown is gross
shredmuch: yeah yeah
shredmuch: I know
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: no u like that shit
shredmuch: cant remember the last mug of busch I had
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: prolly the night that dante bought me pizza
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: which would be this sem?
shredmuch: last time I was there was last semester for me
shredmuch: wait no, when Christy came up
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: yea
shredmuch: I think that was the last time
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i am so tired
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: imna be ded by the time i see u
shredmuch: think you're gonna sleep on the bus?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: not likely i cant sleep more than 20 min that i kno of
shredmuch: you plan on going to bed tonight right?
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: and waking up at 7
shredmuch: yeah, me too
shredmuch: heh, well good
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: good?
shredmuch: maggie knows the deal then
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: yea
shredmuch: good that you're gonna sleep
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: she is gunna be there at 11.15
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: so that means she will be there at like 11.30 ish
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: not late
shredmuch: right
shredmuch: are you gonna leave her if she is late?
shredmuch: let her take another bus
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i told her that already
shredmuch: hehe
shredmuch: then she's been warned
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i really am ded. im not typing u can call if u feel like it
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: otherwise gnite
shredmuch: I'd love to call, but we should both get to sleep
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: true
shredmuch: so do sleep well, and I'll see you about 6 tonight
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: night *muah* see u then
shredmuch: miss you till then
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: :-D
shredmuch: goodnight love
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: yea.. u said "love you" last night...
shredmuch: yes, said it on the phone too
shredmuch: it feels good
shredmuch: feels sincere
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: sorry for the lack of verbal reaction. its going to take a little bit of getting used to
shredmuch: I hope more for physical reaction
shredmuch: it's quite alright
shredmuch: if nothing else a smile
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: duh
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: if other gay little shit makes me smile u think that wouldnt???
shredmuch: hehe, I would hope so
shredmuch: I just want you to feel happy and secure with me
shredmuch: cause that makes me feel good
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: at this point i think i am
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: it does?
shredmuch: yes it does
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i dont understand it but i like it
shredmuch: in short, I've craved such a closeness for so long, it's just an incredible feeling to know that you are as happy as me
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: y am i so far away right now
shredmuch: on one side I think, do I deserve something this good...on the other side I think....fuckin hell I've waited too long for something this good
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: y wouldnt u deserve something like that?
shredmuch: not sure
shredmuch: luckily I lean more towards the second idea
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: haha
shredmuch: it kicks ass, I feel fortunate to be with you and to be as close as possible
shredmuch: and yes, why shouldnt it be
shredmuch: I really wish I could show this feeling all the time
shredmuch: and not just say it online
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: aim makes it easier to say things. as long as u mean it i dont care how u say it.
shredmuch: I want to say it all directly to you, so that you can see it when I say it
shredmuch: and beleive it
shredmuch: I've just always felt somewhat cowardly online
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: atleast ur saying it
shredmuch: and I mean it all, but it's more valid in real life
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: not to mention u could see my reactions in person
shredmuch: that's what I like most
shredmuch: that's what makes it worth saying, to see how it makes you feel
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: i just want to be holding u right now
shredmuch: I do too
shredmuch: I want to see your face
shredmuch: beautiful joyous eyes
shredmuch: they always show how you feel
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: yea.... atleast i have that when i cant talk
shredmuch: they're all the words you need
shredmuch: alright, lets go to sleep before I start tearing up
shredmuch: a few more hours
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: hahaha ur being as gay as i am :-)
shredmuch: as long as we're gay together
shredmuch: I dont care
shredmuch: I like it
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: *kiss* see you in a few hours
CrAkHedAngelFaCe: go to bed
shredmuch: goodnight anne
shredmuch signed off at 3:06:58 AM.