Why Is It So Hard?
Part I - Yesterday

I believe life as we know it has gone down the drain! Why is it that when someone wants to be themselves, others just break them apart and throw them to the curb! I'm talking about how no one is this millenium has the courrage to be different - or respect those who are! I don't know why i'm soo stressful upon this subject. I just realized today that I can never be "normal" (but what is normal??) and that I'm way to flitzy! I can never make a goddamn decision! Anyways, that's my view of the day. Hope it clears things up for some of you.

p.s - I bombed my Math exam today!! ... what a surprise!

Part II - Today

Today went alot better then yesterday! I am now retracting the flitzy comment because I have made my decision about a certain somebody. I am so stocked that I want to go out tonight and party it up! lol, but the fact that everyone has plans all ready makes my night a living bomb! ah well.. maybe next time. Well, i just have to share with the world that I had a beautiful "kodack" moment today.. yup, and it was as long as maybe 5 seconds..lol, but it was worth it! Well, i'll maybe devulge into this another day.. but for now - PARTY TIME!

-m.