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Being dead is so unhealthy.
Who would have thought? Self Pride is ignorance. And ignorance is self pride. Get over yourselves you ignorant bastards haha.
Now onto the subject of LOVE.
Love doesn't exist. Love is just a pretty word published in books and movie scripts. It's like Santa or the Easter Bunny. Sure the holidays are there. You go to sleep -- and wake up with something more. But that isn't love. That's just candy and presents. Candy and presents cost money. So if love is a holiday and it's celebrated everyday? I can not afford that. No love for me. No girl wants to wake up the next morning to nothing. It's not greed it's fear of failure. Shove a loser like me away. Be smart; find that clean cut rich suburban kid that wears turtle necks and drives mustangs. Be smart; find that guy that has rich parents and goes to college with a future ahead of him. Once in a while you find someone who really cares. I'm too busy to give them what they need.
Middle Class works. Lower Class begs. Upper Class whines, complains, cries, moans, whimpers and gets what they want. Man do they have so much more to offer. There you go ladies a wife in a guys body. I don't see how you can go wrong? Face it you don't want to laugh or have a good time with a guy in life. You want a roof over your head and a car that brings home food. Everyone is all about the image. Not one person looks into the future and sees an apartment. I even look and make myself believe i'll have a house and money one day. It's all lies. We lie to ourselves. We lie to our best friends. We lie to our families. That is all we can do.
The truth isn't pretty. When the truth is too pretty that person o.d's on drugs. So you got a big house and you don't have to work. Why not drive into a tree drunk and die? Not like you had to be anywhere. Do rich people serve a purpose? I don't think they do. They are just there like Elephants are. Do elephants serve a purpose? We can atleast make a lot of neat stuff out of them. But it's the rich people that can afford it. Do all rich people play piano? Why must they all have pianos in their houses?
< I'm not bitter towards rich people. I could care less. It all boils down to money though. Rich people are hogging up so much of it. When we have to work for 11 dollars an hour and not make more than 150 a week due to taxes. And then be expected to pay over 2,000 dollars for our privledge to drive a vehicle with insurance. Not to mention the extra money we have to pay the courts to save our asses from being put away. I fucking hate all of you wealthy fucks. You can eat my fucking shit and die for all i fucking care. I have a fucking cell phone now too just like all of you, you fucking wack jobs. Eat your passed away relatives. Choke on my middle finger. I'm sick of knowing i can never make ends meet. I'm sick of knowing there are people like you out there. I'm tired of it all. The end result is tragic. But in a world where there are no problems only solutions, i'm a quick study. >
Signed.... (your buddy)
