I love Alvin Ong Boon Kooi . I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him so so so so so extremely much .miss him now.heart so heavy.He is sleeping now ,dun wan to kacau him .Yesterday we discussed about my feeling .I confessed that a part of me still rejecting to love him 100%.n he realised it too.perhaps I really m scared n noticed how much I will be hurt if anything goes wrong between us.Remember that very day I cried twice in a day.All due to worthless issues.I felt a stabbing pain on my heart just simple becoz of a daily joke he made.although I did cry b4 in my life,I never ever felt this kind of pain.Copious of tears running down my face uncontrollably.But,in spite of the auto-protecting system which stop me from giving out my love 100 %.I know in the future one day I sure will do .Coz I stop resisting myself to love n think of him today .that's why i m here writing this blog.This confession of love towards him.He is the best I could get .n he is the only one I wan .He is so cute,so adorable,so irresistible,so handsome,so good-looking ,so nice,so gentlemen,so budak,so ladies-like(:p.sure kena whack),so so so ...so many so.I love part n parcels of him.Every tiny bits of him.his talking,his movement,his jokes ,his sweet-talks,his look,his character,his thoughtfulness,his kindness and ...ark!!!so much good things about him.oh my god..I love this guy so much .
Found this question in friendster.
14.if ur bf/gf cheated on u, would u forgive
Interesting.used to think that it doesnt matter n I will just let go of that person if it ever happened.but now I think I cant be that generous anymore.I love him so much.My answer has been modified.I too love him to let go of him.Though I bless that he will have the great times n all that n wish everythings good happened to him. but ..I still wish he only love me.
Therefore,I dun think I will ever forgive them.
I will be dead b4 i can forgive them.
wanna cheat?cross my dead body.:p
but if it will make him feel better ,I will try to forgive him. dunno whether I can be able to but I shall try .Coz if he is happy,i should be feeling happy too.even if he is not with me.as long as he is happy.Why the more I think ,the more sadness I get?better dun think too far..:p hehe..complicated stuff ler,love is.:>but afterall I still love him .n glad to be with him . "muacks " sleep well.love u always.