As if I’m totally insane
Hurting the ones whom I care for
‘Cause I can not feel for them anymore
All I think about is myself
Selfish fucked-up mental health
With freedom found I’m still depressed
As dire thoughts begin to nest
This freedom that I had to find
Is making Corey lose his mind
And though I won’t act out in violence
I’ll maintain my somber silence
The way it has and will always be
Until I fade into obscurity
‘Cause I already feel surrounded
Pressures are being compounded
Expectations are slowly rising
Less room now for compromising
They want to take pride in what I’ve done
What they have helped me to become
I just wish I could be alone
With myself I feel at home
With friends, the pressures drift like smoke
With family, I’m saturated, soaked
Wandering mind makes up itself
Stupid fucked up mental health
The one thing worse than being deranged
Is knowing that I’ll never change
And sadness is my destiny
Until I fade into divinity
Feedback is appreciated.
