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A Life Once Lived

*Name: Jessica (or at least that’s what I’ve been told)

*Nicknames: Shorty, Smiley, Brit-Brit, clown-ass...

*Life: I lead a quasi-interesting life in a semi-interesting world

*Personal Description: I’m built like a steak house, yet I handle like a bistro

*Alternate Persona: the milkman

*DOB: 2/25

*Colors: I enjoy natural/earth tone type colors (browns, greens, blues, purples, dark reds and of course black and white) I don’t like too many bright colors (but I’ve been know to wear a yellow or an orange!)

*Most mind unsettling & soul disturbing color: pink

*Turn Offs: math, spiders, cigarettes, narrow-minded people,human ignorance, stupidity (I mean people who are stupid about life, not academic stupidity).

*Turn On’s: the imagination, a creative soul, an open minded person, magikal words, a dreamy smile, deep eyes, nature in all its forms, a gentle yet powerful touch, a soft whispering of secrets into my ear…

*I can’t live without: Love (although sometimes it can be o so confusing)

*Ideal weather: Fog, thunder & lightening storms…

*My personal heaven: My castle next to a Starbucks and a Chinese Restaurant :-)

*Instruments: violin, cello, organ, qin, sitar…

*Pastimes: Dreaming, writing poetry, absorbing myself in nature’s sublime splendors & awesome powers.

*Sports life: um, im not much of the “sports-type” but I do enjoy a good game of bad mitten (im serious)

*Music: some metal, some alternative, classical, new-age type, foreign (mostly Indian) some classics (James Brown, Marvin Gay, Nat King Cole, Don McLean…) (for most specific info, see MUSIC OF MY SOUL)

*The classical side of the mirror: Bach, Mendelssohn, Gershwin’s “Raposdy in Blue,” Grieg’s “In the Hall of the Mountain King,” a couple pieces on the ESCA FLOWNE soundtrack…

*Postive pointers: I love to act & I’ve been told I do a pretty good job at it (I dunno). I love to write poetry…I guess I’m good at that too…

*Negative pointer: I’m short (lol) I don’t know if you’d call that a negative thing but…o well. I do stupid things for stupid reasons…

*Most annoying things: creative frustration and realizing your flaws (the ones you can correct, like bad habits) and all the stupid things that you do, and STILL DOING THEM! (simply b/c it is built into you. You can fix things, but you can’t…or maybe you don’t want to…)

*Most practiced activity: Crying (at least lately) I dunno…. I just don’t feel right all the time. Right now I’m through a kinda depressed/ “you know what to do, yet your afraid to do it” stage. I’ve been dealing with it in a stupid way though…*sigh* o well… I’ve been doing some thinking and I think I know what I’m going to do.