The Long Sleep

On the day that it happened, I didn't see you there, On that day that it happened, I did what no one else would dare, Through the shining sun, Though it didn't shine down on me, I did everything but run, And now I'll never be free, Every time I go to sleep until the time I wake up, I think of that day when I realized just how bad I fucked up, And you'll never know, How much it took, That fateful day, I could not bare to look, Will things be better?, When I take the long sleep, Don't ask me, I'm just some creep, But on that day, When the rain was ever so thick No apologies, None would ever stick, I saw your face, Through the cracked glass, Now I've found my place, Nose down in the grass, Every night I dream, Dream of an eternal slumber, Nothing but mirrors and steam, How much longer I wonder, Raise your head, And your face, I'm dead, I've found my place.