Can I Save Internet Radio?
Topic: Music
It's 1516 hours as I listen to The Stooges do "ATM" on the KEXP.org podcast from the South By Southwest Music Festival. & since I'm housesitting, I guess I can finish copying the Rick Dees charts on my ledger. It's 1518 hours.

It's 2143 hours and 72° outside. I believe I better address the topic the title displays. Earlier, I was loggin' on AccuRadio.com when I saw this stuff about Internet radio becoming extinct or something like that. Something about royalties and stuff, u'no, in this Napster-era & things like that. IHMO, the fact that the Benjamins could drive Internet radio out of existence really, really sucks. I mean, this is y WOXY.com was off the heir 4 a while, & they could burn up another one of they're nine lives if this happens again. Do u know what terrestrial radio in Bakersfield is like? It's a reg. part of me as a musicophile, yes, but a lot of the stations here are Spanish. & funny thing, KUZZ, a country station, don't got a strangehold on the Arbitron ratings like it used to; a station called The New Hot 94.1 {hip-hop, pop} caters to many listeners, especially in the target audience. But anyone who gets stuck w/ the AM/FM dial on occasions, such as in a motor vehicle, should no about the monotony of songs, dumbass DJ's, & of course, all those damn commercials. Perhaps it'd b EZ not 2 give a hoot if u r as old as my parents, who only listen to our NPR affiliate here in Bakersfield (89.1 KPRX-FM) or one of our two soft rock stations. It's 2347 hours and 69° outside. "King of Wishful Thinking" by Go West plays for the 52nd thyme; it's 2400 hours.

Now the question asks, "Can I save Internet radio?" I do remember writing this editorial to my gnus-paper, The Bakersfield Californian, asking that. & Dr. Mendoza, my psychiatrist, has the newspaper clipping on my file whenever I c him. Twas over a year ago; I'd h8 2 consider myself a 1-hit wonder w/ that thing on the paper. But the least I've done since than was say that the "experimental" comic strips they show on, like, a two or three-month series suck & they should show a daily "Baldo." As I download a Yes music video on YouTube.com, I perhaps tell myself that until I get a jobb, I can't really do anything. I tell myself that a lot. Incidentally, I expect 2 gradu8 this semester. Which reminds me 2 study for my health midterm this Monday.

I think what I wish 2 say amidst all this gibberish is that I feel insignificant.

Its 1419 hours. The #5 Butler vs. #4 MD game is now 3.6 secs from completing as the Terrapins are behind 59-61. Now playing on iTunes is a podcast from KEXP starring Band of Horses. & I got 24 minutes left to finish downloading a podcast of The Stooges at the South by Southwest Music Festival 2007 from KEXP.org.

Its 2133 hours as I return from church and watching a musical at a high school I never attended; "Together Forever" by Rick Astley plays on iTunes for the seventh time (second time tonight). I also herd from a Bonniephile that Maryland lost today, as did VA Commonwealth. It's 11:35 PM in Fargo, ND. & I just successfully downloaded a podcast of Ted Leo from WOXY.com and downloading a song from the iTunes song called "Forget Me Nots" by Patrice Rushen, which I heard on The New Groove 99.3 FM between Mass and a visit to Quizno's. It's 2137 hours as "Ooh Ahh" by Grits (featuring TobyMac) plays on iTunes for the 23rd thyme.

The show that I saw over at Centennial High School was "Joseph & the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat." I've been watching clips on YouTube.com, particularly the one that features "The Pharaoh Song"--the one w/ the seven fat cows.

It's 1349 hours. The #6 Louisville vs. #3 TX A&M game is tied 23-23 with under 3 mins left in the 1st ½. I'm almost finished listening 2 a podcast of a David Vandervelde performance on WOXY.com. & I have 2 continue updating a lo-tech database of songs that were on Top 40 countdowns & Billboard charts. It's 1352 hours as I now listen to "Are You Jimmy Ray" twice.

Its 6:53 PM in St. John's, NB as I just saw a man about a hoarse. Now playing is the just-downloaded podcast of The Stooges from the South By Southwest Music Festival 2007. It's 1454 hours as the Cardinals vs. Aggies game is tied 56 apeace with over 8 mins left in the game.

Its 1534 hours as TX A&M defeats Louisville and I play "Someday" by Nickelback twice. Since I have my own countdown in my iPod, nee the iPod Top 25, I have the ability to push songs up the chart by monitoring the play count on iTunes. This is the seventy-sixth time I'm playing "Someday," which is #8. The #7 song, with 78 plays, is "The Dead Heart" by Midnight Oil. I also have their song "Beds Are Burning." It's 3:38 PM in Kelowna, BC as Nickelback finishes and I now play a KEXP Song of the Day podcast by The Saturday Knights called "45." It's 3:45 PM in Pendleton, OR as I play a country song to complement the rappers The Saturday Knights. Now playing is "John Deere Green" by Joe Diffie. & this is actually the first time I'm playin' it since I had to reinstall iTunes. It's 4:47 PM in Nyssa, OR as I should steppe out to by tickets 2 c that Tim Rice/Andrew Lloyd Webber musical that I mentioned. It's 1548 hrs. It's 1539 hours.

It's 1432 hours as Butler defeats Maryland and advances to the Suite Sixteen, as has OH St. It's 3:36 PM in Tucumcari, NM as I finished listening to Band of Horses; now playing for the forty-ninth time on iTunes is "King of Wishful Thinking" by Go West. You know, from the "Pretty Woman" soundtrack. & The Stooges download is almost complete.

I just got a call from my Dad. Turnzout that my folks are at Walnut Creek visiting my sister Jasmyn and should return tomorrow. I guess that means that I have unlimited use of the computer this weekend, so I can finish copying the Rick Dees charts on my ledger w/o Anna using this computer 2 listen to her alt. rock songs and logging on to that Tribal Wars website. As the TV is still on muting & tuned to the Louisville vs. Texas A&M game, I will probably spend a lot of thyme on this computer. I'll likely be downloading the podcast of Ted Leo on WOXY.com while I'm at church and then watching "Joseph & the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat" over at Centennial High School. Guess I better leave at 3:45 to buy tickets before attending Mass at 5:00. It's 3:14 PM in Ukiah, CA as "Far Away" by Nickelback finishes playing. It's 3:39 PM in Gilette, WY as "Stab My Back" by The All-American Rejects plays for the one hundred & forty-second time. It's the most played song on my iPod. & it's 43-47 Aggies in the #6 Louisville vs. #3 TX A&M game w/ 12:49 left. Guess the guy was fouled beyond the ark.

It's 1610 hours as I listen to "I Tried" by Bone Thugs-N-Harmony featuring Akon on a YouTube video. I just spent the afternoon at Camelot Park & Family Entertainment Center. It's 1612 hours.

As I re-play the music video, I'm lookin' @ the two scorecards I have b4 me. I played both of the two courses at Camelot. I had one hole-in-1. I shot a 73 in the first course and a 64 in the other one. I could've left earlier 2 return here or even try the battin' cages; I haven't really done any exercises w/ my upper body. But this couple that was in front of me @ the second course asked me if I could race w/ them @ the go-karts. I obliged. While we were w8n' 4 a crewman 2 supervise the track, I spoke w/ the guy, Larry, while the lady, Josie, was summoning the crewman. Larry was discussing his profession of racing pigeons. Something about how he has chips in the byrds 2 monitor them during a race & stuff; it's 1627 hours. & I also remember something about how he competes w/ these other teams & their birds as the race starts up north in the Central Valley. It's 1623 hours as I switch over from Bone Thugs-N-Harmony to Ne-Yo with "Because of You"; the song is my 2nd fave 4 today. It's 4:24 PM in Sacramento, CA.

Because I'm losing space on this site, I had 2 delete another post after I saved it on a Microsoft Word file. It's 1619 hrs.

It's 1628 hours as "Because of You" plays. This is probably the third song I've herd w/ that title; the previous two versions are by Kelly Clarkson and 98°. It's 1629 hrs & 86° in Bakersfield. I had actually planned 2 go 2 Camelot Park on this day cuz my communications class was doing the individual presentations; I had already did mine last Thursday. It's the bottom of the hr. as "I Tried" re-plays.

It's 7:35 PM in Philadelphia. I wonder if I should mention about wondering if a young woman by the name of Julie is single; she sits next 2 me in my communications class. If I can also remember, the classmates who were doing their ind. presentations were talking about their jobs, hobbies, & other stuff. I know that one girl by the name of Cat was sharing her comic book art w/ the class; I've seen her at Barnes & Noble when I would meet w/ the creative writers' club. My last visit was in September. It's 4:38 PM in Ely, NV.

It's 4:32 in Kingman, AZ as I sit here typing; over a hour as passed since I left Camelot Park. This was a day where I planned 2, u'no, have fun & fool around. I also knowingly went against my parents' instructions 2 skip colas for a month when I 8 at the Taco Bell/Pizza Hut next 2 Camelot Park & had a Pepsi (& regular Coca-Cola's my actual weekness). It's 1634 hours.

& thus, I've returned 2 Bakersfield College 2 do stuff such as the journal entries for my heath class, finish checking out the charts on Rick.com and finish my latest Bonnie Bernstein drawing. It's 1639 hours. It's 1642 hours as the YouTube video I'm playing is "Throw Some D's" by Rich Boy featuring Polow Da Don. The song is #32 on the Billboard Hot 100. I also remember racing w/ that couple, who I think was Josie and Larry, where I was trialing until the very end when I won. I also remember singin' out loud songs by Fallout Boy, Jim Jones, Chamillionaire, etc. It's 4:45 PM in Kelowna, BC.

As I listen 2 the end of the song, I'm now thinking about, you know, coming back here 2 resume doing my stuff after a, um, customized recess or something. It's 1646 hrs as I play the video again. If I remember in a health journal assignment, one of my negative personality tr8s was that I'm a bit of an hedonist.

It's 1802 hours as the sun still shines. [sunset is at 1902 hours}. So far 2day, the songs I've been listening to have been "Throw Some D's" by Rich Boy (including the remix), "I Tried" by Bone thugs-n-harmony featuring Akon, "Not a Criminal" by Chamillionaire featuring Kelis, and "Because of You" by Ne-Yo. I haven't put "I Tried" in my Top 10 yet.

Good afternoon/evening, yall! It's 1619 hours & 84° here in Bakersfield. It's 1654 hrs as I work on the Wellness Worksheets that's required for the journal in my heath class. It's 7:55 PM in Bangor, ME. 2morrow, after my communication class, I plan to visit the Camelot, um, mini-golf, battin' cage, racetrack, whatever, take a twenty & a coupon, & hit the putt-putt lynx. Perhaps I'll hold on 2 the scorecard 2, um, bring proof. It's 4:21 PM in Winona, AZ as I listen to the Rich Boy music video "Throw Some D's" on YouTube, featuring Polow Da Don. The song is #32 on the Billboard Hot 100. It's 1626 hours. I've also herd the remix on YouTube featuring Lil' Jon, Andre 3000, Jim Jones, Murphy Lee & Nelly, & The Game. It's 1624 hours. If I listen 2 enough of this song, along w/ "Another Criminal" by Chamillionaire, my favourite rapper from last year, I may debut both songs on 2morrow's Top 10. It's 1625 hours.

Entry w/ the Free Cookies & Punch, The
(The 1st paragraph was written on 1/14/2007.

It's 2338 hours as a song by Yes becomes a song by Ziklag on iTunes. Alphabetically, Yes is the third 2 last artist on my iPod music libarry, following Zhane and Ziklag. It's 11:40 PM in CalNevAri.

Its 1812 hours; my brother Alain will b in town probably 2day. I'm sure he's gonna b playin' EA Sports NBA Live 06 on the Nintendo. On my file, I've taken my Lakers to the NBA Finals and they've beaten the Pacers in Game 1. L.A. has Kobe Bryant & Indiana has Kevin Garnett. On that file, I put all the rosters on fantasy draft. It's 1814 hours.

It's 1744 hours as I'm at Bakersfield College listening to the remix of "We Fly High" by Jim Jones featuring T.I., Diddy, JD, Baby, & Young Dro. It's 1746 hours and 52° in Bakersfield.

Earlier, I was working on the homework assignments for my Payroll Accounting class. I N-1Øded 2 go 2 a vendin' ma'sheen on campus & buy a Snickers. & lo & b'hold, there were free cookies, including peanut butter, & punch. I guess its 4 a gallery opening or something. I saw a classm8 from health class. Her name was Tamika, I think. Kinda cute; hope she don't got a boyfriend; it's 1749 hours as "We Fly High" plays again. NEWeighz, I had my fill of peanut butter cookies & one chocolate chip cookie. I thought that I would eat more as I wood during L8 knight snacks 'round all-niters & stuff.

It's 10:02 PM in Havana. "We Fly High" has fallen to #8 on the new Billboard Hot 100. But on my chart, Jones is still #3. I've only herd the remix on JimJones.com. It's 1803 hours as I switch from CapoStatus.com to Diddy.com & listen to "Last Night" featuring Keyshia Cole. It ain't on the Billboard Hot 100 yett. On my chart, the DS Top 10, it spends a second day at #1 & isle probably have Diddy finish the week there. As soon as I heard the current runner-up song, "This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race" by Fallout Boy, I expected to rank that song for as long as a double-digit # of days. It's 1805 hours as I save this draught 2 Czech my blog 4 a post I mite delete.

It's 1808 hours as I continue listening to "Last Night"; gosh, Keyshia Cole sounds amazing on this hit. I just deleted a post which was a analysis of a past Top 10 list. B4 I moved Diddy up from #2, Fall Out Boy had stayed atop the charts for only six days. Yesterday, which was the day I ranked "Last Night" #1, I was actually playin' that song all day here on the computer commons probably expecting 2 get tried of it.

4 those who noticed that three Bonnie Bernstein sound bites have vanished from my site, I threw them out cuz I thought I kneaded 2 make room for three new sound bites. Well, I had the zipped files put on the Yahoo! Groups site, & yet, they somewhat EZLy uploaded on that site.

It's 1759 hours as I saw a man about a hoarse, & washed my hands 2 "visit" the art galley & eat another chocolate chip cookie & punch. Yude wash your hands 2 if u gnu u were using a public PC. It's six on the dot. As I was sayin', I haven't put the new B³ samples on this site. & I have, um, three more sampling assignments comin' up. Bonnie B. will b on Jim Rome 2morrow, than she's got Super Bowl XLI, & the last NFL game of the year, the Pro Bowl.

O yeah. It's also gonna b my baby sister's 15th b'day 2morrow. & being self-absorbed like usual, I haven't gotten around 2 gettin' her a present. Anna wants the Nintendo Wii. It's 1819 hours as I switch from Diddy.com to Nickelback.com & play the video of there new song, "If Everyone Cared." It advances a dozen notches to #38 on the Billboard charts. I could probably place it in the Bottom Five portion of tomorrow's Dominant Sound Top 10. Earlier, I had named them the 2006 DS Rock Artist of the Year.

I intended 2 resume my accounting homework. But it's 1822 hours. So aisle just post this & go home. It's 8:24 PM in Council Bluffs, IA.

It's 1049 hours as I print out the Top 100 list from Rick.com. I also printed out four blog entrees (u'no, hard copy} so I could delete 'em & make room for more entrys such as this 1. It's 10:50 AM in Santa Maria, CA. I was just lookin' at some message board on this Nickelodeon-affili8d site, sayin' how there was a possibility of Bonnie Bernstein getting slimed. O gosh, how I would love 2 c that. & make sure that the stuff covers her face, 2. I dunno; its kinda a turnon or something.
I just learned on the Yahoo! Groups: Bonnie Bernstein fan site that a Bonniephile named Jason is departing. The reason is cuz of some possible dirty deeds takin' place in the Bonniephile fantasy football league. (Now playing for the fifty-first time is "Someday" by Nickelback; it's currently #8 on my iPod Top 25. & next comes Midnight Oil with "Beds Are Burning" on Playlist Essex. It's 1104 hours.
It's 1105 hours as I print out the, um, Rhythmic Top 100 list of 2006 on Rick.com. & I said aloud, "Boy, these songs are old!" 4Xample, the #97 song is "Kiss" by Prince--u'no, the guy that'll perform in Super Bowl XLI (any chancre Indianapolis will represent the AFC?) & I mean, like, I was in grade school when that was a hitt! It's 11:07 AM in Maricopa, CA.
I do notice that "Return of the Mack" by Mark Morrison is #84; that's actually on both Playlist Essex and the "True Crime, Baby!" playlist; not 2 mention my 2nd favourite song of 1997. It's 1112 hours.
I'm currently downloading a new podcast from KEXP w/ fifty-two minutes 2 go. The artist is Jeremy Enigk. Its 1:16 PM in Evansville, IN as "Return of the Mack" plays on iTunes for just the 3rd thyme; last played on November 24.
It's also 45° outside as I look over @ Jason's farewell post on the Bonnie Bernstein site. Uh oh. The podcast download quit on me. But I still got 30.8 MB in the bagg.
It's 1135 hours as the title track to Charlotte Martin's "Stromata" album plays & expects 2 move up & alongside Go West ranked together at 20th (31 plays) on the iTunes Top 25. I'm also lookin' at the NBA standings on the Sports Illustrated website. ABC has maid me aware that Los Angeles (18-9; 2nd in Pacific) and Miami (11-14; 3rd in Southeast) will play again on Xmas.
My parents went Xmas shoppin' last night. I didn't say much other then 2 ask for a car adapter for my iPod. So I'm doubtin' that I'm gonna get EA Sports NHL 2007 or NBA Live 07. & I keep expecting Jasmyn and Alain 2 turn up somethyme this weekend. Its 1:44 PM in Dryden, ON. They were shoppin' 4, like, a Nintendo Wii. What's neat about that game console that it already comes w/ sum, like, sports game. I'm anticip8n' when the next EA Sports games, perhaps the 2008 versions of NHL & NBA, wilby available for the Wii. It's 1148 hours as "All at Once" by The Fray Finnishes playin' again.
Anna seeks 2 use the computer so I better, u'no, tie up some ends; I'm steppin' out for lunch anyway. It's nine until noon & 47° in Bakersfield.
On SI.com, the #19 best-lookin' athlete is tennis player Anastasia Myskina. Eh, she's all right. It's 1155 hours as I play a podcast of Chin Up Chin Up, which is from their Lounge Acts performance on WOXY.com. Outranking Myskina is Sasha Cohen. Oh, she's very cute. I should sketch her. Models Fernanda Motta and Marisa Miller think so, 2.
Still got nineteen minutes left 2 complete downloadin' the Jeremy Enigk podcast. I should probably get the karaoke machine over hear in the den so I can, like, get the microphone 2 record the Bonnie Bernstein sound bites from the Broncos vs. Chiefs game on this computer. It's 1158 hours.
It's 1713 hours as I borrow the computer while Anna is downloadin' songs. The folks went somewhere. So they don't know that I'm lookin' at SlapstickStuff.com which, like, features this girl taking pies & slime & stuff. It's 5:14 PM in Yreka, CA.
Turnz out that the Bonniephile named Jason changed his mind & is stayin'.
It's 1746 hrs as I watch some show about the Nativity on KNXT-TV 49 while one Mozilla Firefocks tab is on BritneysBedroom.com. I'm also typing up a handwritten chronicle of "The Saga of Cydney Calagayan." U'no, I got that Charlotte Martin song in my head which is called "On Your Shore." Dominant sound, perhaps? It's 1748 hours. It's 1808 hours as that Nativity show is still on & I begin 2 try drawing a anime-style picture of Bonnie Bernstein.

Its 0036 hours as "Far Away" by Nickelback plays. The song is #20 on the Billboard Top 100. It's 0033 hours as "A Hopeless Attempt" by Charlotte Martin plays for the twenty-second time on iTunes. The song is "bubbling up" in my iPod Top 25.

I just had a slightly trying day. This usually happens when I'm working in front of my own PC rather then this one (my sister's). It's 0040 hours as "Don't Dream It's Over" by Crowded House plays. On my computer, I've played the song, like, over eight hundred thymes, the most out of any song on that thing. It's 0035 hours. NEweighz, I was unsuccessful in installing a flash drive for my PC, which's got a Windows 98 in it. & believe it or not, this computer also has trouble recognising a rather simple mp3 player I got 4 my b'day. That device contains sound bites which include broadcasts of football games w/ Bonnie Bernstein in 'em. & so far, such mishapes r y I've been unable 2 present the B³ sound bites 2 either this site or the Yahoo! Groups site. It's 0048 hours as "Best I Ever Had" by Vertical Horizon plays again on iTunes.

It's 1:55 AM in Provo, UT. So as I fool around here w/ Aquafans.com on another tab on this Mozilla Firefox browser, I'm starting 2 think that there sure is a lil bitt of bad luck for Bonniephiles such as myself. I mean, the finals r over, so now's the time 2 um use my computer & work on my sound files. But I new that I wooden b usin' that piece-o-crap w/o encountering some problems such as what happened w/ my flash drive. I was so frustr8d that I had a Coke after dinner despite my doctor's suggestions (in other words, I went against my Dad's orders & such) & further risked diabetes & such. I also played "True Crime: Streets of LA" on the GameCube where I was all shootin' @ everybody & gettin' the SWAT 2 sub-do me. It's 0107 hours as that Vertical Horizon song plays again.

It's 1:17 AM, & I'm lookin' @ sum nice underwater photos on Aquafans.com. U'no, the kind I should do some Bonnie sketches after. It's 1:19 AM as "Atmosphere" by dc Talk plays. It also occurred 2 me that I remember this movie called "Turbulence" starrin' Ray Liotta and Lauren Holly, so I logged on 2 RottenTomatoes.com on another browser. It's 0121 hours.

I should b doing more Bonnie drawings, like the ones on Flickr.com. I still haven't done the one that's like the Birth of Venus paintin'. It's 1:08 AM in Astoria, OR. I also haven't continued on w/ my Cydney chronicles since the finals.

2nd Entry w/ the Ergonomic Multitaskin', The
It's 1938 hours as I stop playing Lil Scrappy & switch over 2 iTunes 2 play "Something Like a Hero" by Charlotte Martin. It's 7:39 PM in Oildale, CA. As u should know, I have coined the name "Dominant Sound" or D.S. 2 identify the tune that plays in my head. Well, every December I nominate, like, five or six recording artists for the DS Artist of the Year title. The 2006 nominees are:

Gary Allan


Falling Up


The Fray


Charlotte Martin


Nickelback

It's 1921 hours as "Money in the Bank" by Lil' Scrappy featuring Young Buck plays again. I'm probably gonna push this past the Goo Goo Dolls and Snoop Dogg/R. Kelly in 2morrow's Top 10.
Well, I just finished both my Business Mathematics and Human Relations Skills classes, so I've spent the past few hours foolin' around w/ the computer. I gots, like, two Mozilla Firefox browzas runnin' w/ a total of nine tabbs. It's 10:25 PM in Sherbrooke, PQ. On one tab, I'm followin' the Lakers vs. Mavericks game, where the score is 43-36 Dallas in the 2nd Q. It's 7:27 PM in Baker, CA; it's 53° in Bakersfield.
Anna has this, like, Wacom Tablet thingy where u use a stylus 2 draw stuff. I'm usin' the thing 2 draw, like, simple stuff like maps. I can EZLy draw Western Canadian provinces like AB & SK but not Eastern ones like ON & PQ. It's 10:28 PM in Oshawa, ON.
I still want 2 upgrade my site. But my slothiness or whatever, probably other dutys, have prompted me 2 defer improving the site.
If u hadn't noticed, I now have a Flickr.com site where I can display my Bonnie Bernstein drawerings. It's 1931 hours.

It's 1953 hours; I mentioned that this is the second "ergonomic multitasking" entry. Now playing on iTunes is the Neon Predator remix of "Moonlit" by Falling Up featuring Solomon Olds. That other stuff I'm doing or plan 2 do is, um, draw, balance my checkbook, & watch "Three's Company" on DVD. There's also a TV in the room, so I could watch KNXT-TV 49 if I wish. I think I just missed that German news program, "Deutsche Welle" I think that's what its called. Now playing for the fifth time on iTunes is "What Kind of Fool" by Gary Allan. It's 7:57 PM in Calnevari.

It's 7:47 PM in Lost Hills, CA; its 56-47 Mavs @ halftime. I also have my Czechbook beneath my iPod cuz I understand that the thang ain't exactly balanced. Also, I haven't turned on my old computer 2, u'no, prepare the sound bites from Bonnie Bernstein's Thanksgiving game. I think the Chiefs beet the Broncos. There's also another game that I believe Bonnie will b doing 2morrow night, so I better record that game on KGEO-AM. It's nine minutes until ate p.m.

One Year's Already Gone By
It's 1632 hrs as "It's Amiable" by Benzos plays on Windows Media. Earlier, I was repeatedly playing the music video to "Better Days" by The Goo Goo Dolls also on Windows Media. It's 7:33 PM in Atalanta, GA.

It's 1635 hours as another Goo Goo Dolls video, "Here Is Gone," plays on Windows Media. In 2002, I ranked the song #20. I understand that one year has passed since I built my website on here, something I'm quite proud of. So far, um, it seems I'm moving backward in life (if there ain't any other way I can describe it.) My 10-year Bakersfield High School reunion is in a few weeks & I still haven't moved out of the house yet. My baby sister's PC is still experiencing problems, which is y I continue 2 do much of the web-surfing at Cal State Bakersfield. We still don't have DirecTV or cable. The Bonniephiles r joyous that Bonnie Bernstein is back on TV doing baseball games on ESPN. But I'm still bummed out. Besides, I also want to display some gnu drawings I made for Flickr.com but again, the home PC is still screwed up, & I can't use the scanner. It's 4:41 PM in McFarland, CA.

Also, 8/8, my 28th b'day is approaching. I maid a quick look at the past few blogg entrees I've maid. I only kneaded 2 no the many entrees I've typed up in May. I remember that month clearly cuz a new drug, Geodon, almost interfered w/ my Intro 2 Beeswax final, I met a pretty girl @ a frozen yogurt shoppe but perhaps pestered her 2 much 4 her boss-man 2 throw me out, & on the day after Mother's Day, my Dad has been observing my progress w/ my bipolar disorder like the Dr. that he is rather then as, well, just my Dad. I was pissed off that day. & 2 this day, even after the obligatory talk afterwards, I am still pissed off. 2 me personally, as long as I have a doctor & nurse for a father & mother respectively, & as long as I still got this maniac-depressive thingy, this is a real emotional pain-in-the-neck 4 me. It's 4:48 PM.

Its 108° outside, yett I chose 2 go driving so that I could prepare copys of my next Cydney Calagayan chronicles for the creative writers' club at the Barnes & Noble bookstore 2nite. Not only that, there's a bunch of recyclable material in my trunk, so I gotta have that taken care of in the recycling drop-off centre here on campus. It's 4:54 PM in San Jose. I had 2 housesit for the folks as they went on a Cruz across the Eastern Mediterranean. My mother brought back 4 me a Greece baseball cap & a small Greek flag. Incidentally, I like 2 collect baseball hats & small flags. I actually spent much of the coupl'a weeks wasting time playing "True Crime" on the GameCube. But I also worked on my Cydney story. I've also read some of my mother's romance novels 4 inspiration or whatever. Its three until five.

As "Here Is Gone" becomes "Better Days," the chapter I plan 2 read @ the bookstore is the part where the sorority, Rho Gamma Iota, invites Cydney over to a secrete meeting in a limousine. In a previous meeting, I read a chapter where the other major character in "The Saga of Cydney Calagayan," Peter, asks 2 c Cydney w/o her glasses and plays w/ her hair. Ina Goodling, a member of the creative writers' club, called it pornographic, but the two characters weren't even kissing, if not naked. I've written a whole bunch of stuff for the story, including a few steamy chronicles. I think that the Cydney character is a lil bitt autobiographical. Like me, Cydney grew up in a family that promotes high privileges & values. +, she was also a wallflower as a teen & hopes 2 discover a little adventure & even romance once she leaves the nest. It's 1707 hours.

One chronicle that I wood like 2 present 2 the club is a chapter that displays Cydney's quest for adventure & romance. What I wish 2 demonstr8 is that her life growing up has been boring, predictable, & even a little choreographed from her own parents. It's 5:11 PM. I think maybe that's what I was seeking myself when I made all those visits 2 that frozen yogurt shoppe, because I wanted 2 force a spark between me & that girl. Maybe that's y I'm interested in attending my 10-year reunion & probably that 10-year reunion only, cuz I hope that I could force a spark between me & the girl I was hopelessly attracted 2 back than. Perhaps I wood even like 2 travel to Boston & meet w/ the girl I met online back in '99, 2 c if something magical & wonderful could happen.

Maybe that's y I like some of these Goo Goo Dolls songs or watch sitcoms like "How I Met Your Mother." Because @ this point in my life, I'm just 2 skeptical 2 believe in fairy tales or Hollywood endings or anything I deem magical or mystical. & being a Christian, I have 2 wonder if breathing, a loving family, & the kingdom of God r enuff gifts or miracles for me. Wood I b asking 2 much 4, well, something more? Well, in my Cydney story, when Cydney discovers love & romance, it does happen 2 b w/ a guy who's totally wrong 4 her (i.e. he's married w/ kids). I guess if u want a more cheerful & somewhat candy-coated love story, I should probably find some way on this site 2 present 2 yall that silly love story I wrote about a girl named Bonnie. @ least I take pride that I actually got 2 finish writing the eighteen chapters of it, even if what I wrote seems so amateur. It's 5:21 PM & 107°. Hear's 2 better daze.

It's 1629 hours & 88° in Bakersfield.

Good afternoon! The time is 1526 hours as "Savin' Me" by Nickelback is about 2 play 4 da third thyme. It's 5:27 PM in Ft. Collins, CO. "Savin' Me" is #19 on Billboard & on Rick Dees' charts, it's #6 on the Hit Radio Mix & #4 on the Hot Adult Mix.

It's 1544 hours as I switch from mainstream rock act Nickelback to alt. rock band Benzos. Now playing on the Windows Media Player on repeat mode is "Glass Souls."

In fifty-four minutes, the library will close early as always on Fridaze & Saturdaze. & I'm back on the bike again. I plan 2 bike over 2 my cousin's 2 watch the NBA/NHL playoffs, although I ain't sure if Game One of the Oilers vs. Hurricanes *C Reez is 2nite. It's 7:07 PM in Wilmington, DE & NC. It's 16-08 hours as "Glass Souls" re-plays. Well, I think that's it. I'll probably log on to Goggle.com 2 view photos of Kelly Monaco, whom I just saw on "General Hospital" 2day. "Jerry Springer" was also on that hour. It's 4:09 PM.

Its 1605 hours as that Benzos song plays again. Wade has flu but's excepted 2 play 2nite on ESPN.com. It's 1606 hours.

I'm a bitt bummed out in regards 2 being a Bonniephile or what it means 2 me. So far, I've been making a bit of a promotion 2 get the other Bonniephiles 2 notice the six drawings of her on Flickr.com. @ least that Rob guy made the effort. The directions r a tadd complik8d. When they find they're weigh on 2 Flickr.com, I hope they leave some comments. So far, the past few massages on the Yahoo! fansite r all about the Cincinnati Bengals & some of the dirty deeds [& the thunder chief} that past Bengals have done. Boomer musby proud. It's 3:30 PM in City of Industry, CA as "Savin' Me" plays again.

It's 3:47 PM. I ain't sure if, like me, there r Bonniephiles who also have Flickr.com accounts, assuming they either take lots of pictures of whatever or if, like my mother, still actually uses flim. I did learn in a chat session months ago that the webmaster of the Yahoo! Bonnie Bernstein fansite, Benchsomething, works @ a 1 hr. fotolab, like that Robin Williams filc. It's eleven until fore as "Glass Souls" plays again. This song ain't on Benzos' podcast appearance on the WOXY.com Lounge Acts.

This morning, Jaime aka Bobo the Millennium Clown was kind enuff 2 leave a comment in regards 2 viewing this blog. I thank him for that. After all, I put a lotta hard work, effort, & dedication n2 making this thing. & I have no intentions 2 bag on Anna's efforts in cre8n' her own site long b4 I could. It's 3:46 PM as I was watchin' video clips on SlapstickStuff.com.

As I Finnished reedin' a SI.com article about a comparison between Indy Car Racing & NASCAR (not 4 the non-American F1 fanns), it's 1555 hours as that Benzos song plays again. Earlier last nite, I followed the Phoenix vs. Dallas game on FoxSports.com as well as red about the Carolina victory in a gnus article rather then witness it on television. It's 6:59 PM in Concord, NH. After I departed from Cal State, The Marketplace, a shopping area that's a stone's throe from my house, was hosting that "Concerts by the Fountain" thingy. The band was playin', like, two Johnny Cash songs. It's 1556 hours.

It's four in the afternoon. My mother took her parents I think to some Indian casino N of the county line up in Lemoore, CA. I wooda like 2 have gone, but my iPod's still a paperw8. Not only that, my iTrip, which can play music over the car audio system, broke a few months ago. Thus, my Mom is expectin' me 2 continue doing her American Express bank st8ments & such. I did kinda flirt w/ trouble by taking notes I made & put 'em on a PC here. Funny thing. All the old PCs @ home have Excel; I coulda just stayed home & worked on that while either watching "That '70s Show" or the gnus on TV or listened to Metallica, 50 Cent, Shania Twain, or Los Tigres del Norte on the FM radio.

Drowning in the Emoceans
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: Personal
It's 1448 hours on this Memorial Eve. Now ending is the Nickelback video "Someday" off of Roadrunner Records.com. It's 5:48 PM in Haverhill, MA.

If I wish 2 go public w/ something, I should mention a little story about how I attracted this young lady back in 1999. {"Savin' Me" by Nickelback plays; it's #19 on Billboard & #4 on Rick Dees' Top 40 Hot Adult Mix.] I shall not name names 2 protect the innocent. But I will say that as I was watchin' my graduation tape & came a-X the site of a beautiful brown-eyed girl, both her first & middle name have been stirrin' up 1000 thoughts since that thyme, like, an decade ago. It's 4:37 PM in Yuma, AZ as "Savin' Me" re-plaze.

2 this day, I'm tryin' 2 imit8 my best Sherlock, Angela Lansbury, or Gil Grissom & uncover the mystery of how I attracted this Massachusetts lass. (G, I sound like Snoopy.) It's 5:38 PM in Gary, IN.

I think I'm takin' a bigg risc typin' up somethin' so personnel as this. I'm also bringing up hints & facts as 2 who the intended parties may b. As I switch over to "Someday," I realise that I have written two different un-Finnished literary works. One is some fictional account about striking a romance w/ a hi school crush which ends in a dramatic Shakespearean or Greek fashion. The name of one Maine character is, well, "Marianne." For all yall Tori fanns, there certainly is a deeper inspiration 2 choosing the name "Marianne" if, like me, u listen to her "Boys For Pele" CD. It's 1546 hours as "Someday" plays again.

The other story is about some naive, lonely girl named Cydney Calagayan. Her ethic background is ½-Irish, ½-Filipina. If I wanted 2 choose another Asian nationalty, I could've, but that's another entry. She enters the fictional San Vicente State Univ. & tries to enter a mysterious sorority.

She does not enter SVSU 2 just necessarily get her degree & earn a career, respect, & prestige. She wants a adventure, excitement, & especially romance as she finally leaves her black-n-white nest. If I could try not 2 divulge 2 much, I should say that, um, Cydney eventually discovers love while looking in all the wrong places. It's 1552 hours as "Someday" plays again.

An NBA game is gonna b on TNT at 6:30 PM Mountain Daylite Thyme. I believe it's the Western Conference Finals. As the video ends, I choose not 2 bike back 2 my boyhood home cuz I've been they're 2 many thymes 4 me 2 count.

It's 1523 hours as I listen to a full-length sample of "Pill" by the alternative band Lake Trout. Previously, I've been listening to "Shiny Wrapper" and might *N 1Ø 2 listen to "Riddle," just as I have the last time I biked up to Cal State. It's 6:25 PM in Indianapolis as I prepare the second video by mainstream rock band Nickelback, "Savin' Me." It's 3:25 PM in Antioch, CA.

It's 1529 hours. If I had my iPod w/ me, or actually if I were by my really really old PC listening to the Windows Media Player, I could b listening to a playlist called "Playlist for a Brown-Eyed Girl." The same playlist is called, well, something else on my iPod. It's 3:31 PM in Lake Isabella, CA. It's the bottom of the hour, dudes as I shall play "Savin' Me."

In previous posts, I've written about the girl @ the neighborhood frozen yogurt shop. My parents actually said that I was blacklisted as we passed by it on their way 2 drop me off @ said boyhood home & b free of me.

2 this day, I am still trying 2 figure out how I came on this um Yahoo! Chat site, being friendly, & than I became friendly enuff 2, um, build a correspondence thru email. & as u can c, I like 2 write a lot of stuff. It's 1555 hours hear as I play that Nickelback video again.

Again, the PC @ home's still busted up. Her Yahoo! IM icon is always active. But I am purdy much on the outside lookin' in. Being apprehensive & an tad paranoid here in the CSUB PC labrador, I try my darnest 2 look busy by having a window opened up to MSNBC.com so that I look like I'm doin' research. Currently, in a not-so-packed lab, I don't need 2 worry about foolin' around.

It's a coupl'a mins as the final verse of "Someday" becomes the chorus. Damn, I miss her.

I also miss that girl, too.