I shall call this an intro into the Real World of ForceU2_WDF
I believe trust is so important even in this virtual world I could give a fuck less about most but to those who are truely sincere and wanting to learn or share I offer Myself
I came to chat 6 years ago ..why is still a mystery
I needed something ... I was alone... who knows
I had an accident that caused Me to be different physically I remained the same...... but My mind had changed drastically My moods are severe... and uncontrolable
I may be cruel to some.... psychotic to others.. none of this I can denybecause I dont know how others percieve Me.... and to be honest I could care lessI dont have to explain anything to anyoneI answer to noone but MyselfI do this for the friends I do have
I am honest to My friends and to Myself which is all that tuly matters
to try and know Me or care for Me requires great efforteffort many dont have
I have a background in psychology and at times I realize I am severly erratic I many times leave to try and understand Myself.... I am a recluse at times and other times I am constantly seeking out conversation
I will never understand whats happened to Me or why I dont think anyone understands completely how the mind functions
those who know Me realize I am not aware of My mood swings until its brought to My attention
I have many friends who dont understand Me but accept Me
whats ironic are the ones who claim to know MeI warn them and ask them to be careful when I am not Myself yet at times some insist on confrontation
I have no qualms when it comes to confrontation....but be warned ... you will lose.... but then in the end don't W/we A/all lose
Finally,if you have an issue with Meif you have no intentions of being friendlyif you are reading this... accept Me or stay the fuck away .... dont fuckin whine about My moods..... you will get what I think you deserve " Come play with Me children"If you dare