I can’t help myself,
But wonder if I’m still someone special to you.
Wanting to see us together,
Forgetting the bad things that happen.
Wishing you’ll come back one day.
Maybe you’ll never come back,
But still I’m waiting.
Every night I hold my pillow tight,
Thinking if you’ll come back tonight.
Was I awake or dreaming,
I open my eyes and your holding me close to you,
Telling me you love me.
Did you know there’s something about you I can’t get over with,
It’s your loveness, kindness, and care
I told myself to never cry for you,
But when I knew your never going to return,
It’s hard for me to hold my tears back.
You move on with life,
And I know I well one day too,
But its going to take me time to get my mind off you,
Because you are my first true love.
By: sheng xiong

"Boi, If i were to die today, I`d rather be a ghost floating by your side, than entering the gates of heaven without you.."

~*You thought I`d always be beside you..You thought I`d always believe your lies.You thought I`d never have the strength to leave you.I know you`ll be sad when I`m gone.....*~

sometimes i wish i was a little kid again.... skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts

everyone says you only fall in love once but thats not true, every time i hear your voice i fall in love all over again

milk does a body good but DAMN yO!.... how much did you drink?

a million words would not bring you back, i know, because i've tried, neither would a million tears, i know, because i've cried

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it would come to you when you least expect it

True love cannot be found where it does not truly exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does. The more we hide it, the more it shows; the more you suppress it, the more it grows

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel

Love is like playing the piano. First u mus learn how to play by da rules then u mus forget the rules and play from your heart

Love isn't blind--it sees more and not less, but bcuz it sees more, it is willing to see less

the best and beautiful things in the world cant b seen nor touched..but are felt in the heart

It hurts to see the one you love walk away from you but what really hurts the most is when they let you believe that they loved you but they never did

You can`t make someone love you, All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to the person to realize your worth

I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I`ve left behind, i cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new...I cry for the times I thought I had you!

When you love someone, draw a circle around their name instead of a heart because hearts can be broken but circles never end.

If I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I`d rather choose "U" and get "HURT than have a "HEART" without U"

There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person started hating us but because we found out that they`d be happier if we let them go...

If U Luv A Little Less, U Will Learn A Little More

I lost my teddy bear. Can u sleep with me 2nite?

YesTerdaY is a hiStorY..tOmoRroW is a fuTurE...anD toDay iS a giFt...tHaT's whY it's caLLed a prEseNt...

*Love in your heart is not put there to stay, love isn't love until you give it away.*

I'm so great, I'm jealous of myself

There is this guy I thought I knew.
I really felt a dream come true,
With soft black hair,
And sparkling eyes,
A caring stare,
And taller than me - what a surprise.
When we talk,
In his eyes I could get lost,
But there's also something in his walk,
And his personality I'd take at any cost.
He makes me feel perfect,
Laughing and alive;
Though getting in touch is quite hectic.
Why I keep going could never be described,
Your loving arms around me,
The taste of your sweet kiss,
So whole when I am with thee -
Apart from you I can't help but miss,
But now I feel different.
I heard of another girl you haven't let go,
And I sit here and lament.
What is going on - could you please let me know?
I cannot begin to understand,
You seem to like me so much,
And now you've got me in the palm of your hand,
In your grasp and free to touch.
These past days I have hoped with all my heart
That she is with you I prayed not.
I'm not fond of such a part,
But the reason I care is because I like you a lot

Sometimes the things you want the most in life is the hardest thing to get. Stop trying so hard and just maybe it will be easier to receive...

In three words I can sum on everything i've learned about life : 'it goes on'.

Life is too serious to be taken seriously.

When one door closes another opens up, but we often look so regretfully upon the closed door that we don't see the one that has opened for us...

When you spend your life worrying about how other people feel, you loose track of how you feel.

Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards...

All the things you have done to others; will come back to you one day. don't forget, what goes around comes around...

A life with love will have some thorns... but a life without love will have no roses...

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

Never say goodbye if you still want to work on it - never give up if you say you don't love a person anymore if.....

Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed- to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love although they've been hurt.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone -but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Hope you find the one that makes you smile.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Hope you dream of that special someone.

Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person, too.

A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves, and not twist them with our own image -otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.

"iF iTs ThE tHoUgHt ThAt CoUnTs, YoU cAn aLwAyS cOuNt On Me BeCaUsE i ThiNk Of YoU aLL tHe TiMe"

"I rAn Up ThE dOoR aNd cLoSeD tHe StAiRs, sAiD mY pJs AnD pUt On My PrAyErS, tUrNeD Off My LiGhT aNd HoPPeD iNtO tHe BeD, aLL bEcAuSe YoU kiSsEd Me GoOdNiGhT"

*No man is ever worth your tears but the one who is will never make you cry!*

*Guyz are like stars there is millions of them out there but only one can make your dreams come true

*Why is it you can spend time on trying to make boys fall in love with you, but you don't have time to spend on the one who already does?

*Nothing is more painful than finding out, he meant everything to you but you meant nothing at all.

*It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.

*The worst thing in life is to have the love of ur live sitting right next to you and you know in your mind and heart that you can never have them

*Loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star.. You know you'll never reach it, but you just haft a keep trying.* *If a tear fell from my eye every time I wished you were with me I would have a puddle of fallen wishes lying at my feet.*

*The first time I saw you I knew it was true, that I'd love you 4ever and thats what I'll do. You don't know what you do to me, you don't have a clue, you don't know what it's like to be me looking at you.*

* You messed with my heart for a bit, tore me right in two! All I have to say is, I really Loved you! I now understand the game, you had goin on for so long, do u understand the pain, you put me through all along? You told me you loved me.. What a Lie.. Now all Im left to do is sit down and cry *

* You think your a player and that you broke my heart but i knew ur game right from the start. I saw your game and i played it too, so laugh stupid player the games on you! *

*I knew I loved you from the start, you caught my eye but broke my heart *

* Im suga -n- spice -N- everything nice, but before you mess with me u betta think twice *

* Im a ßitch, and I have class, Mess with me and I'll Kick Your ass.. so for all u hoe's that think your cool.. just remember.. ßitches Rule! *

* East to the sea, West to the land, Death to the ßitch who touches my man *

* I was born in the heavens up in the skies, i was sent to earth to put a twinkle in your eyes. So trust me baby don’t say goodbye, I'll be your lover till the day you die *

*Girl of the year. Girl of the season.. ur man left U, and Im the reason *

* If Loves not a Game, Why are there so many players *

* I'm not suppose to love you, I'm not suppose to care. I'm not suppose to live my life wishing you were there.. I’m not suppose to wonder where or what you do, but I cant help it, I’m in love with you*

* Hellos are hard, You don't know what to say, You would look at me,
But I'd look the other way. I blushed every time I saw you, You talked to me
everyday, You smiled, and you laughed, But once again I looked
away, Finally one day, You talked to me once more, And finally I got the
courage, to say hi and not ignore. From that point on, We were together every day Until you left me, and went far, far away. We had
to say goodbye, They are harder than Hellos, But after a short time, I finally
let you go. I know it will be hard, For both you and I, But whenever we get lonely, We can
look up in the sky, And I will know that God, the
Father,Is watching over
you, And you will also know, That he's watching me, too. He'll bring us back
together, Before too much time has passed, And we can be together, Once
again, Once more, at Last *

* Roses are red
Violets are blue
God made me pretty
What the hell happened to you? *

*3 words...8 letters...1 meaning...I LOVE YOU*

* He broke your heart, shattered it like glass...so when he comes back to you say hunnie kiss my ass! *

* One day you'll love me as I loved you. One day you'll cry for me as a cried for you. One day you'll want me but .. I won't want you *

* Last night I matched all the stars with something I liked about you ... I was doing fine until I ran out of stars*

* The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love ..love someone else *

* Star light, Star bright, Oh where Oh where is Mr. Right? *

* God made rivers, God made lakes, God made you but we all make mistakes *

* Should I laugh because were friends or cry because that’s all we'll ever be? *

* Don't hate me because I am beautiful. Hate me because your boyfriend thinks I am *

* Don’t tell me you love if you don't cuz i might do something crazy like believe it *

* What’s better… a lie that brings a smile or the truth that brings a tear *

* Loving you is like breathing, how can I stop? *

* Nothing is more painful then realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him *

* I'm loved by some.. hated by many.. envied by plenty .. yet wanted by many *

* It’s a gurls world, Guyz are just in it *

* You can fall from a sky ...you can fall from a tree but the best way to fall is in love with in love with me *

* They say true love is around every corner... SoOo I must be walkin in circles *

* Total Jerk *
You pissed me off
You made me mad
You made me cry
You made me sad
you lied to me
you made me hurt
you made me see
you are a total JERK

* I Died For Love *
I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well
He took my heart away from me
Now he wants to set me free
I see a girl upon his lap
He said things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed
Not a word to my mother I said
Father came home late that night
He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope
He took his knife to cut me down
On my dresser a note was found:
Dig a grave and dig it deep
Dig my grave from head to feet
And on the grave place a dove
To let everyone know I died for love

This one is going out to myh ex-boo,......shiet best wishes for yue and your babiee gurl okies......i knoe yah both ben togehter for thee longest and i knoe yah love was stronger than ourz....so yue jux take the bestest of cares....NO! i'm not asking yue to be myh friend coz' yue've already hurted meeh too much and no! i dunt want yue as myh friend no longer.....well.i guess yue've moved on in life and made life a better success so i'll forget about everythang....jux remember even tho we aint PHOOJYWGZno more i will alwais have a place in myh heart for yue but it isn't love.......it's a black hole where yue belong.....i'm sorry for everythang that i've done to yue and i guess what goes around comes around.....peesh thee fuck out!!!!

“LOVE MEETS DEATH”
at a park where i once dwelled
i met a boi i loved so well
he came and stole my heart frum me
and no whe wants to set meeh free
he met a gurl he did not knoe
and told her that he loved her so
he sat her on his every knee
and told her things he had told me
i ran home to cry in bed
not a word to my mother said
my father came home late that nite
and searched foe meeh frum left to right
finally thru my bedroom door he broke
to find me hanging on a rope
he took at knife to cut meeh down
and upon my bed a note he found
"dig a grave
dig it deep
marble stone frum head to feet
and on that stone carve a dove
to show the world i died foe love

“YOU HATE ME!”
It was understood, for the way you said "You annoy me", in every way.
You said im FAT! and that im Ugly!!!
but before all.....you said you loved me.
You called me a beast! and even worse names!!
but what can i say!! im not to blame.
love can be brutal and love can be sweet!!!
but if i knew u before this!! would we ever meet??
I believe in chances, and risk takes,
but just to find sadness and heartbreaks!! love is
deceiving!! in many ways!!
choose wisely or you shall pay!!
the only way, for me to break
from the love u gave me is to be cast away.
But still i love you in everyway! hoping you
would love me too!! soon someday!!
my heart weakins every day! finding out that
YOU HATE ME that way!!..

poEm bY:pAuL yAnG “Cant Give Up”
Everything i did
i did for you
all of the mistakes i've made
was to test if you love me too
but now your gone
i fall in pain
days become long
and im goin' insane
i dream of our firsts
and i cry a tear
coz' now it hurtz
for you dont care
I try to erase you from my mind
and try to forget about you and i
but the pain jux sits and cries inside for you dont knoe how much i cry
and you dont know jux how i feel
to finally realize we're so far apart
and figuring out it takes yearz to heal
i knoe its time i just move on
but there's just something bout' you i just can't give up.
WRITTEN BY: LiL cRaY yAnGsTaH

“MEANING OF TRUE LOVE”
LOVE HURTS WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE AND THEY DONT LOVE YOU BACK. BUT WHAT IS MORE PAINFUL IS TO LOVE SOMEONE AND NEVER FIND THE COURAGE TO LET THAT PERSON KNOW. IT’S TRUE THAT PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT’S BEST THAT THEY GOT UNTIL’ THEY LOSE IT BUT IT’S ALSO TRUE THAT WE DONT KNOW WHAT WE’VE BEEN MISSING UNTIL’ IT ARRIVES.THE BEST KIND OF FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WHO SIT ON THE SWING WITH WITHOUT SAYING A WORD AND YOU WALK AWAY FEELING IT WAS THE BEST CONVERSATION EVER. AND A TRUE KIND OF FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL NOT JUMP OFF A BRIDGE WITH YOU BUT WILL BE WAITING DOWN THERE TO CATCH YOU. PUT YOUR SELVES IN OTHERS SHOES AND IF THEY HURT YOU MAYBE IT HURTS THEM TOO. IT TAKES 1 MINUTE TO LIKE SOMEONE, AND HOUR TO LIKE SOMEONE, A DAY TO LOVE SOMEONE, BUT IT TAKES A LIFE TIME TO FORGET SOMEONE. DON’T GO FOR LOOKS BECAUSE THEY CAN DECIEVE. DONT GO FORWEALTH EVEN THAT FADES AWAY. GO FOR SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU SMILE. HOPE YOU FIND THAT PERSON WHO MAKES YOU SMILE. NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY TO HURT YOU ANYWAY JUST REMEMBER THAT LIFE IS SHORT SO LIVE TO THE FULLEST AND IF YOUR STRIVING TO GO DO SOMETHING JUST GO AHEAD AND TAKE THAT RISK IF YOU KNOW IT’S RIGHT FOR YOU. WHEN YOU WERE BORN YOU WERE CRYING AND EVERYONE AROUND YOU WERE SMILING......LIVE LIFE UP TO THE FULLEST SO THAT WHEN YOU DIE YOU’RE THE ONE WHOSE SMILING AND EVERYONE AROUND YOU CRYING!! by:UNKNOWN

“AiNt wOrtH sHiEt!”
At one time in my life
i needed you so much
i live for you smile
i dream of your touch
my heart would rejoice
yoursmile mademe happy
your tearz made me blue
even tho you left my mind
the pain stayed behind
It tookme lots oftime
to repair all the pain you unwind
now i want you nolonger
not even as a friend
i want our friendship over and over til' the end
altho I'll always love you
and remember the fun times we had
your still a sorry basard
that broke my heart bad
you may think it's funny
you may think it's funny
but only time will tell
that playerz are MUTHA FUCKERZ
and i hope they burn in hell
you were a great lover
I do admit
but when it comes to being a man
BABY YOU AINT WORTH SHIT

“TRUE LOVE”
written with a pen, sealed with a kiss
if you love me answer me this
do you love me or do you not
you told me once but i forgot
so tell me now and tell me true
of all the guyz i’ve ever met
your the one i wont forget
if i should die before you do
i’ll go to heaven and wait for you
and if your not there on judgement day
i’ll knoe you went the other way
i’ll give the angels back their wings
and risk the lost of everything
just to prove my love is true
i’ll go to heaven and wait for you
UNKNOWN
“ONE DAY”
One day you'll I hope she'll make you cry
One day i pray she'll hurt you inside
but i'm won't be there to know
I'm not the one you turn to hold
One day you'll remember us and regret
One day when you turn back i'll be sure to reject
but i'm not the one to be blamed
you shouldn't of came back and brought me more pain
One day you'll get on your knees and plead
And that day i'll act as if I don't see
for you had shut the doors once on me
and left me here feeling stupidity
One day you'll lose your mind from crying
One day you'll find yourself just dying
And on that day i'll turn to you and say
"baby i told you ONE DAY"
WRITTEN BY: AMY YANG

“LIES”
When i told you I love you, it was a lie
I love to play games and see you cry
When i said i was true
I know i fooled you
So now you know imma lie and a big play
with my bad reputation it's still okay
i love when you cry and beg for me
it makes me feel like a beautiful queen
so ow does it feel coz' i lied to you
do you still love me, coz' i dunt LOVE YOU!

“Painful Letter”
I'll remember that one painful letter
i'll remember the words clearly forever
i'll remember what you told me in March
i'll remember that day why it broke my heart
i'll remember you told me you dont love me
i'll remember you wanted to set me free
i'll remember in the future to get a life that's better
I'll remember since yue told me that in your letter
but what i'll alwais remember
is to remind you of your painful letter
AMY YANG(ME)

“Frienz”
THRU ALL OUR UPS AND DOWNS
WHATEVER BRINGS OR COMES AROUND
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS WE'LL ALWAIS BE FRIENZ
THE WAY WE GO AND WHAT WE'LL FIND ON THAT PATH
WE'LL ALWAIS HOLD HANDS
WHOM EVER WILL HURT OR WHOEVER I WILL TRY AND BREAK
WE'LL ALWAIS KNOW OUR FRIENDSHIP THEY CANT TAKE
WOEVER CAN LIE AND WHATEVER THEY SAY
WE BOTH ALREADY KNOE OUR FRIENDSHIPZ WON'T FADE