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1. How Much Longer
3:07
Drag
this neurotic to hysterics Leave him balked and unfulfilled holding inside
outwardly patient 'till the time he'll call it Alluring exotic twisted
hero Leaving him more lonely still He waits around he's spun around and
left without the power to stop it Peers don't know what they can't see
They can't see inside of me It's sickening how comforting the privacy of
the mind can be How much longer will I try before I realize I'm desperate
in the situation that I'm in again I'm exhausting yet another topic I've
exhausted frequently with no regrets Abstruse and lacking rational but
making so much sense somehow A stone has blocked my hourglass no progress
made no time's run out I'd almost rather have the latter Save myself with
sad defeat A stone just broke my hourglass I peel the skin that had me
trapped
2. Inside Out
3:39
I would
swallow my pride I would choke on the rhind But the lack thereof would
leave me empty inside I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find
nothing but faith in nothing Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendezvous then I'm through
with you I burn burn like a wicker cabinet chalk white and oh so frail I
see our time had gotten stale The tick tock of the clock is painful All
sane and logical I want to tear it off the wall I hear words and clips and
phrases I think sick like ginger ale My stomach turns and I exhale So Cal
is where my mind states but it's not my state of mind I'm not as ugly sad
as you Or am I origami Folded up and just pretend demented as the motives
in your head I alone am the one you don't know you need take heed feed
your ego Make me blind when your eyes close sink when you get close tie me
to the bedpost.
3. Leech
3:58
Tell
those stories to me I'm dying to hear the things you've done and seen
Farfetched as they may be You strike a smile in me Your stories ring of
perjury Construed with self empowering theme Suckin' on my brain you're
the teacher I'm the student Turning things around your story's not
congruent Tabloid decoys pitiful excuses Turning things around You're
turning things around A manic stunning scene I'm taking notes you're
taking me away into your false reality I know your comfort lies in lying
to try to make your life make sense But you're not making sense I'd say it
aloud but I'm not aloud I see your head spin round and round Broken record
talk tonight skip that needle back and forth on your mind wearing out
unconvincing lies Like a seedling dropped from an old oak tree your shade
don't hide no sun from me Fake stories humor me It's graduation time I
love you like a mother
4. Showerhead
3:04
Cheap
shot hocked straight to the ear drum Is it some sick sign of affection
Violated and signed with deceit Disgust from my head to my hands to me
feet Your face it gives a foul taste Whether smiling crying or denying I
see your motives and you're charged with fraud by me So take the hint and
leave I loved you while he was in you in the shower Did (in joy and
ecstasy) your eyes begin to water And if I may stop by when you're living
in the next town ten years down the road A good time for a dime and a
crushed cigarette making bets with your body on the avenue Look into my
eyes you say and you'll see nothing but sincerity Almost as if you've got
some hope that you'll enlighten me You're a head case story Just trust me
you said
5. Open Road Song
3:17
Tonight
I feel ambitious and so does my foot as it sinks on the pedal I press it
to the floor I don't need a girl don't need a friend cause my friend
lonesome's unconditional We're flying forever bored And for a moment I
love everything That I see and think and feel I love my broken side view
mirror Cause it's so perfect I'm so perfect you're so perfect you're not
here I hear the change in gears My pile shakes as I hit eighty on the open
road This is an open road song The night is beckoning although I have
nowhere to go but home Feels good to be alone With every turn comes a new
frame of mind if I could frame my mind where would it hang I crack a
window and feel the cool air cleanse my every pore as I pour my poor heart
out To a radio song that's patient and willing to listen My volume drowns
it out But that's O.K. cause I sound better than him anyway any day Yeah
my voice is sweet as salt I search for comfort and I find it where I've
found it many times before Times before can be forgotten
6. Jesus Nitelite
4:47
Your
eyes shine bright like a Jesus nitelite I'd like to touch your positive
vibes Indifferent eyes won't give me the time May I help put aside your
moral fiber You're dressed in white my face is white I'd like to be a
colorful sight to see I'm only here in a background Here on the ground
lays my head I sleep and then I wake make sounds and go to bed and wake
again The time is right but I feel all wrong It wastes away until it's
gone The time is right but I feel all wrong It fades away and now you're
gone You're walking by I'm standing by Behind the light I'm standing by By
and by
7. Superhero Girl
3:35
Well
here is me on tragedy I always want what's out of reach She pulls dyed
black hair back and sighs Fuck that night out with the guys I never get a
word in with them anyway The Telephone doesn't scare me anymore You're
home and I am here alone my dear Always stupidly sarcastic my hyper
spastic superhero girl So break the bruised monogamy And let him fade to
memory Your erotic wet atomic eyes keep reoccurring in my mind Do me a
favor please and touch your lips to mine
8. Tongue Tied
3:10
One
thousand faces all look the same They're all so boring mild and tame
Contaminate him knock off his glasses Teach him to tamper with the cloning
process Pardon me sir can I ask you a favor Make me a cowboy like my next
door neighbor Pardon me sir can I use your eraser To remove my brain of
unconventional nature Take my tongue It's cocked and loaded The board has
dubbed you special student Sit alone sweat in silence We don't tolerate
defiance One thousand paces lead to the gate They're all so boring mild
sedate You hear me say this don't make any sense As I hop up and over the
fence Hooked on nicotine and phonics Fun like macro economics Still and
quiet like they taught us Fun like macro economics Vigilante thoughts and
a cheap guitar I am my own movie star I don't know you I don't want to I
don't know you I don't want to
9. Saturday Night
2:51
Saturday night burns a redness on my face I tasted you you tasted me you
were never my taste Now you're left alone with precious thoughts Of half
assed half an hour stops And talk so small I can't remember every saying a
word Laced with thick naivetÈ Firm delusions can't be swayed Tell yourself
you're happy We both know the truth It's false behind the dirty talk the
dirty sheets the sexy walk Your eyes are closed your heart is open wide
and that's no good There is something up my sleeve There is nothing
in-between You and me that you can't see So beg my pardon Honesty's a
virtue that can hurt you let it be The thought that counts is counting
down the minutes 'till I leave and when I do you'll be looking for
security in words Though you know that you won't get it for the better for
the worse I apologize for me Then I'm back in a couple weeks I'm too weak
to help it Don't know how to end it I apologize for me
10. There's A Face
2:37
There's
a face I know too well I see it every time I look in the mirror No I don't
kiss and tell I'll tell you after I betrayed you Supersonic boy sweating
sin The pillar that I'm melting on will prove you wrong Keep your lips
sealed this just in You're speeding up the ticker of a walking time bomb
Time's up stand up face the Muzac Smile wide step outside Click your
sticks and cast a spell that'll suck my saliva like water from a well I
try to do what's right what's right ain't right enough for you tonight I
see you're displeased a middle finger response I'll try to appease I'm
sorry don't be mad but ask me what I'm sorry for and I won't have an
answer Look me in the eye and let 'em flow again Lies on the rocks with a
twist of desperation
11. Small Town Trap
4:19
Suffocate from lack of stimulation Television time Gonna break with every
bead of sweat My heart rate seems to climb My friend and I stick to the
tired couches Please pass the time I found a dime under the corner cushion
Wishing it was some place else and so do I Small town trap with dreams of
breaking out Here I sit and bake my face is breaking out Satan's in the
living room choking me with apathy Small town trap with dreams of breaking
out Inspire me cause if you don't think I'll dissipate to dust The liar in
me says something's gonna happen soon because it must My friend and I
stick to the tired couches Please pass the time I found a dime under the
corner cushion Wishing it was some place else and so do I Community
immunity is the shot I crave A sleepless sleep slow motion dream wanna dig
my grave Time ticks away on the longest day Wanna break away on the
longest day
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