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Welcome to my home page! In case you don't already know me, I have provided some information about myself...Enjoy!

My name is Janet.
I am a mother of 3. William Paul, Michael James, and Jaydan Elizabeth.
William was born August 26, 2001, and passed away August 27, 2001. He was my angel. Please visit his website, at https://www.angelfire.com/poetry/williampaul
Michael was born August 24, 2002. Please visit Michael's webiste at https://www.angelfire.com/pa5/michaeljames
Jaydan was miscarried in May of 2005.
I am a country girl, and always will be.
I am 5'4", and 125-130 lbs.
At the moment, I have 5 peircings (yes, I am counting my ears in that), and 1 tatoo. I have 2 more tatoos planned for the near future. I will be getting a blue and black frog (my lucky animal) above my right breast, and a scorpion on my left butt cheek in honor of my D&D character Melissande. I have not decided what my next peircing will be yet.
I am at the moment a professional Security Officer. I will be studying to be a CSI very shortly.
Michael.. there is so much to say about Michael.. He is my absolute pride and joy. He makes each day a nightmare, and a dream. I have never met anybody else that has made me want to laugh, cry, pull out my hair, scream at the top of my lungs, and kiss and hug all at the same time. It could be bias, but he is one of the most intelligent little boys I have ever met. And also the most handsome. My baby will be a heartbreaker some day. I couldn't be more proud of my "Bubby." I love him more than I could ever express in words.
I have a kitty named "Midnight" (pictures soon!) She was a half starved thing when we found her, and she has really bloomed into a loveable and fattened up baby!
I have an amazing best friend, Kandyse, who is shown below. I have to give her a lot of credit because she has stood by me through times that I did not deserve. Kandyse is the one that knows my thoughts without me saying them, drives down the wrong side of the road with me, and is as easily amused as I am. It is always an adventure when we are together! I love you Kandyse!
My sister, Jen-Heffer who is shown below, is probably my other best friend. I am so proud of her, and all she accomplishes. It is not easy being in the army, and harder still being an army wife, but she pulls it off with grace. She has also stood by me when I didn't deserve, and I can't thank her enough. I love you so much Jen! And I wish nothing but the best for you and Frank!
My brother, Jason (or will as he like to be called) is also shown below. He and I had a rocky past, and I am glad that we had enough liquor to finally see eye to eye. Also shown below are his three beautiful children, Ben, Naja, and Piper. I love my babies!!
My dad, who is shown with Jennifer below.. We too have had a rocky past, and I am glad that we are working to fix it. I love my dad, and I miss him. As a child, he gave me someone to look up to with admiration, and as an adult, I still feel the same.
My mom... She's my comic relief. If I ever need a good laugh, mom is the one to call. (well.. her or Kandyse...) Mom is the epitamy of Blonde, and her blonde moments keep me rolling.
My sisters, Jazmine and Jordain.. they are my pride. I want so much for them to make wiser choices than I did, and so far it has been working. They are both intelligent, wonderful young ladies, and I couldn't be more proud.
As for me... these are the things that I know..
1) I am book smart, but when it comes to common sense, I seem to have a problem. My compulsive side sometimes outweighs my common sense, and I jump into things without thinking.
2) I am a beautiful person, on the inside and out. It is not vanity that makes me say this, but confidence.
3) I am naive. Probably always will be too, try as I might to change it. On top of that, I am often far too trusting. I give my trust too all, and it often results in my own demise. I cannot tell you how many times I have started and restarted from scratch because of my putting trust in an untrustworthy person.
4) I would give my right arm to help anyone and everyone. I cannot stand to see anyone or anything in pain, or struggling. Again, this often ends up hurting me. It seems the more I help people, the worse it gets for me. I have a tendency to forget that in order to help others, you must help yourself.
5) After 6 years, I have finally stabilized myself. I have a great job, a great home, and paid off my own car. (I know this sounds boring, but if you knew me, you'd be impressed too!)
6) I am a 24 year old divorcee. This in no way puts me off to the idea of marriage. I will someday be remarried, and despite what the doctors say, I will have more children in the future. I am in no rush though. I just want to do it right my next and final time.
If you want to know more about me, then I am glad to say you will just have to get to know me! People often make the mistake of not taking the time to get to know the other people that are in this world. If we would all just take a moment to listen, imagine the stories we would hear! Some would be sad, some happy, but all of them would teach us something about our selves.