Abuse Poem 1
I looked up at your face

you lookin back at me thinkin I'm a discrace
you yelled at me to stand up and face my fear
as you took a knife to my ear
you told me to look you striaght in the eye
i am scared of you and that is something i won't deny
but stop yelling and hitting me down to the floor
i will stop whatever i'm doing and i won't do it anymore
you hit me cuz you're angry with me
is it cuz you feel like a man? Is that what it could be?
you are my boyfriend you're not supposed to do that
you just knocked me off my feet in 4 seconds flat
now I'm more ugly sittin here cryin on the floor
you come in with a bat as you broke down the door
i'm very scared of you and hate what you do
you cover my face and body with bruises so blue
please leave me alone
theres no one here to help me all i can do is moan
all i do is sit here taking in the hurt as i cry
while you sit there making bruises in my eye
you leave with great anger when you break down the door
and in you come with some more
this time holding a gun to my face
looking around making sure no ones in this place
then. .. all i hear is bang bang bang
and then knowing i just heard the death bells had just rang
lying there letting the blood rush out of my chest
knowing that some how i would be blessed
someone would come i kept thinking. .. i will live
but guess what?? nobody did
sitting there dying watching you rush out the door
and now i know that i will never get to see anything,
my family, my friends, nope nothing no more!