You like to see me defeated
You like it when I hurt
When I ache so much
The emotional pain you cause
Hurts so much
It feels like it’s physical
You will never see
Just what you do to me
I look so strong
Like it doesn’t matter
But in reality
Everything you say
Pushes me further away
I’ve never won
Always defeated
I find myself retreating
Retreating to the nothingness in my heart
Everyday I grow weaker
Tiring of this life
Nothing seems to matter
Except that I’ve been defeated
You push me further and further
Till one day there will be nothing
Till one day, I’ve been defeated
