Feel.

I feel apathetic towards everything
I feel like I don’t exist
I feel like I’m just playing a character
I feel like I won’t be missed
I feel like everybody’s laughing
At me behind my back
I feel like maybe everything will be better
After another bottle of Jack
I feel like I’ll never find anyone
To help me understand what I feel
I feel like my life is a bleeding wound
That won’t ever heal
I feel like nobody loves me
I feel I’ve got nowhere to hide
Is there something wrong if you only smile
When you’re thinking about suicide?