Suicide.

The following is a series of haikus about suicide. I figure if I write about it maybe I won't feel I need to commit it.

I just want to be
Put out of my misery
Somebody kill me

Scared of suicide
Only because of the pain
Can’t be worse than this

I don’t have a right
To be jealous or angry
But I am – so die

Worst pain of my life
Not caused by an assailant
Caused purely by me

Fuck, cunt, shit, bitch, prick
Dead, numb, frozen and broken
Fuck this stupid shit

Nothing can cure me
I just sit here, shaking cold
Wishing a way out

If I had a gun
Bedroom walls would be painted
With my fucking blood

My depressia
I feel like I’m a martyr
Suffering for you

Suicidal thoughts
Nest in my head, making noise
Contemplating it

Can not be Holden
Will not (WILL NOT) go that way
Fate doesn’t exist

Somebody save me
I can not cope by myself
I am so alone

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Need to move forward
To put all this shit behind
Make the pain subside

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