Many of you have noticed that I haven't been doing anything with HPS. Nothing. Well, that's because I honestly feel that there's nothing left for me to do. And I can't stand that. I wanted to stand out, but everything that I've done has become what everyone else has done before me. I don't know where to go from here. I deleted all of my files in hopes that I could start over again, but now I wonder if that's possible. I'm afraid that, like so many of my sites before, that I'm going to close down HPS. I guess I don't really know for sure if I want to yet or not, but I guess I'm leaning towards it. I've learned so much through working on HPS - tons of html that I know practically by heart, profiles I could repeat in my sleep...But let's think about this, honestly. HPS hasn't become the site I imagined it to be. I've devoted so much time to it, but it's still nothing. *sigh* I'm moving my sites to my new server at raven-wings.net, but I haven't moved HPS there. I don't know if I will. And if I don't, HPS will just die out anyways, so I guess it doesn't really matter. I hate to do this, but I'm leaning more and more towards giving HPS back to Steph and Meg. Maybe someone else wants this site? I don't know...I just know that I can't deal with it anymore. ©Elyse | E-mail |