Take It Out Of My Hands.

I want the world to kill me
‘Cause then it will not be my fault
I won’t have to feel guilty
When people cry as a result
I won’t have to be scared
As I inflict pain on myself
‘Cause my wish will have been granted
And those feelings can rest with someone else

Take it out of my hands
You’ve gotta understand
That my life is an agonizing,
Painful and uncompromising
Nightmare that I never wake from

I just want to be gone

I want the world to end me
‘Cause I don’t have the courage to do it myself
I want the world to end me
I want to forget everything I’ve felt

‘Cause I’d rather be nothing than what I am
I’d rather be nothing than what I am
I’d rather be no one than who I am
Take it out of my hands

Take it out of my hands
You’ve gotta understand
That my life is an agonizing,
Miserable, uncompromising
Nightmare that I never wake from

Take it out of my hands and make me gone
I’ve felt like this for much too long
It hurts me to just go on
I want to be gone
I want to be gone

I just want to be gone