i still havent love him 100%?but i always think on behalf of him.instead of myself.maybe i love myself only 20 % then.everything we do,i think of him first ,what he likes,what he did b4,what he would like to do next,what will make him feel better,is he alrite?,will he be spending too much?,will he feel better if i say that?how can i discuss these with him,is he having enuff space to put his things,to study,is he happy?is he cold?does he need help in ironing,does he wan a coffee,is he hungry?,does he wan companion?will he have enuff sleep?will i bother him if i worrying ?how can i improve myself to make him happy?does he have anything keeping in his heart?why did he get angry ?why is he having bad mood?actually i like to see ppl smiling n laughing.really wish he always do so.