Dumped
"I need space and some time
to think if i have time for you,"
"I need to figure out things in my life
just hang on its not hard to do,"
"I am going to start school soon
and working from 9 to 10,"
"Baby, there are so many things
I have yet to begin,"
"I don't want to hurt you I don't know really anything but,
don't be mad we'll see what goes down,"
"Just stay faithful to me"...
YEAH RIGHT! while you fuck around,
This is what you tell me everyday...
every minute..."To just chill,"
give you "TIME" and "SPACE"
and baby believe me "I WILL,"
Probably more than you wanted...
I bet,
You don't want to make decisions you say
...you don't want to regret,
You want me to sit here and just watch our love fade,
Baby I'm sorry but, that wasn't how I was made,
I love you with all my heart,
I know sometimes that to realize what you got you must depart,
You look at girls when your with me,
When your wanting to make love you swear I'm all you see,
I never thought you could be this way,
Blinded by love or lust or whatever you want to say,
Call it what you want
but its all bullshit,
I know that you are scared to be alone
and until you find another I'm your back up...ADMIT IT!
You think your slick and can just hide shit from your girl,
HA! for more than a year I was your world,
I know what you think
I know what is going through your head,
I know a lot and more
than the bullshit you have already said,
I know that when you say your going here
your really going there,
I know you were at that one bitch's house
...the one who likes to stare,
But, Do you know
that I know how to play your game?
Do you know that what you do to me
will hurt you twice as much if not the same?
Do you think that just because you know I'm sprung
that I am stupid and that I can't see?
Do you think I'm gonna
let you walk all over me?
I have love for you but refuse
to be blinded by it like I have been before,
Get the Fuck out of my life cause
you look better on the other side of that door,
Now your on the outside lookin in...realizing
that I was your future...you just passed me by,
SORRY...You can't come in!
...ACCESS DENIED!