Layla... that's a good song. Joe Im'ed me today and we started talking about guitars. Gosh, it sure is nice to have a friend to talk guitars with. (Too bad emily doesn't play!) My parents went to some festival today... I am soo happy they didn't make me go. I am surprised that they didn't. I had a guitar lesson today, and so now my fingers hurt. and I am kind of mad at myself because I have been teaching myself how to play the guitar wrong, but don't worry, I figured it all out, and I will be playing songs as soon as you know it. jacob, my teacher is going the teach me a song on Thursday! I am soo excited. It's hot out today... ahhh and I am wearing jeans because all my shorts are in the wash. Oh well. Last night I was praying to God about how I want to make it BIG in my future. I don't know what, I don't know how, I don't know when and I don't know where, but I want to do something in my lifetime that makes me feel usefull and like I was put here on this planet for a purpose. I know the bible says that God has a plan for me, but how can he?? I guess I have been questioning God a lot lately. I mean like why is there so much suffering if God CAN help it and what is up with all these different churches. If we are all Christians, then why can't we just all be the same ans worship one God and leave it at that. I don't see a need for Catholics, Presbyterians, Lutherans, and so the list goes on...And I wish that you really could find peace on Earth, but I also know that it is impossible. Now, back to music.... I really wish that I just knew how to play the guitar really good right now! sorry, i keep talking about guitar, but I am like addicted to it. I want to learn as fast as I can, and still learn it good. But I know that it will take time. Ohh yeah, my mom let me drive the van today. I drove down a few country roads. it was fun! and my mom says that I should get the hang of it quickly. I hope I do. I just hope that I can handle learning how to drive while also learning the guitar and start school all at the same time. I think I can. Well, I hope I can at least. Right now, I really wish I had a swimming pool. that would be really nice right about now.