Living life, don't you cry

my life, pain is god

many nights, painful thoughts of her

you and me, again I'm wrong

In denial, I tried to be your friend

I tried to be... a good boy

All I see, I hate deep inside

Startle me, someone save me

Now these memories.. still I hide.. they bury me!

{you are not my real mother, scared I'd be in step and fuck her}

All i wanna do is kill you

Looking back, I was never ever right

You were my step mom, who always wanted me out of your sight

I would come walking in and I'd say hello

But you'd slap me and you'd make some fuck up comment about my

clothes

Then I'd try to let it pass, but the pictures in my head

Were with you, with a knife, up your ass, lay you dead

So I pop some more caps in your ass, now your son is such a fuck

Motherfucking bitch, never try to play me!!

You gave me life..

Now it's so..

All i wanna do is kill you

{you are not my real mother, scared I'd be in step and fuck her}

All i wanna do is kill you

Wish! you! were! dead! now!

How? I know

How can I cry over someone I never loved?

Never loved...