Drowning in the Emoceans
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: Personal
It's 1448 hours on this Memorial Eve. Now ending is the Nickelback video "Someday" off of Roadrunner Records.com. It's 5:48 PM in Haverhill, MA.

If I wish 2 go public w/ something, I should mention a little story about how I attracted this young lady back in 1999. {"Savin' Me" by Nickelback plays; it's #19 on Billboard & #4 on Rick Dees' Top 40 Hot Adult Mix.] I shall not name names 2 protect the innocent. But I will say that as I was watchin' my graduation tape & came a-X the site of a beautiful brown-eyed girl, both her first & middle name have been stirrin' up 1000 thoughts since that thyme, like, an decade ago. It's 4:37 PM in Yuma, AZ as "Savin' Me" re-plaze.

2 this day, I'm tryin' 2 imit8 my best Sherlock, Angela Lansbury, or Gil Grissom & uncover the mystery of how I attracted this Massachusetts lass. (G, I sound like Snoopy.) It's 5:38 PM in Gary, IN.

I think I'm takin' a bigg risc typin' up somethin' so personnel as this. I'm also bringing up hints & facts as 2 who the intended parties may b. As I switch over to "Someday," I realise that I have written two different un-Finnished literary works. One is some fictional account about striking a romance w/ a hi school crush which ends in a dramatic Shakespearean or Greek fashion. The name of one Maine character is, well, "Marianne." For all yall Tori fanns, there certainly is a deeper inspiration 2 choosing the name "Marianne" if, like me, u listen to her "Boys For Pele" CD. It's 1546 hours as "Someday" plays again.

The other story is about some naive, lonely girl named Cydney Calagayan. Her ethic background is ?-Irish, ?-Filipina. If I wanted 2 choose another Asian nationalty, I could've, but that's another entry. She enters the fictional San Vicente State Univ. & tries to enter a mysterious sorority.

She does not enter SVSU 2 just necessarily get her degree & earn a career, respect, & prestige. She wants a adventure, excitement, & especially romance as she finally leaves her black-n-white nest. If I could try not 2 divulge 2 much, I should say that, um, Cydney eventually discovers love while looking in all the wrong places. It's 1552 hours as "Someday" plays again.

An NBA game is gonna b on TNT at 6:30 PM Mountain Daylite Thyme. I believe it's the Western Conference Finals. As the video ends, I choose not 2 bike back 2 my boyhood home cuz I've been they're 2 many thymes 4 me 2 count.

It's 1523 hours as I listen to a full-length sample of "Pill" by the alternative band Lake Trout. Previously, I've been listening to "Shiny Wrapper" and might *N 1? 2 listen to "Riddle," just as I have the last time I biked up to Cal State. It's 6:25 PM in Indianapolis as I prepare the second video by mainstream rock band Nickelback, "Savin' Me." It's 3:25 PM in Antioch, CA.

It's 1529 hours. If I had my iPod w/ me, or actually if I were by my really really old PC listening to the Windows Media Player, I could b listening to a playlist called "Playlist for a Brown-Eyed Girl." The same playlist is called, well, something else on my iPod. It's 3:31 PM in Lake Isabella, CA. It's the bottom of the hour, dudes as I shall play "Savin' Me."

In previous posts, I've written about the girl @ the neighborhood frozen yogurt shop. My parents actually said that I was blacklisted as we passed by it on their way 2 drop me off @ said boyhood home & b free of me.

2 this day, I am still trying 2 figure out how I came on this um Yahoo! Chat site, being friendly, & than I became friendly enuff 2, um, build a correspondence thru email. & as u can c, I like 2 write a lot of stuff. It's 1555 hours hear as I play that Nickelback video again.

Again, the PC @ home's still busted up. Her Yahoo! IM icon is always active. But I am purdy much on the outside lookin' in. Being apprehensive & an tad paranoid here in the CSUB PC labrador, I try my darnest 2 look busy by having a window opened up to MSNBC.com so that I look like I'm doin' research. Currently, in a not-so-packed lab, I don't need 2 worry about foolin' around.

It's a coupl'a mins as the final verse of "Someday" becomes the chorus. Damn, I miss her.

I also miss that girl, too.