This is a song demo first recording. I recorded it using 'CoolEditPro.EXE' and standard mic. This is a raw first version demo with my voice and guitar. The lyrics reflect my unhappyness growing up in a home where love was tough and even when love was given it wasnt always received. The lyrics makes things sound like Dad was abusive.. but he wasnt really all that abusive. He was just living a hard life and he let us all know it by bringing us down to his level. I was a very sensitive child and I felt my fathers pain literally. I knew when he was unhappy and sad. I always wanted to just tell him that I loved him. I would think of saying it and feel it but never said it. It took me years to say it. Dad I love you.