Aiyo , VC so kesian..
7/4/2004

so kesian my dearest bf ..who is still studying for his finance now.Feel so bad that I can cabut from my exam ,which was cancelled due to inefficiency of my faculty .Now looking at him, really wish the exam wasn't cancelled. At least we can suffer together.Now only me cabuting ,really doesnt feel as good.Guess I really love him a lot.Normally I will feel super lucky coz the exam is cancelled.But somehow today ,I dun .Though I was never well-prepared for my exam.Or should I say I m prepared to fail it?haha..I hope not. hmmm..he is rubbing his eyes..is he tired?I'd think so .Wish the stuff that he has covered will come out tomorrow.God,pls let him score well in his exam.

History
On the day of 23rd,I made a decision which I never thought I will ever made and yet that decision brought me a huge surprise and happiness which I can never imagine before. Love occurs to me as just an idiotic phrase those film makers stress on just to bluff money.But this time,I'm on their side. I ,too,become an idiot. An idiot who although already live thru 19 years by herself but still will believe that she cant live without the existence of obk.The love is so intense that everytime I think of obk,I feel the sadness of missing someone deeply . And the feeling of unsecured because terrified by the idea of losing obk.Nothing seems to be important anymore in comparison.I just know that I will alwayz continuously loving this person eternally .