Mood:  lyrical

Colby's birthday party was really fun--it was really just supposed to be a barbeque at Carl's house, but we brought happy birthday cupcakes and had a good time. colby and i sang songs and played guitar, everyone was really surprised. i'm usually too shy to sing in front of a crowd informally. i couldn't look them in the eye and i kept thinking 'if i could just have one drink (hahaha! one drink!) this would be so much easier'. but after the first song i stopped wanting a drink and got over the nervousness. we very rarely go to places where there's drinking, so it was different for me.

clyde so nice uploaded a bunch of nintendo games and an emulator on my computer here at work so i can play whenever i want!!! speaking of which, that game i bought colby for his birthday is way too violent- Shadow of Rome-you can turn down the violence, but it's still, well, a lot of it is gladiator fighting, so you can imagine. he cut someone in half yesterday, for example. not sure what to do about that. it's kinda my fault though, i forgot to check the rating before i bought it. i was just in a hurry to get out of there, because toys r us has cool stuff, but IT'S A MADHOUSE, all the time. plus stuff is just way too close together in there and it makes me kinda crazy. gonna go to hastings tonight and get megaman anniversary collection sosweet tonight! and tomorrow the its (isaac, our nephew) is coming over at eeeiiiiiiiight thiiiiiiirty in the mooooooorrrning. oh my gooooooosh.

we're still not pregnant. but today i was wondering, can i handle a baby and two jack russell terriers? colby had a dream that we had squirrels for pets. it's not far from the mark, the way they zip around the house. but they're so cute when they're asleep!! i simply MUST get some pictures up.

btw, we'll be in levelland sunday for birthday night.

& amy, call me.