~THE LAIR OF ULTRAVIOLET~

WELCOME EVERONE....I HAVE NEVER DONE THIS AND TO BE EXACT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING...BUT I JUST WANT TO HAVE A PLACE FOR EVERYONE TO GO-SO I DONT HAVE TO ANSWER SO MANY QUESTIONS...I HOPE YOU FIND THE ANSWERS TO MANY OF THEM HERE. AND WHEN I GET THE HANG OF THIS I WILL REPLACE THIS WITH THE KOOLEST HOME PAGE EVER. ULTRA INFORMATION: NAME: WENDY ANN KILCHEWSKI PLACE OF RESIDENCE: MOUNT HOLLY,PA BIRTHDATE: SEPT.8,1980 PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION: 5'7,GREEN EYES,CANDY APPLE RED HAIR,EYEBROW RING *S* HOBBIES: SNOWBOARDING,SURFING,COOKING,WRITING,SOCCER FAV MOVIE: EMPIRE RECORDS,TRAINSPOTTING,ST ELMOS FIRE,BREAKFAST CLUB FAV ACTOR/ACTRESS: CHRISTIAN OLIVER,JAMES DEAN,WYNNONA RYDER,NATALIE WOOD FAV COLOR: GREEN FAV BAND: PINK FLOYD,LED ZEPPLIN,THE DOORS,THE DEAD,VIOLENT FEMMES,SEX PISTOLS,DEAD KENNEDYS SOME OTHER STUFF ABOUT ME: I AM A VEGETARIAN..I HATE TRENDS...I LOVE TATTOOS...I AM CRAZY!~!*L* FAV NET PEOPLE:IMPALER-you know i love you,MARLOWE-your a sweetie,DITZY-i love you girl,GODDESS DEVIANT-danni i love you girl!, MADDHATTER*S* alwaysmake me feel so special!,MOONBEAM-you are the sweetest,CID-awesome chicky,PINK FLOYDIAN- my soul~brotha,DJ DAVID-always a listener you rock!,TWISTED SOUL-a longtime friend..you know i love you,VOODOOCHILD,SYXX,TRIPPIN ANGEL-this chick rocks!,SYRUP17/M-i miss you tony!,SMOKEDOG -how are the quads old pppooonntttiiiaaacc!,2PERCENT-we are fukengruven now poison ivy!,APRIL-you are the nicest and koolest pa chick!,ANIMAL,BLUE,NEBULA,DIXIE-hey mel!! you are awesome ,KATIE,COBRA(M)-southern fried stud~muffin twin!,LIL BRAT,SCOOBY-a sweetheart,ILLUMINATI-you just plain rock!,MASSAKKARIalways treat my april right! i know you will! i love ya,WAFFLE,MUZZLE-your a sweetie!!, ISIS-my butt~lover! you are awesome!,UNIK-smile corina!,POET69,AIRHEAD-debs..lil sis! rock on party girl 2~ ,ICE COLD-dont change! doobie doobie doo!,SEB@-shine on!~ you rock!,WITCHHAVEN-you are just too awesome..leave me speachless ,69FRE@K-chicky good luck! i love ya!->,MUNKEY-keep lorri happy! i love ya too,ZOEY-summer...you are too kool! ,METMAN-drew..i love ya keep queeny warm!,UNIBUM-ayden..you are too fuken kool,QUEEN NOTHING-girl! good luck you rock! ~ERICA~-hey redhead clubbie!!!,QURIOSITY,RSTLN MJR-keep erica happy!*hug*,ELRIC-i love you man! ,CHEIF~REEFER-you rock...stay happy!,HIP-E-hey corey!!~ shine on soul~brotha,DITZI-never change! ,R@GE-dont let the green hand get you!,NEVER-*S* you still owe me*L*,LYTHIUM-chick you are awesome! BLUE BUTT FLUFF-you are too kool chin up! i am with you man!SPARKS-i love you!NWO is lucky! KAREBEAR-its all good~! even if they want to kill us!HIPPIECHICK-you are too groovy! AM I FORGETTING ANYONE????????????? YOU ALL ROCK!!!! YOU ARE THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE EVER!~!~! THERE IS SOMETHING SPECIAL IN EVERYONE OF YOU! VEGETARIANS RULE!!! MY RAINBOW~SOULED BROTHAS AND SISTAS! YOU ALL ARE THE BEST.
THE SOAP OPERA OF MY LIFE I was born in a grocery store in Meridan ,CT. My parents were not married and my mom was only 19 years old.Both my parents were drug addicts and dealers. I smoked my first joint at age one. I never stayed in one place for very long. My parents addictions through us into poverty fast. They seemed to be doing more than they were dealing. My dad would leave for days at a time. After a few years of moving all over the country me,my brother Mark(now 16) and sister Kelley(now 13) were separated umong family memembers. We were fought over...and all i wanted was my parents. Finally all three of us ended back in CT with our grandparents.We lived there for about 5 years or so. My mom then checked herself into rehab. I never saw my father again to this day. After about another year my mom moved in with us. After about 2 years of living like this my mom decided to move down to PA to be with her sister and her family. We lived there for maybe 4 months okay and then the fights began. So we moved in with my moms new best friend her husband and there daughter. I wansnt happy. It started with all the adults leaving and not coming home until all hours of the night.Leaving me to care for my brother sister Alicia and t their one friend we babysat. Then they started staying away for days. If the house wanst perfect we would be punished-severly with a 2by4 wooden paddle..not just wont spanking several and if we moved we may get thrown against a wall or pushed down stairs..by my moms friends husband a large man with a horrible temper. Well as time progressed..my mom and this man.. John we will call him...had an affair. So we all left the house and lived in a hotel for a week. We found an appartment but the beatings didnt stop.They got worse and touching and other things were added. One day i couldnt take it anymore...I took my brother and sister and moved back in with my aunt and uncle. That only lasted for a while. My brother was sent to rehab.I was put in a mental hospital for "depression". I was diagnosed a day later to have no severe depression. They said I could go home. But I didnt have a home to go to. So I am where I am now. In foster care. The people I live with are nice. I have to work for everything I want...but I can do it. I have held a lot in for years..and well..this isnt the whole truth...but its as close as I can come now. I am coping with a lot of pain. I dont want any pity. I would like to help anyone who has had similar problems in there life.I would love it for everyone to be happy. I graduate high school this year. I am going to move with a friend and move on with my life. Thats all I can do. I am going to try and do the best I can.I teach a class at children and youth I can work with children like this. We do community service..I love it. UPDATE!! THIS SUMMER I HAVE DECIDED I WILL BE MOVING TO ARKANSAS. I WILL ATTEND ARKASAS STATE UNIVERSITY AND MAJOR IN SOCIAL SERVICES MINOR IN COMPUTERS. I WILL GET TO BE WITH MY BEST FRIEND SARAH..AND SHARE THE JOY OF HER NEW BABY WITH HER! I WANT TO LET THE NEW FOUND LOVE AND HAPPINESS OF MY SPECTRUM OF COLORS TO SHINE FORTH TO EVERYONE!~!~ ___________________________________________________________________________________________ ON A SAD NOTE MY FOSTER SISTER THERESA IS NO LONGER WITH ME. I WISH HER ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD I HOPE SHE FINDS WHAT SHE IS LOOKING FOR IN LIFE. ___________________________________________________________________________________________ I KNOW I MUST HAVE LEFT A LOT OF QUESTIONS UNANSWERED...BUT... I HOPE YOU LEARNED A LITTLE SOMETHING...FEEL FREE TO ASK ANYTHING ANYTIME...AND WHEN I GET THE HANG OF THIS IT WILL BE BETTER NEXT TIME. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ I WANT YOU TO ALL KNOW..I PUT THIS PAGE UP..PAINFUL AS IT IS FOR EVERYONE TO KNOW.. WHO HAS BEEN THROUGH THIS THEY ARENT ALONE..I AM HERE...DONT LET IT GET YOU DOWN!! I WONT! EVER AGAIN! DITZY AND I RULE THE WORLD!~!~! I WANT TO DEDICATE THIS PAGE TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHO KNOW ALL ABOUT ME AND STILL LOVE ME ANYWAYS (YOU GUYS KNOW WHO YOU ARE) ESPECIALLY SARAH(DITZY),CHRIS(MADHATTER)SUSAN(MOOMBEAM),DAN(MARLOWE),TREY(PINK FLOYDIAN), DAVE (DJ DAVID),ROB (TWISTED SOUL) AND DAN (SMOKE DOG) YOU GUYS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME.. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME..NO MATTER HOW MEANI CAN BE AND WHAT STUPID THINGS I DO. I LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH.SARAH YOU ARE THE ULTIMATE AND BEST FRIEND.CHRIS YOU ARE AWESOME! YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME..I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.SUSAN YOU ARE THE MOST CARING AND SWEET GIRL,THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.DAN,YOU ARE SWEET AND BARE WITH ME THROUGH EVERYTHING.. YOU ARE WONDERFUL. TREY,YOU WERE MY FIRST SOUL BROTHA AND YOU ALWAYS GIVE ME YOU OPINION ON EVERYTHING..THANKS FOR STICKIN WITH ME YOU CRAZY DIAMOND! DAVE,YOU ARE A SWEETIE, YOU ALWAYS TELL ME HOW IT IS AND TRY TO HELP AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE...I LOVE YOU MAN! ROB, YOU HAVE BEEN A GOOD FRIEND FOR A LONG TIME..ALWAYS KIND AND SUPPORTIVE,MY HAPPINESS MEANING A LOT TO YOU..YOURS MEANS VERY MUCH TO ME.DAN(SMOKE),EVEN THOUGH WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER THAT WELL,YOU WERE WILLING TO GIVE ME SOMEONE TO TALK TO AND A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE OF THINGS,THANK YOU VERY MUCH. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________< BLOOD ROSES BLOOD ROSES/BLOOD ROSES/BACK ON THE STREET NOW/CANT FORGET THE THINGS YOU NEVER SAID/ON DAYS LIKE THESE GETS ME THINKING/WHEN CHICKENS GET A TASTE OF YOUR MEAT/CHICKENS GET A TASTE OF YOUR MEAT/ YOU GAVE HIM YOUR BLOOD/AND YOUR WARM LITTLE DIAMOND/HE LIKES KILLING YOU AFTER YOUR DEAD/YOU THINK I'M A QUEER/I THINK YOUR A QUEER/I THINK YOUR A QUEER/SAID I THINK YOUR A QUEER/AND I SHAVED EVERY PLACE WHERE YOU'VE BEEN/GOD KNOWS I HAVE THROWN AWAY THOSE GRACES....FAHER LUCIFER YOU NEVER LOOKED SO SANE/.... HE SAYS I M A WATER COLOR STAIN/HE SAYS I RUN AND THEN I RUN FROM HIM/AND THEN I RUN/HE DIDNT SEE ME WATCHING..... -TORI AMOS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHAT THEY SEEM PAINT A PICTURE FOR EVERONE TO SEE THAT WE ARE A HAPPY FAMILY. FULL OF LOVE FULL OF LIFE. ALL CAREFREE,WITH NO STRIFE. BUT THE TRUTH IS HIDDEN,UNSEEN. YOU CANT POSSIBLY IMAGINE WHAT I MEAN. HE HURT ME,BUT THEN IT CHANGED TO SOMETHING NEW. AND I FOUND THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO. AN INNOCENT CHILD,THEN NO MORE. THIS WHOLE HORRILBE EXPERIENCE FOR ME TO EXPLORE. I SCREAMED INTO THE SILENT BLACK NITE. WHY DOES HE DO THIS?I KNOW ITS NOT RIGHT YET NO ONE HEARS,THEY PRETEND NOT TO KNOW. HE TOUCHES AND HOLDS ME THERE,I SINK SO LOW. THEY CAN HELP,SAVE ME FROM THIS HORRIBLE FATE. LISTEN,DONT IGNORE MY CRIES..ITS TOO LATE. ENTERING A MOST PRIVATE PLACE CAN YOU ALL SEE THE SHAME UPON MY FACE? WANT TO RUN,NEED TO HIDE TO HIS DESIRE.I CANNNOT AND I WILL NOT ABIDE. BUT HIS STRENGTH OVER POWERS ME. HOLDS ME SO I CANNOT FLEE. ALL I CAN DO IS CRY AND SCREAM. THINGS ARENT ALWYAYS WHAT THEY SEEM. ~~~~ WENDY KILCHEWSKI ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SHINE ON MY SOUL~BROTHAS AND SISTAS! I LOVE YOU ALL!
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KOOL PLACE TO CHAT(THE SHACK-SECOND FLOOR)
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DAN THE CRAZY PPPOOONNNTTTIIIAACC'S PAGE!
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