September Blogs


20030930, 2.12am
Am tired... had a long long chat with Sharkie the other day till 5am..i feel like a walkin zombie now.. am gonna zz.. have classes frm 10am-7pm tomorrow!! >.< the uni is tryin to kill us!! AhhHhh

Anyway hover for messages: Sharkie, Tina, Keiko, Amy, 11, Saku-chan, Nichi-chan, Summer, and finally IRO girls

20030929, 1.29am
Have this sickening feeling in my tummy when i think of the upcoming finals.. this is probably the first time im feeling this way... ^^;; may be because im really slacking this semester.. and i seriously dont understand what is going on in my studies. all da subjects.. it doesnt help tht i have totally no interest in the subjects at all.. i dont know what i want...

Am thinking that i might hafta take a self enforced hiatus frm the web.. which is something tht i doubt tht i can do.. i really wanna do it.. maybe it might help pull up my grades or something.. but then.. i have no self control whatsoever.. I need HELP!! AHHH!!!

Anyway 11, yeap.. i know what u meant by the wanting to mope around and not study.. same here... ah.. i have no future... >.< depressed... Anyway thanks Tina!! Huggies.. thanks for tryin to lift up my spirits.. ^__^ and also hehe pinch 11 for me. haha.. ^__^ Amy, we really need to make tht list and follow it through ne.. and finally, Keiko..aw.. sorry tht im not online to bising u..me busy now. haha a contrast to when u were busy right? Cant wait till Nov, then im free and we can go for dorama shopping and take kuripura pics together!

20030928, 6.43pm
Got permission from 11 to post hers up! Isnt she cute!!?? *pinches 11*



20030928, 5.56pm
Hey all.. ^__^ Here are the pics tht i had taken yesterday with Keiko and Fan Yin .. some of the pics are a lil too dark so i hafta lighten them up else u cant see anything.. eheh and its small! :P didnt bother to upload the bigger sized ones.. ^__^ Oh.. hehee.. we r trying the "Pi" pose.. hehe 11!! Can i post yrs up?? Yrs are too cute!! hehe.. mine failed coz i cant stop laughing..ehheheeh..

Anyway messages first since the pics make the blog long..
Miyuki : Glad tht u liked the earrings! heheheheee....

Sharkie : Since i havent get yr letter yet, will write to u tonite bout the anime fest and etc.. hehe..

Tina : Understand how u felt ne.. and sigh..i gotta do the same thing too!!

11 : Come here and me drive u around. haha...im a horrible driver though..

Saku-chan : Im goin paranoid nowadays when i drive.. are there are any cops around? *looks around*

Amy : Go and become translator for T1!! ehehehheehe but then poor A, U not going to Italy with him.. ahaha.. but then.. U wanna go to the city of love.... A should follow ne!











20030927, 7.30pm
Jus reached home from the Anime festival which was a lil disappointing.. it was too cramped and i felt like im suffocating there! haha. Keiko and Fan looks tht way too.. i think..

Had a nice lunch and was alright la the trip.. haha.. talked a lot .. ^___^... was only dampened by one thing... I was caught by the traffic police this time... URGHHHH ANOTHER FREAKING SUMMONS IN LESS THAN 3 DAYS?? well.. admittedly it was my fault.. it was a traffic jam and i got sick of waiting thus i used the emergency lane to move since there is only a few cars there..

And then.. the police man was hiding there.. AHH!! I couldnt see them at first coz we were on a slope. They were at the bottom of the slope.. i quickly cut back to the driving lane and further cut into the middle lane.. but the police man walked to the middle lane and asked me to go to the side...

AHH!! A traffic summons cost around RM300!! Thts a big difference den my parking summons which is RM80 (can be reduced to RM40).. i was panicking.. Was saying in Malay, "Can you help ?? " the fella was like how can i help...?? Adoi.. finally after 5 mins of scaring me by telling me what he is gonna write on the summons and also i hafta pay by bla bla bla and me telling him tht i have no money to pay and all tht shit, i asked him again, "Can help ar?" And he answered 'How??'.. i said "RM50??" he jus looked at me and said, "Okay"..

The thing is.. IM BROKE!! Hahahaa... I opened my wallet in front of him and I only had 15 bucks left. And its empty! And Fan opened her wallet and took out her money. which was around 15 bucks too.. in all $1 dollar notes and her wallet was empty. Then she wanted to gimme coins but the policeman was saying, "No coins please"

Keiko also had a few bucks left.. and then I was going to take my coins supply which haf a few $1 dollar notes... when he felt pity for us i think.. and he said, nevermind la.. just gimme what u had so far.. I think the money we gaf him looked so pathetic though.. all $1notes..^^;; So finally paid him RM35... sigh....

Messages are below!

Keiko : girly! Hehe.. hope u werent bored to death in the shopping mall and also.. haha not frightened to death in the car~ felt a lil bad since me and Fan was like dragging u around and etc and u seem a lil bored.. gomen ne...

Sharkie :Had a nice chat with u last nite.. hope all goes well in da school thingy today.. seems boring and tiring job though.. ^^;;

11 : But u were so cute doing tht pose ne.. haha oh me and Keiko did tht pose and took a pic.. will scan it when i get the pics tomorrow.. hehee.. but ur definately cute doing tht.. *wonder whether shuld i post it up on my blog.. kawaii 11*

Tina : Girl girl... hehehehe why i dont see ya around??

Summer : Me and Keiko and Fan was talking bout how we think Aiba really looks like a girl.. a pretty girl!! hehe ...

20030927, 12.31am
Tired... fell asleep during lecture today.. was so embarrassing.. ^^;; Anyway going for AXN Anime Festival tomorrow with Keiko and Fan Yin @ Fan.. hehe Keiko is having lotsa FOOOOOOD plans.. haha anyway am really tired.. but haf a small thing to rant about..

Hmm.. I met up with my pet bro (thts somethin like adopted brother to those who dont know what tht is).. anyway.. we went and fetch my sis and her frens back to my house. Her friends are younger den me and is my pet bro's age.. anyway.. the way he behaved is.. well.. different.. more crude and he's using all those foul words that he would almost never use in front of me.. Is that a way to impress people? At tht moment i realise tht i dont really know him as muc as i thought i did. ugh..

Next.messages.. btw..nowadays i'll usually reply most peeps at the shoutbox... so if you dont see yr name over here.. huggies..u arent forgotten!! hahaa..

11 : Yey...glad that u liked it! hahaa and dont worry bout Tina's stuff..hahaha

Summer : Thanks a lot! Huggies..

20030926, 4.39am
So tired and sleepy.. going to go and zz for.. eek.. >.< only 2 hrs before i have to go to college at 8am.. damn... will leave you peeps some personal messages tomorrow. need bed... anyway whatcha think of this pic? Click to enlarge!



20030925, 6.50pm
Im so freaking stupid or what? Ugh.. anyway met up with my fren who passed me the stuff for the website tht im supposed to do for him. Well.. he is gonna pay me 50bucks which I asked for..but tht would be next week.. i had thought of not wanting to do it for him.. but.. i got summons for my car!! 40BUCKS!!! AHHH!! That freaking policeman is pissing me off. I quickly went to my car when i saw him and he was like, "Sorry, I already pressed it" .. OI MISTER POLICEMAN!! U PRESSED IT BUT U DIDNT PRINT IT !!! Bladi hell.. anyway i just show this haughty face and take the summons from him and slap it on my windscreen. What the hell, if im already given summons (btw, thts a parking fine), what for should i remove the car? I may as well let it enjoy its 40bucks parking >.<

Oh..anyway bout being stupid.. actually im gonna die tonite.. no need to sleep i think.. ^^;; The website is due tomorrow!!! He gaf me.. a night to finish up somethin tht i haf no idea of.. and im so freaking tired.... i jus reached back frm 11 hours of class and ive homework to do.. wonder will extra strong coffee works on me.. nah.. so very doubtful.. which is sad..

Too tired to rant longer..need to bathe and then think about what to do for the webbie... talk to u all later

20030925, 10.03am
In college now.. found out tht the page looks super bladi sucky on 1028 resolution... >.< But i dont wanna change my house comp's resolution to a 1028 one coz my eyesight is bad enough.. hahaa.. anyway..

Weee... Maru Maru is approaching its 3000 visitors... well..soon anyway.. another 200 more. ^__^ Am i happy? hahaha.. hell yes.. coz its pretty new site.. but i hope it wont slowly and steadily lose its fans and people start to not come.. ^^;; well..i guess once the flow of visitors dwindle to like maybe 1-2 person a day, I'll close the site down.. ^__^ And i've been lazy and also busy..so havent been updating tht site daily as what i did during its first few weeks.. sorry peeps.. btw.. i know i should be writing this over at Maru Maru but there arent any FTP program at this comp.. ^^;;

And again... Im being influenced by everyone to start calling tht site Maru Maru eventhough its actual name is Black - White - Grey! hahahaa.... alright..gotta go now.. c ya all later..

20030925, 7.25am
I've edited my previous entry a lil.. >.< anyway hafta rush and go to uni.. be prepared to face a dead tired Mel or jus a dead one once i come home.. at 7pm!! what the hell!! ^______^;;;;; Anyway i guess its lucky that i do haf a lil break in between.. i'll be meeting up my old friend whom I knew since my primary school..

20030925, 1.45am
Argh...at the moment..im feeling a lil pissed off... mm... at myself? Ah.. how come I have this look on my face tht people assume tht i will help them out eventhough that person had like practically disappeared frm the face of the earth until they need my help.. Where is the occasional call to go for a drink and etc when you dont need me? Nope.. nada.. ah... is this even called being Friends?

To me being a friend would be being there for the person when the person needs you and also when they dont.. okay.. tht sounds corny but its true. I mean that is what friends are for right? Ive met lotsa false friends and few real ones.. and i think maybe its time i start dropping those false friends. yea.. they are good for u when u need to have a laugh or for social gatherings.. but at the end of the day, u dont need those people who would run away at the first sign of trouble or just disappear till the time they need help

Okay..enough of the stuff above.. next are.... ehehee..some shoutouts to some lovely peeps

Sharkie : Thanks for listening to me rant.. haha.. will write more on my next letter 2 u.haha tomolo nite..ive one page already.. haha lets see how many pages it would amount to before I send it off to u

11 : Hahahaa.. yr comp finally loves me and wanna see me paggie? :P haha.. thanks for yr concern n smses... dont worry ne

Amy : Yeap..but i left the booklet downstairs..will do it later k? hehe..

Miyuki : Cinnamon buns? haha.. i love those..but with cream...wooo..yummy

Btw... my speakers are spoilt.. >.< so im using this speakers tht my sis bought sometime ago.. erm.. dont know what type of speakers are they..but damn they sound crappy..haha but better than totally no sound for 2-3 weeks!

20030924, 11.17am
Arghhh....bad news!!!! I CANT GO TO HK!!! Parents are now standing united against me going to HK!...sob sob.... ugh.. sniff sniff..i was lookin forward to meeting u guys.. sigh...

P.S I've added a new H sister..hahaa who else but our Tsuba-chan!! Hahaha... that H girl!!

20030924, 9.23am
Just woke up.. hehe.. ^^;; I have class at 5pm later. idiotic times huh.. gotta blame all of that on my block lectures.. and today..im gonna go there dressed like an Eskimo.. ^___^ haha..lets just hope the air cond is not spoilt else i will jus wither in the heat.. :P

Read the Underworld book yesterday to kill the 2 hrs in between class.. I was really looking forward to the movie but then the book is more of guns bang bang bang then it is of vampires and lycans.. mm... they do feature all those interesting characters..but then at the same time, they were going against all da myths.. esp the vampires, eg they can look at the mirror and see a reflection, and that they are not adverse towards running water.. haha... lets see whether does the movie meets/surpass all my expectations..

Okay. a lil update and information bout the Student Cultural Exchange thingy. ^__^ It is an exchange with Hong Kong University of Science and Technology. 11, Thats why Im gonna be neighbours with Tina if i go..hahaha coz i'll be staying at the hostels provided by them for their normal students. Next... well... mum gaf me the permission to go already.. now its just my dad's side.. ^__^ And also whether i get chosen to go by the college or not plays a big factor. If the response to the program is very good, then i might not be chosen to go ne.. ^^;; me wanna go!! hahaa. wanna meet up with all you Hong Kong girls!

Gonna check up on IRO and the other forums tht i usually participate in.. haha.. am lost on news..!! Btw.. i might be scanning this really young pics of KAT-TUN and TxT! haha..they look so... YOUNG! Who would have known in 2000 and in 2003, they would look so very different?

Hover over yr names for messages :11, Sharkie, Tina, Amy, Miyuki, Saku-chan and Fran

20030923, 8.10pm
Im tired...dead tired...came back from college at 7.30pm...was there since 9am..ugh....and to think that for the next two days, i'll be finishing class at 7pm!! ahh!!! FAINTS...on to some interesting news..i might be applying for the Student Cultural Exchange thingy to.... HONG KONG!! hahahaha...watch out 11 and Tina!! I might be coming near u...especially TINA since I will practically be your neighbour if i go ne..

Anyway..a new layout... I've changed the layout three times this month..haha..anyway expect this one to stay..till i get bored of it and use some other layouts lying around in my comp..Gotta go and bath n do my homework. >.< so tiring...

A general HUGS to all tht came here.. hehe.. huggies all me IRO BABES~

P.S Im frozen...^^;; i really felt like an icicle today! the bladi aircond in the uni is so cold..and i was there for..OHMYGOD TEN HOURS!! i jus realised tht...^^;;

20030923, 2.05am
Eek...sorry Jessika! I had linked u under Links part and it was under the IRO Banner..hehe but then now I had created a new part where it is more..hehe..visible! ^___^ and Corrine! Girly..sorry..somehow yr link disappeared! >.< hehe..so i readded ya again.. And Fran, thanks for comin! hehe..i loved yr blog too..Sho!!!! Okay..erm...nothing else to say except OYASUMI!!!

20030922, 5.31pm
the lecturer was frm Sydney, this caucasion guy..anyway..haha the class was a tinsy itsy bit noisy...not relli noisy..jus a murmuring can be heard most of the time ..anyway i was whispering to my fren somethin and he jus hafta go "Can you at the back there please stop talking?" I jus shrugged my shoulders.. and then he continued , "I dont know whether is it distracting to your other classmates but its distracting to me." bla bla bla.. ^^;; watever.. i was fallin asleep at his lecture.. he was goin on so bladi slow and he was jus readin frm the slides..no additional comments or etc.. >.< Anyway me wanna go and rest..i was half asleep at his lecture.. I hafta do lotsa stuff tonight.. so much homework due tomorrow.. ^^;;

20030922, 2.40pm
Okay..im giving up on the bgm frm cds..for the moment.. ugh..coz seems like no one can hear da music when im using the other method..maybe its coz the file is too big and the other method loads it slower? Argh..anyway for the moment, chill to Akanishi Jin's Hesitate..i gotta rush to class now..am late late late..

Btw, Sharkie..hehe am looking forward to it...diff pics...

20030922, 9.19am
Hey!! Had this really..interesting chat with Amy last night..haha...as usual being our H selves we talked about..haha well..KATs...anyway am really tired since i was up til 4am doing my dog assignment which is due today..hafta go change and go to college to hand in the assignment.. >.< .. ugh...

By the way, Dessey and Summer, i'll put back the player since you all cant hear the music. But its not going to autostart. So you will hafta click on the play button coz i think if its autostart, you will have problem enterin my page..well..some people will..haha ^_^;;

Eh...Dessey, you're a sagittarian? Hahaha.. which day which month? Same as me? yey.. huggies!!

And also..hehe new layout soon! Erm...maybe tomorrow or should i wait till October? ^___^

20030921, 7.02pm
Took away the player for the bgm..i think it should work now....

20030921, 6.48pm
Just found out that some people cant load my blog..due to the music? >.< oh well.. then I'll go back to using some japanese songs since its an infringement of some copyright thingy if i use english songs.. sob sob.. ive made so much of the new bgms of Evanescence...ah..and i think i cant use it since its frm a cd tht i have burnt.. im getting pissed off..will ask Amy bout this..

20030921, 4.59pm
Saw pictures of KAT-TUN in Poporo for October i think..anyway Kame recolored his hair to light brown i think.. Jin permed his.. ugh.. Koki had a weird braid thingy and Ueda SMILED!! OH MY GOODNESS~~ HE SMILED!! Hahahaa.. what a major thingy huh.. and Maru as usual look kawai..but his hair was too puffy.. oops. almost forgot bout Junno.. he had streaks in his hair again and its straight again.. no more perm.. thank goodness..

Anyway..messages for some people! Hover over names please!
Amy, Sharkie, Kristee, Summer, 11, Tina and Keiko

20030920, 10.19pm
A lot of ABC in tonight's SC. Hahaha..KAT-TUN performed a medley and Love or Like.. ^__^ That was good..i havent seen them performing tht song for quite sometime..Interesting parts..okay, the the first one was like what "yellow card" actions the jr.s are doing and Maru was accused for coming late all the time by Koki, but then Maru was like "WELL, u were also late when we were going out one day" ^__^.. haha NEXT...the funniest part..hahahaa

Ueda accused Kame for touching his butt all the time. And Kame was like "Well, Ueda-kun's butt is so small and soft and.....so i feel like touching" and Ueda was like "Please make him stop groping my ass...." hahaha and Murakami was funny.....he was like "UEDA!!! why is ur lips so white ?!(what ALL the fans wanted to ask ueda) Are u okay ? " and started calling Ueda the "person with the white lips"..

There was a section where Tokyo Jrs are asking Kansai Jrs some questions. Previously in another SC episode where it was shot at Osaka, they had this section and instead the Kansai Jrs asked the Tokyo Jrs the question. This time had Ueda was saying to Ryo, "What are you trying to say to me?". And then Ryo was like, "Who are you?". Then everyone told Ueda to answer it. And Ueda said, "I'm Tatsuya Ueda." And then Ueda said, "There's a PS." And Hina was like, "Ahh! That is so sweet!!" He said somethin in the PS and then said, "Yeah I like Ryo-kun a lot." Ryo also said, "Erm, yeah, me too! I like you too!" And Ueda said, "Will you sing a song for me?".. haha...

Btw..haha almost forgot..Ueda walked into the mic..haha and then he was tryin not to laugh and Shingo was saying..eh he is laughin!! everyone..Ueda is laughing!! Hahaaha Okay...i just gotta say this.. KAME!!!!! AHHH!!! hehehe..he is growing more and more kawaii!! hahaha..especially when he laughes .. he seems so cheeky ne...

20030920, 4.29pm
Decided to change the BGM.. ^__^ This is one of my fav groups of all time. Thanks Amy for teaching me how to convert this ya.. and Sharkie, dont get too stressed..woke up and read yr email and was thinkin to myself.. wow..this girl is too stressed out! Huggies..and Summer, hope i can see ya too end of the year..

Btw, if you all still wanna download the Akanishi Jin's Hesitate, u can go to Maru Maru and get the details from there.

20030920, 4.44am
Need my beauty sleep..finally finished da layout.. gonna get some rest so tht i can do my doggie documentation tomorrow. Keiko, hope you like it!

20030920, 1.39am
Getting pissy at the doggie's documentation..making a blog layout for a fren now.. ^__^ hope u like it !!

20030919, 7.44pm
Just reached home.. ^__^ had a very nice surprise today..hehe or should i say THREE surprises today which is packed into one? ;) thanks 11,Tina and Ami!! Huggies.. luv da stuff u all sent me.. gonna send out some stuff to u guys as well as Sharkie as soon as i reconfirmed the addies.. ^^;; i cant read some of the addies... gomen ne.. hehe... anyway...ahh the pics are all so droolable... gonna sleep with it tonight!! And 11, da angel reminds me of.. haha.. you.. coz u are almost always tht cheery.. ^__^

On to other stuff, i went and rehighlighted my hair.. well..previously it was dark brown with red streaks.. now its more of black and well.. haha..reddish black streaks.. da red didnt come out as much as I had expected.. for once in almost 6 years, I look like such a good girl!! Hahahaaha... I never had black hair for ages... even in high school last time, my hair was colored a lil reddish.. well.. lets not talk bout my blonde hair days at my matriculation course.. hehe..

Tomorrow I'll hafta go back to the shop tht sold me my computer speakers.. one side is.. well.. there is NO sound coming out from it. ugh..pissing me off

Song that i cant stop playing at the moment is Evanescence - October!!Ahh.. this is such a random sentence huh? Oh well...thats all..

Hover for messages : Ami, Tina, 11, Sharkie, Nichi Chan and Amy

20030919, 4.26am
Ah..im such a pig.. slept frm 7pm yesterday till 2am this morning.haha after tht bathed and watched the League of Extraordinary Gentlemen... mm... not bad... i mean da show.. alrighty.... gotta go and finish up the show and then get some more beauty sleep.. ^^;;

20030918, 4.45pm
Supposed to go and sleep...and then remembered something weird...erm..interesting..^^;;

Had a weird...not necessary bad dream last night.. I was back at the library (my high school library which used to be my 2nd home back at my schooling days).. anyway somehow i was supposed to repair the computer or something like tht and i gaf up halfway and then while walkin off, I met this jr who was under me and who became the next library vice president after my board retired. And i was bossing him around and asking him to repair the comps and etc since he is IT savvy.. well.tht is not the interesting part.. jump a few scenes.

I was at this large room sleeping on the floor. There are a few other people around. There was this guy whom i just cant seem to remember now whom i liked.. i think.. in da dream i liked him at least.. well.. somehow i woke up late and then i had to rush off to school (i was in high school) and then i just kissed da guy's cheek goodbye and sprinted to school. Once in school, i was approaching my class. It was a Maths class with some guy teacher and the whole class there paying attention. I remember feeling a lil unsure of entering the class or not since I had been skipping that class. Anyway i finally entered the class and told the lecturer my excuse of being late. And then I was sitting in front of the class..facing the whole class and then suddenly there was a boycott against me.. ^^;; getting weird .. And supposedly the class dont agree on me being with the guy (the one tht i pecked on the cheek) and they are his friends or something like that.

They were calling out stuff like "You're useless!" "Not worthy" "Go and die la!"... and then in my dream I got fed up and say "Fine, you want me to die? So be it" and i took out this razor blade and slashed my wrists in front of the whole class. O_o the whole class went quiet seeing the blood gushing frm my wrists since after slashing, i just stuck up my wrists in the air just to snub my nose at them.. ^^;;

The dream ended shortly after that.. mm.. wonder what does that mean. well.. when i think of it.. mm.. that is probably something that drastic Mel will do when she is pissed off terribly.. coz sometimes when im terribly pissed off with people who kept on asking me to do this and that, i will go like "Fine.. i'll do it. are you happy now??? "

On to more cheerful stuff.. Evanescence gotta be one of my fav groups.. Most people start to know them after Daredevil the movie. well.. if you like their song frm there, get their album. I love Fields of Innocence,Haunted and Going Under to name a few. I'll try to put it up as my BGM but then the file is a lil too large.. ^^;;

anyway..end of this crap session..

20030918, 3.48pm
Haha just went to Amy's blog.. ^__^ feisty turtle huh.. too active and nasty for me to hold him for more than 10 mins.. gomen ne Amy..will get Maru and Koki to help me next time.... haha that way you can have a 20 mins chat instead.. :P

Btw, Keiko, the pic for u to click to dl the doggie is below the blog entry..erm.. a few paragraphs below.. ^__^

Just now went for lunch with mum at a shopping mall nearby my house. At the parking (basement) place, we were walking towards our car when this car was trying to park in front of us. The gal must be really horrible at parking coz she totally miscalculated the space in front thus the butt of the car was jutting out. My mum being da blur one was sidestepping the car (we were behind da car).. and she didnt even look at the road to see whether are there any oncoming cars.. well.. there was one car speeding. You can hear the tyres screeching while the driver slammed on the brakes. I was like "OI!! CAR!!"... she was still blurly walkin in the path of the car.. Then she turned and look at the car and screamed.. ^^;; her position was... erm.. a lil mean of me but then it was a lil comical.. and i burst out laughing.. she started bla bla bla bout the car driving too fast in the parking lot and all.. well.. in the end i just told her, erm.. thts true and all but you were in the middle of the road ne... ^^;;

Just now a guy fren frm college called. He was so happy since he was exempted from having to take his IELTS (thts a compulsory english paper that everyone hafta take if they are in an Australian degree.. but I didnt take it since i already have my ESL from my matriculation course).. and he was offered a AUD$4000 scholarship!!!!!! If he decides to go off to Australia.. WHAT THE.......!!!! Im being sourgrapes now... my results and his are pretty alike.. well... except for last sem where I had one Distinction, one Credit and two Passes (was playing last sem).. ahh..anyway last time when i first entered the uni with my matriculation results. i wasnt given any scholarship.. >.< just because i missed out by one miserable mark!!! imagine the frustration... You have to get 70 to be legible for the scholarship.. and i got 69! That miserable 1 mark cost me RM15000! >.< Okay...enough of my ranting.. I wanna go and get some rest and then tonight i have to write out the documentation for the dog

Hover for messages : Amy and Sharkie

20030918, 11.58am
Ahhh SHARKIE!!!!! i got yr letter and poster!!! i see skinnnnnnn!! hahahaha...thanks a lot gal! luv ya!! lemme gif ya a big big big MUAKS *thts a kiss ;)*

Next, thanks all for reviewing on da dog. hehe.. psst.. 11, yeap ive been receiving yr sms!! hehe but tht time i saw u on msn and icq, so i didnt reply. ^^;; hehe and next, Tina, hope u feel loads better ne~!

20030918, 12.58am
Now im seriously loving Sharkie! Hehehe.. she is just too lovable.. ahh.. we r crapping too much ne.. and also..haha i think i've become more H by spending time with you.. haha.. it was fun fun fun talking to u for so long..for practically the whole nite after not being able to have a long chat with u for so very long

Anyway at the same time I was also talking to Amy bout hips and dancing and the relevance of it to performance on bed... oh my goodness.. I think most people can make the connection to what im talking about.. haha.. which group is emphasizing on Hips these days? :P

Back to Sharkie, I just found out that we both really like.. or i should say LOVE vampire movies.. haha... i so gotta watch Underworld.. saw the preview and it was ... wah... i hafta get my hands on tht vid!!

Anyway wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY! ^__^ japanese guys likes older girls ne.. :D hehe.. so thats a hellavu encouragement for u ne..

A general message to all people to tried out da doggie.. thanks..arigato..xie xie..terima kasih..kam sia! ^__^

Psst...Sharkie...im seriously cussing da postman now..

20030917, 4.11pm
Calling all Guinea Pigs... i need people to test out this Baby Aibo program that i made for my programming assignment. Firstly, bear in mind that this is just a basic fundamental course.. so it wont be very flashy or animated and etc.. im just fulfilling the basic requirements of the project..

Secondly.. who would have guessed that something that is so simple would need so much time to code it!! >.< and finally, please comment on any parts of the program that u think is not working correctly, eg, the score doesnt come out and etc.

Thanks a lot~~please click the pic below to download the program



20030917, 1.38pm
Getting frustrated with the idiotic dog!!! sob sob!! i finally made it work..halfway..now it doesnt want to stoP!!! uwa... >.< anyway on to other stuff.. the news about NEWS is still making some.. well.. news..haha stil think that sounds lame.. haha.. anyway yesterday afternoon had this really.. haha fun but short chat with Amy bout *gonna steal yr word here Amy* bl! hehe.. well.. our conversation was so weird.. we were talkin as if we are those guys and then roleplaying..haha.. was fun fun fun though.. hope 2 talk to u tonite girl. and yes..i wish i can go to Jakarta too!! My dad gonna be there for around 3-4 days.. sigh.. my mum wanna go..well.. if she wanna go, i could probably follow along if its not for my upcomin finals which i have no confidence in since im too distracted with JE idols... in particular KAT-TUN!! haha..

Sharkie.. don't bother with those pigheaded peeps at *u know where*.. well. just think of them as people who cant accept the facts and also everyone have different way of thinking.. and sometimes we just cant get the facts through them! Btw, good luck for yr SATs! well.. for the preparation anyway.. and also yeap.. i also gotta spend more time on my studies else i'll be flunking this semester.. something that i cannot afford..

I might hafta put Maru Maru on hiatus.. well.. maybe in October-November since that is the time i'll be super busy with my finals and etc. And then for mid Nov-Jan, although Im having my year end hols, i might be having my internship at either KPMG (Peat Marwick) or Deloitte-Kassim Chan or Ernst and Young depending on which audit firm will accept me.. oops..that reminds me.. i havent wrote my cover letter to be included in my resume. ^^;; no time.. back to my doggie first..!!

20030916, 11.11am
Removed the Kanjani 8 Blog Crew.. it seems weird to have that up since there are no longer 8 members.. ^^;;

Anyway i've uploaded the news about NEWS.. ergh..tht sounds lame...^^;; The files are splitted and u can join them using HJsplitter. Go to http://briefcase.yahoo.com

Login : je_news
Password : 123456

20030916, 10.38am
Was doing my Dog project till i get really pissed off with it. Bladi hell...cant it just work the way i want it to? Onto other news, I was reading this forum thread where they are all going against NEWS and how they are asking fans to write in to Johnny Ent to protest against this group and the boycotting of the new single.. ^^;; alright..that cant be too good ne... Yea.. im also not really keen on the new group.. but since they are already announced as the official group so whats with all the protesting? Jus wait for the single and then pass comments after you have seen and heard the new single..



20030916, 8.30am
Hey all..hm..woke up really early since my friend smsed me at 6.15am...ugh..should have off my phone! sick sick sick.. anyway just read what i have written so far bout NEWS. Am feeling a lil ashamed of my ranting bout it.. Gomen ne.. but after hearing what Sharkie had said..i agree with her. Let us all listen to the new single and their performance on that and then give an opinion and judgement on that. It is coz we havent seen them performing as a group before, thus they *might* be actually good as a group than at their previous groups.. Ive been reading at some forums that they are planning to boycott the new single.. aiks.. hm... lets give them a chance!

Anyway im off to upload some really nice October pics of KAT-TUN at Maru(x2)

Hover for messages : Sharkie, 11 and Jae

20030915, 10.40pm
What the heck is going on with Johnny Jimusho??? What type of combination of people are these?? I havent heard of some of them..ever.... And i pity the splitted groups..what they must be feeling..their most popular members are all taken away..what is the future for them? Nothing! BLAH!!

I guess Johnny Ent. cant debut KAT-TUN since they are the most popular Jrs now..they r the money bringers.. luckily they didnt split KAT-TUN up..or else... Will they be the next Jrs leaders? Since 4tops are now only 3tops.. ^^;;

As usual.. hover for messages : Sharkie, 11, Ami and Amy

20030915, 7.17pm
Uwa!! The new group is called NEWS which consists of Yamapi, Uchi Hiroki, Nishikido Ryo, Moriuchi, Kusano, Koyama, Kato, Matsuda and Tegotshi Yuta!

20030915, 12.35pm
14th September 2003, 6.00pm A lil of a sorethroat
14th September 2003, 7.00pm Ate spicy food + rice crackers + curry
14th September 2003, 9.00pm Finding for lozenges for the throat.. ^^;;
15th September 2003, 8.00am Woke up with a terrible sorethroat
15th September 2003, 9.00am Sorethroat escalated to joints ache and dizziness
15th September 2003, 11.00am Headache comes and join the wagon
15th September 2003, 12.30pm Its official.. im sick.. >.<

Anyway last night I had the most interesting chat with Amy... ahh we two are Hentais!! Hahahaha.. we being our crappy selves are talking bout couples in KAT-TUN and etc.. sorry for those who are a lil quirky bout these topics..^^;; you might wanna skip this paragraph then..Anyway we were saying of how Junno was being so genki at the SC performance and that he was blowing a kiss at the camera. And then we have our lil theory behind it. K*** had finally returned Junno's feelings..haha. Well. For Ueda's sour face.. we reckoned that he had broken up with someone.. ^^;; Someone with a G or J name? ;) ah ok..enough of this crapping..

Wanna thank Amy for scanning those super duper lovely pictures from the October issues...Everyone!! BUY IT!! Its really really good! Uwa... i will upload it in the Maru Maru site tonight after i get some sleep coz Im feeling really shitty now.. the guys are super kakkoii in it. At the moment, I've only uploaded 4 of it. But you all can take a look at it first. Was thinkin of not putting up those individual pics since it is supposed to be a Maru site..but then...they are too droolworthy to not put it up!

Btw...this sucks!! *sorry for skipping my topics from here and there*.. Sucks coz i always seem to get sick during my holidays!! >.< Im having a week off from uni.well..i'll be online a lot since i hafta do my assignment on da comp.. But i'll still have to go to university to meet up with my group mates for two other assignment.. whoever said that uni is easy and fun is MAD MAD MAD!

Btw,if anyone cant hear the BGM, go to Maru Maru to download it. ^__^ And just a lil thought.. why does everyone refer to that site as Maru Maru? hehe.. coz the actual name for the website is - b l a c k - w h i t e - g r e y -

15th September 2003, 12.46pm Im off to bed

Hover for messages : Sharkie, Summer, 11, Amy, Keiko, Tina and Junko *Sg*

20030914, 8.49pm
Okay..this is something that i forgot to post uP! gomen ne. its about the Arashi Concert in August 2003. My friend gave me a short interesting report bout it. Thanks Junko!~ Those in * are my own comments

It was Matsujun's b-day on 8/30 and they had concert on that day oso, so members gave a present to Jun. First, Aiba-chan gave him a pair of boxers and a thong! *Thong??!!!* and everyone (including Jun) laughed as it was a thong for guys. Every member was going like , " Aiba-chan, where did you buy it??"

And next was Ohno-kun, so Ohno-kun stepped foward to Jun singing the "Wedding theme song"* not sure if u know it but its really well known in Japan* and then Jun stepped foward as well, then they both suddenly looked back and rubbed their lips (to get ready for the kiss) and then Jun hesitated and kiss on Ohno-kun's forehead *uwa...!!!!* And then Ohno-kun gave him a set of stuff to do with beer, like beer holder, cooler, big keg, and stuff, and Jun was like "Lets drink beer tonight" *the word "together" was so specific as if only Ohno-kun and Jun together drinking..without the other members!*

And then after that, Ohno-kun kinda hugged Jun from the back since Jun was trying to open the present but he also had to talk and he can-t hold the mic. So Ohno and Jun both sat down and Ohno was in the back holding the mic from behind to let Jun speak *do you get what i mean so far?*....then Sho was saying something like "You guys r so.....so....." ( trying to say gay but not saying the exact words...)" and he seemed jealous! *hahahaa*

Sho gave Jun a wine that is made in 1983 while Nino gave him somethin to do with a car.i think.. hehe..thats all...uwa....the concert seems realy interesting!

And again..please don't download the bgm frm this webpage. Please go to the Maru Maru fansite to get the links from there. Arigato!

20030914, 5.58pm
Uwa..getting a terrible sorethroat.. the rice crackers that im eating isnt helping too much! ^^;; Anyway thanks Eri!...hehe now my baseball knowledge isnt as bad as before..haha.. and the diagram is sooo cute! Next, Amy..drool..i love da pics that u sent me.. I will put it up on Maru Maru page tonight. I have some dinner thingy to go to later..dont know whether to go or not..hmm Vietnamese food... oh well..here i come! hehe..im a greedy pig

11!! yey..i saw u on MSN! U are too cute!! hahaa..blur 11! ^^;; Don't be too embarrassed..it happens..hahaha *pinches 11's cheeks*

P.S.. How do you like the BGM? ahahaha..the quality is a lil sucky though..but if you like da song..hehe please be patient..i will upload it onto the Maru Maru website tonight. Don't download from here..I dont want to exceed the meager 1gig a day bandwidth provided by Angelfire

20030914, 3.36pm
Just reached home..tired..wanna shower and then continue on my layout.. mm.. btw...here are some fun facts about SC tht i forgot to include last night..hehe

1 . Jin was blowing into Kame's face/ear when Kame was saying the tongue twister for the first time and then whacked Kame's head.
2 . Maru's hair look like it had been trimmed a little..or maybe straightened a lil again?
3 . Ueda have this unsatisfied look on his face the whole time. As if he was forced to be there..^^;;
4 . Junno sang his 'Paradise' song
5 . The 'Heartbreak Club' rendition is the same as the one at the ya-ya-yah's show.. yey.. we get to hear all members' voices..

6 . 'No matter matter/no mata mata' is sung slightly differently. At the first verse, it had Kame singing and Jin was 'rapping'
7 . The dance for No matter matter was also slightly different
8 . The teams for the sports thingy is *i finally remembered!!* Kame, Yamashita Soon, Akama and Ueda while the other team is Jin, Junno, Kusano..and the ABC boy's name which i still forgot.. ^^;;

Thats pretty much it..hahaha... anyway hover name for messages
Tina, Sharkie, Keiko and 11

20030913, 10.40pm
Uwa... O_O!! KAT-TUN!!! This week's Shounen Club was entertaining. KAT-TUN are wearing the red and black outfits (The outfits for their Harukana Yakusoku performance). There was this mini sport thingy where there are 2 teams, one is headed by Jin and the other headed by Kame. It was very cute where in the end Kame's team won. The funniest part there was Ueda had to do this no hand flip thingy.. he stripped off his shoes, rolled up his shiny red leather pants and tried to take off his necklace which in the end he didnt. When he did those flips.. the first one was okay.but the second one was a lil..haha..FUNNY!! And then the camera zoomed to Jin who was squating down. His face expression was like "WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT?" before he started laughing. It was so funny!! hehe.. btw, the teams are Kame, Ueda, Akama and one more guy whose name i forgot while Jin's team are Jin, Junno, Kusano and one ABC guy. Btw, poor Akama!!! ^^; He fell while trying to do the flip thingy. Actually Kame's group is worse den Jin's group at the flips but then they still won..hahaa

After that they have this lil tongue twister thingy. Now they are dressed in white. Jin was wearing this sleeveless thingy and this skirt with a silver cross in front of his pants. Kame looks cute with that tie! ahaha.. it reminds me of the photoshoot where all the KAT-TUN was wearing white and spectacles and ties..forgot wat magazine it was from. Anyway, now the ones who hafta speak is Jin, Kame , Kusano and one guy whose name i keep forgetting! Hehe.. Jin's tongue twister was easy and he managed to say it 3 times very fast. Kame's one was funnY! First time, he got it totally wrong! u can see that before he had his turn, he was repeating it to himself, trying to get it right. The second time he tried, the first verse was right and then it went all wrong and he even said "Kazuya" which wasnt even at all in the twister. HAHAHA Kusano got his right and the other guy got it half right as he was saying it very slowly.

After that, if im not mistaken, Kame was saying that Jin's one was so easy compared to him and then to prove it, he went and said Jin's twister really fast 3 times and got it right..haha

Next...uwa...the performance!! ^___^ SEXY!!! Recommend you all to get it from WinMX or watch it if u havent yet!! The medley was great!! Jin's solo was great as well! His voice was really nice there. It was Kimi wo omoutoki followed by another song..i'll go find out the name soon.. it was so familiar... ^^;;

And finally..they sang Heartbreak club!! Uwa...i missed that song! Last time i saw them performing that song so many times and then they stopped performing it.. now if they would perform "My angel,you are angel" again! Was hoping for Jin's Hesitate but no luck this time. Lets hope the next one is KAT-TUN concetrated as well!

Watched Stand Up! episode 10.. uwa...so sad... :( waiting for epi 11.. anyway enough of crapping..its getting too long! hahahaa... Only one shoutout today. 11!! Miss ya too!! Cant wait for u to watch the SC performance...Kame is so kawaii!!!

20030913, 6.57pm
Just finished bathing after reaching home from the 9hours conference.. >.< ugh... anyway firstly i wanna give a warning.. If i found out again that the yahoo IDs that i have created to upload the files for people to download from are being used for registering for Yahoo! Groups, I will stop uploading files to be shared. It might just be a small thing for you all and you are wondering what is the big fuss over something so trivial.. its just that I get weirded out thinking that someone is using my ID to post at groups.. ^^;; consider the warning given

Secondly, uwa...there is Shounen Club later! yey yey! Waiting for it

Thirdly, at least the conference wasnt a total waste of time..i was listening to my mp3 player and also sketching some stuff and making scratch layouts to be used for this blog. Will probably get a start on that tonight since next week i'll be too busy doing 3 assignments..

20030913, 2.52am
Okay..this is getting weird... found out tht someone used my yahoo ID to register for yahoo groups?! The ID that is being used is Arashimel. I wonder how many other IDs of mine had been used? Anyway those peoples who had my ID and the password are the ones who had been downloading the short version of Lucky Man. I would like to ask you all to please not use my ID to register for yahoo groups and please create yr own accounts. Its free anyway so it shouldnt be too much of a trouble to create a new one

On to other stuff, Sharkie!! I'll miss ya..come back soon ya! Huggies

20030912, 11.11pm
Uwa..tired..tomorrow i'll be busy busy!! >.< have a CPA conference to go frm 8am to 5pm! lets hope that it doesnt get extended longer coz i wanna watch SHOUNEN CLUB!! There are three KAT-TUN songs being performed!! Okay..actually only 2 KAT-TUN performance and one Jin performance..but who cares..i wanna watch them!! uwa...

Anyway the Cross pendants fanlisting site is up..hehe its for those who likes to wear cross pendants or just like the cross pendants. Its for anyone, regardless of your religion or whatever. So join! ^__^

As usual, hover over name for message!
Sharkie, Nichi-chan, 11 and TomaPi Kitten

20030912, 4.29pm
Jus reached home... tired.. smelly.. hehe met up with Keiko and two *other gals* ... alright..wanna rant a lil...as usual, ignore the next few lines if u dun wanna read..

Was seriously losing my temper when I met up with two gals that i met from Idolthoughts... Actually i know one of them..the other one is.. i dont know who is who... firstly why they pisses me off.. OH MY GOODNESS!! Why all the half answers when i ask something?? When i ask who is who, one gal answered, you guess la. u think who is who la! >.< fine... i will ignore that part. Then i was sitting at a table with Keiko. And then you two sat at a table like a few metres away.. ??? whats with that? And when Keiko asked u two to come and join us, u answered, " there is a pond in front of us, we cannot come over".. what the hell??? For goodness sake.. u are already SEVENTEEN NOT SEVEN!!!!! To exchange the vcds seems so difficult?? Jus pass to one another..but no... you two hafta argue who is the one supposed to pass it to me.. >.< tht was a horrible experience!!! I guess after we return each other our own respective vcds, it wuld probably be the last time we are gonna exchange anything.. sorry if i sound like a b*tch but then i have no patience for this type of behavior!

Anyway had a nice chat with Keiko! Hahaha..was nice chatting wit ya.. didnt know we could sit at Starbucks from 11.30am to 2.00pm plus just talking about JE idols and KAT-TUN especially.. thanks for bringing da mags for me to see. uwa.. all of them look so handsome in it.hehe. and i feel a lil bad for your fren who jus sat there listening to us crap.. ^^;; hopefully we will meet each other again and have another long JE idols crapping session! Was worried that we would meet and then jus silence. hehe..luckily it wasnt like that!

Next will be some personal notes to each people.. if your name isnt here... sorry! im a lil forgetfuL! Hover for messages
Tina, Sharkie, 11 , Nichi-chan, Keiko, Amy and IRO girls

20030912, 1.25am
Jus finished bathing after sitting outside..wait..it was lying outside my front gate on a comforter with my mum staring up at the full moon..hehe... luckily this year, no tanglungs were burnt! ^^;; hahaa..

Btw, hehe i might be changing the layout soon.maybe not tht soon.. white is kinda hurting my eyes..haha as most of u know, i've always used black! ^__^ Uwa..gonna meet Keiko tomorrow! Hahaha... hopefully we can crap as much in real life as in e-mails and all hor?

Saw Sharkie on IRO but that girl is not on MSN!!! Hehehe..anyway back to changing some stuff at Maru Maru

20030911, 6.34pm
Jus a short message..
HAPPY MOONCAKE/TANGLUNG FESTIVAL

P.S, Amy is making me a very happy gal.haha sending me all those nekkies of KAT-TUN.. I'll be posting them in MARU MARU tonight.

20030911, 3.54pm
Okay...am pissed off!! >.< *ignore the next few lines* I told you all that i dont know how to do the bladi question..but NO!! I have to do it anyway.. FINE!!! I did tht part and then i did ask you for help on it since i dont understand the freaking thing. But then no1 wants to bother to at least go through it and make me understand so that i can do it. And then after i hand in the stuff to you, you all go and tell me how you totally dont understand the stuff at all and you hope that i can make the conclusions and bla bla bla for it! >.< THINK FOR GOODNESS SAKE!! YOUR BLADI RESULTS ARE BETTER THAN MINE!!!! IF YOU DONT KNOW, HOW WELL DO YOU THINK I KNOW?? AND YOU ARE RANTING ON AND ON ABOUT IT TO THE OTHER FELLA BOUT MY PART OF THE ASSIGNMENT....

Sigh..on to other things..am busy busy busy...uploading files for the website.. >.< mm..next week im having holidays! yey!~ Am quite happy to have a week off..but then i'll probably be cooped up thinkin of how to do my computing assignment...remember the baby aibo project? hehe..its back to that..i would have to finish it before 20th of September since my dateline is around then.. Ah..no time to watch my dramas that i have.. >.<

Am meeting some people that i met through Idolthoughts who jus so happen to stay pretty near to me. Anyway gonna go exchange some dramas to watch. Mm..wonder how the meeting will go like? ^^;; im a pretty quiet fella if u met me for the first time unless we can click and then u will see me crapping nonstop..haha..like me and my best friend. If she is over at my house, the whole house can hear us laughing and talking for the whole night even from downstairs with my door closed. Once my sis was sleeping and she got irritated hearing us talk and laugh so loud that she woke up and came and scolded us.. ^^;;

Keiko! I hope i can meet ya tomolo too! Hehehe..didnt expect to find a gal who can be as crappy as me.. ^__^ wanna drool over da mags tht u bought.haha but i probably seen da pics aledi..oh well.

This is becoming a very long blog... Oh well..im waiting for the files to finish uploading before i update the Maru Maru fansite. Oh btw, hehee..watcha think of this pic? Click to enlarge!~ *nosebleed* we can see butts!! hahahaa



Anyway jus wanna give a general HUGS and MUAKS to all my frens!! Luv ya all

20030910, 7.42pm
Hey all.erm Amy, the shorturl is down..u hafta access through the links in this page which is on the left..gomen for the trouble..lets hope tht it will be alright after a while. On other news..im so stressed out!! Bout my assignment which had not only my team members pressuring me but also my parents..ugh..

Btw, watcha think of the new layout?

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20030910, 3.19pm
AHHHH SHORTURL is down!!! Ahh....!!!!! My maru fanlisting and Maru site!!!..uwa....>.< for the time being, all who wanna go to the MaruMaru site, please go to http://ahmel.dark-elements.net and for those who wants to go to the Maru fanlisting, go to http://ahmel.dark-elements.net/marufl_index.html! Gomen ne..hopefully it will be alright after a while.. >.<

20030910, 12.09pm
At uni now..feeling bored...ugh ugh..dont know how to do the assignment..so come to uni to play net on the library's comp..hahahaa..anyway might be changing the layout tonight..maybe..^^;; or should i just wait till oct? Ho Humz..anyway sorry Sharkie!! I accidentally uploaded the wrong .html file for the Downloads section at Maru Maru! Will change it once i get home since here doesnt have any FTP program that i can use to change the stuff.. >.<

On to other news....a big HUG to Keiko..i dont know whether do u even come to this blog of mine but i know that u visit the MaruMaru site though..haha.. anyway write more in the e-mails, i dont mind! Its refreshing to meet a fellow Malaysian KAT-TUN fan who stays so near to me somemore! Hahaha..

20030910, 1.02am
OH MY GOODNESS!! How can i forget TOMAPI CAT??? Gomen!!!!! *Bangs own head on the wall* Anyway my Malay is so so..hehe tht comes from 11 years in government school where subjects are taught in Malay. Soweee...Nichi chan, hope to see ya online then u can get yr .005 and .006 files! Hehee..anyway I've come to a conclusion tht Jin is seriously and i mean SERIOUSLY girly!! Ahh..he screams like a gal when Maru squeezes his neck/shoulders frm behind..haha he is ticklish??

20030909, 7.11pm
Just finished watching STAND UP! episode 9.. uwa....it ended with Pi almost kissing Anne and then Anne stopped him saying something..i dont know what..i want SUBS!! I wanna know whats happening.. Poor Pi..coz now Nino admitted his feelings and he want to go get Anne back and surely Anne would go for Nino since he is the one that she likes. The preview for epi 10 seems interesting! Pi sleeping with Anne? Ahh..me wanna watch epi 10 and also i want subs!! There was a part in epi9 where Pi said something to Anne that made her change her mind bout following him to the onsen(i think) and also made her cry..wonder what did he say and also the part where she stopped him from kissing her..what did she say? WAH! haha...alright..thats enough of my fan mode..

20030909, 5.41pm
Jus finished taking a shower. Waiting for my hair to be not so wet before i go and take a nap. Nothing much on today..so i'll just be replying to the messages left on my doneeh board here and some messages to peeps..hehe..

Sharkie : Yey..i finally got to talk to u last nite..hehe..anyway KAT-TUN deprived? Hmm.. want me to send u some KATs perf if i c ya? hehe..er..dont know what else i can do.. ^^;; *throws a Jin plushie to Sharkie*

11 : Yes..you all ARE spoiling me..hehe.anyway jus watched 1 disc of the show..so far so good ..haha..but dont really like the gals in the show..maybe i prefer Koyuki and the gal in Gokusen and the gal frm Queen of Lunchtime Cuisine and gal from Gokusen and QLC(the one called Tomato in QLC) and finally Anne Suzuki! Hahaha..

Tina : Dateline is on Friday..tick tock tick tock...hahaha

Amy : I finished downloading the vid in..erm..30mins? well i didnt keep track of it since i just leave it to download while im doing other stuff. I can always send u the file when i see ya online. ^__^

20030909, 3.20am
Watched Arashi's performance of Hadashi on Utaban. Woooo.. hot guys alert! haha...when Summer first said that Sho was wearing a fishnet shirt..i thought tht it would be fishnet..and thats it.. but then turns out he was wearing a singlet underneath..haha.. I prefer Sho's old hairstyle? Now it looks quite 'good boy' type with the bangs down all over his forehead. By the way, Matsujun's hair color look toned down. Like he recolored it darker? It used to be pretty blond and bright..maybe its due to the low lights on the stage. Did anyone realise that Sho moves his hips a lot during this song? Even during the Nama Arashi medley performance, u can see him shaking his hips.. woo.. ^__^ As usual Aiba looks good! He's not wearing his wrist band for this performance. Whenever he wears his wristband as he did for the other performance and for the Hadashi PV, it reminds me of Tsuyoshi Dohmoto and Imai Tsubasa. But when i think of Tsubasa, i remember of the ugly rumours about the wristband that he wears.. ^^;;

Watched like 10 mins of God of Cookery @ Chinese Cuisine Cookery @ forgot its japanese name..by Nino... Ugh..the cantonese in it is so very murdered? Im being mean here.

20030909, 2.43am
Im being spoilt!! hehe..terribly spoilt by Sharkie, Tina, 11 and Ami!! Ahh..I hafta get u all something nice! ^___^ Thanks you all..Anyway nothing much to say..erm..goin blur on managing the sites..haha

Jus an off topic..short hair or long hair is better? Currently my hair is mid back length..the weather is so hot! feel like cutting it to boy cut length.. O_o

P.S Watched a lil of the partially downloaded clip of Shounen Club 20030907 of KAT-TUN's medley. They were performing Harukana Yakusoku..woo..looks HOT HOT HOT! They haf all their fans lined up behind them doing the same hand movements, the hand spinning in the air one.. and after tht off their hips move.. ^^;;

20030908, 4.12pm
Eek..sorry Corrine! I didnt know that your blog was already up! hehehe..Huggies..I also like classicals..hehe actually a lot of instrumental pieces. ^__^ love music from animes such as Ayashi no Ceres and Gravitation..

Anyway here are some plugs to some peeps who have new layouts or just a new blog in general.. ^__^ : Corrine and 11

20030908, 5.55am
Still up...O_o...was making a Maru fanlisting for the better half of the night. Its done but then I couldnt submit it to FanlistingsORG since the musicians submissions are closed temporarily. Will submit once its ready though. Meanwhile, you all can go n join it..hehe..

Hover over name for message : 11,Tina,Amyand Sharkie

20030907, 8.01pm
Had been joining quite a bit of fanlistings. ^__^ most of them are stuff that i like or are interested in and etc. So check them out! hehe..Will join more later

P.S Tina: Am waiting for your letter..hehehe

20030907, 3.26am
Yawn..jus woke up..hahah..will go back to sleep in a while though.. everyone go to Summer's blog NOW! She have a brand new blog layout.. >.< made me hungry since i slept through my dinner time.. ugh ugh..:P

Sharkie!! Gomen ne..i wanted to send the letter today..but the post office was closed! I forgot tht this weekend public agencies are not open..ugh..on Monday k? hehe..me go find food now..hungry...

11 and Tina and Miyuki, how could you all go shopping without me!~~~ hehe..anyway enjoy yrselves and hope to see u both on MSN soon

Eri, hope to catch u on MSN soon so that i can send u the concert vid. Happy birthday! hehe..jus to wish u first in case im too busy on the actual day.. ^^;;

20030906, 5.04pm
Ugh..so tired..only have 4 hrs of sleep then was out till now. ^^;; falling asleep on my feet..anyway jus a quick update before i go to bed. I saw Kimi Wa Petto!! Its on sale in a new shop near my house and its only RM26.90!!! OH MY GOODNESS!! SO CHEAP!! Yesterday at the other place tht i usually buy my vcds, it cost RM50!! Ugh..but they didnt state whether are there any subs or not.. Grr..saw Mukodono 2003 as well. Its selling for RM31 with BM subs while at the other place, it had no subs. Its surprising since its a very new show and they had subbed it already. Me wan Petto SUBBED!! Didnt buy Mukodono 2003 though..i want the first one since everyone is telling me that the original version is good. And plus the fact i like the main actress there AND there is AIBA! hahahaa...goin to bed now

20030906, 3.18am
Yey!! I just finished my Systems Modelling assignment..erm..my part anyway..haha drew 8 miserable dataflow diagrams for 4 hours plus! hehe..maybe it was coz i was half chatting and half doing the assignment. ^^;; Hungry..tired..need rest..

Thanks Amy for crapping with me and also at the same time keeping me awake! hehehee..

20030905, 5.53pm
Just reached home frm my mini shopping trip. Bought Nino's God of cookery, Sho's Heaven cannot wait Part 2 AND TWO sets of Neverland! ^__^ Chinese subs for Miyuki and BM subs for Nino chan..hehe..i spent RM150 today on the vids and also on some books.. ugh..there goes my Aussie trip money! ^^;; Sorry Su!!

I found Kimi wa petto!!! but its only with chinese subs..ugh...didnt buy it in the end since if it doesnt come with subs, i may as well just download it

Bought this book which is very cute.haha..Its on eating in Japan (mostly on sushi). It has all these cute pics and etc etc. One phrase that had me laughing was, usually before eating, they will say "Itadakimasu!". The author said for most foreigners, they arent very well versed in Japanese thus they should learn the English mnemonic for it which is "Eat a duck I must!" hehe

P.S (I) Miyuki : My friend said that she will help me pass ya the vcds when she goes there in Jan. I'll give u her no and etc once she settles down and then u can plan with her on how to get the vids k?

P.S (II) Nino-chan : Will send you the stuff once I finish downloading the Stand UP!

P.S (III) Sharkie : Eeek..stil havent sent the mail. Will go tomorrow k? Gomen ne

20030905, 11.58am
Im in college now. waiting for my friends to finish up their stuff and find me for lunch. Later i will be having my Dorama shopping trip with an old friend. :D hehe..yey! Ugh..today was stupid. Went for this interview with 2 of my friends for the Student Tutoring Programme. The idiotic lecturer was asking stupid questions which need stupid answers. Well at least i didnt have to talk much since my friend was doing all the talking.

Beforehand, we hafta intro ourselves and the majors tht we are doing. My 2 friends are doing Accounting and Finance majors while Im doing Accounting and Information Technology majors. Even after i told her that, she can nicely ask me after asking my two friends, "What do you think about the difference of taking finance and taking accounts?" I just looked at her, "As i mentioned earlier, Im not taking a finance major" She was embarrassed after that.

She was looking at our results transcripts and then asked me, "Oh you have taken computer fundamentals right? So what are the areas that you are doing in IT?" Uhh.. eh Missy, the student tutoring programme is for ACCOUNTS and not for IT!! Uh..sorry if i sounded so bitchy..was not in a good mood and she was blabbing so much crap bout how to teach, its wanting to let the students minds grow and dont give a direct answer but cultivate their minds to think. Uh..more than half the students are like me..just going there for the sake of coming out with a miserable degree which would help u get a job but wont exactly help u in the actual working world.

Ugh..am too pissy today..signing off till later!

P.S Ive changed the music again since the previous one was a lil long thus exceeding the bandwidth pretty fast! O_o

P.S (II) Sharkie : Your letter is still at home on the table..uh..wrote it a few days ago but havent send it off yet. will try to send it off tomorrow k?

20030904, 7.42pm
Jus finished my dinner after reaching home frm college. Had a weird day.. ^^;; Okay..its like this..my elder sis restarted college after stopping to work for a year. And then she is now in the same classes (actually ALL the same classes) and course with my ex boyfriend. This guy is a year younger than me. We were together for like maybe 2 weeks? hehe..well.. we are still friends now eventhough he freaks me out sometimes with overly affection and all the physical contacts eventhough he currently just get a new girlfriend.

Anyway my sis wanted to go for a drink (i was picking her up from her college on the way back from mine) so tht ex boyfriend also tagged along. 3 of us were having a drink and chat (more of 2 of them chatting while i was busy playing with his PDA) Suddenly he was talking about how me and him met and etc. And he was saying that the time we met was the time i met my other exboyfriend (whom he roughly know)

Out of the blue, he asked my sis whether did she know that he was also one of my exboyfriends? My sis was like " huh?" then he said, "yea, we were together for like 2 weeks only." I asked him then " Eh, since when u admitted to people tht we were ever together?" It was coz all this while, he never actually said out in public tht we were together before. He then replied me, "We also never did anything much, so can consider meh? Only calls each other and meet up" I was like UHH!!! I just reply , "Its not exactly my fault that that is all that we did. What did you expect??" Ugh..weird conversation..

20030904, 2.04pm
Erm sorry if i forgot someone in the Huggies section and Chan Family section. Tag and remind me ya. Somehow it disappeared! Ugh..so sleepy..i have class at 3.30pm..cant go and sleep..

P.S IRO family and Amy, Huggies!

20030904, 12.04pm
Oh right..now i know that i hafta delete all the cookies from the doneeh board so tht i can login into the new one..hehe..happy tagging!

20030904, 11.55am
if ya noticed, my tagboard is down..i've registered for a new doneeh board for my blog since the other account is for my marumaru site actually. BUT i cant login into the blog doneeh board. it keep login me into the maru board instead! >.<

20030904, 12.40am
Ugh am pissed off. the idiotic electricity tripped and i hafta restart my whole comp and bla bla bla...UGH UGH UGH >.<

20030904, 12.26am

Happy 20th birthday MARU!


Maru is officially 20 now! haha... yey!!! Anyway nothing much to say today..erm.. hope everything goes on okay at IRO regarding Ami and also the Kame Blog Crew..huggies to everyone!

20030903, 7.27pm
Changed my Zonkboard to Doneeh! Well..zonkboard is often down..lets hope Doneeh doesnt do the same thing to me as well ya? hehe..tired tired..wanna go and bath now..just came back just now. Anyway here are some personal shoutouts : 11, hehe was fun chatting to a H and H 11! ;) Sharkie!~ Pack me into a suitcase! haha.. Amy,my Malay is horrible! I think yours should be better.. Junko *Sg* Sorry bout this afternoon. I wasnt home and I thought i had switched off my MSN. Thats all for now.. oh yah.. Tina, HUGGIES! ^__^

To everyone else, Gomen ne... please tag again..i hope i wont have to change my Tagboard/Zonkboard/whatever anymore! ^^;;

20030903, 3.00am
Finally finished updating the Maru Maru site.. added some pics and did a mini page for Maru's birthday on Friday. I was thinking of not doin anything till Amy and Ami made me feel guilty! ^^;; hehe..anyway its super simple though... btw, the site is ONE month and ONE day old! Let's try to make it to the second month ya? hehe..am a lil worried that i would suddenly just stop updating the website and turn my interest elsewhere.. ^^;; Anyway its late and i have classes tomorrow.Ja..

Anyway , click ---> here <--- to see the lil Maru bday thingy..hehe...cant think of anything else. Thanks Amy for giving me the idea

20030902, 11.27pm
Busy busy day!~ Had a nice chat with 11 and Ami this evening..haha..was a lil weird though..hahaa..me wanna be there too!! u all seem to be having so much fun! haha.eventhough it was cut short..anyway i've changed my zonkboard to the other form since the previous one kept on widening itself! ugh..

Hyunniz! The Uebu cat is sooooo kawai!!! Anyway haha... I probably wont be switching on my MSN tonight till i finish my assignment. Else too much distractions.. Hmm..i haf to buy i think..erm 2 or is it 3 copies of Neverland? Hopefully they still have it! Chinese subbed for Tsuba-chan and Malay subbed for Nino-chan.. mm wonder whether should i ask Nino-chan to help me get some dramas frm her side as well since i cant find it over here.. >.<

Ugh..my FTP program went bonkers!! >.<

20030901, 11.20pm
Sob sob..i have to do my ASR assignment now and finish it by tonight! Ugh..my group leader wants everything handed up to her tomorrow! She just smsed me half an hour ago stating that! >.< Wonder how is everyone? Nowadays things are quiet at IRO since most people started their studies already. Just now mum was telling me bout the typhoon at Taiwan.. Hopefully Sharkie is not affected!

20030901, 11.02am
Hmm..if you noticed.. ^^;; there is now a bgm function..hehe.. anyway the quality of the music probably SUCKS since I've converted it from its normal 128kbps 15khz standard to a MUCH MUCH lower quality so that the size is a lot smaller.. hehe..tht way it loads faster and also doesnt take too much bandwidth..anyway if its irritating you, just off it with the stop button provided~

20030901, 1.00am
O_o Im impressed..haha..am watching this old episode of Gakkau E Ikou and its an episode with Sakamoto-san, Junichi and also Matsujun. In it, them and one more guy whom i forgot the name is supposed to find for mother and daughter who dressed alike or something like that... OH MY!!! They found so many pairs that dressed alike... usually the mothers wear like teenagers eventhought they are like 35 years old and above! And also the daughters look so old for their age!!! Oh MY!! They are like 12 and they look as old as their mothers..erm..some of them.. Am i being too mean? But then some mothers look really young.. even younger than their own daughters. Is it like this all the time in Japan?

20030831, 11.38pm
To all those who are starting school tomorrow (11 and Tina! *Junko,you too i think*), ganbatte! Haf a good school year and also work hard for your finals *Uni entrance!~* Erm..am i making any sense here? And also to Sharkie, dont stress too much bout Uni entrance stuff k.. And you will get your Momo soon! Before that..hehe settle for this Momo? ;) hehe..sorry for the horrible drawing though.. :P im better at painting than drawing.. ^__^;;



Supposed to be doing my assignment now but am too lazy..oops..i havent replied SU's email!! She will be cursing me like hell now....Sorry Su! ^__^;;...later ya..hehe...feeling lazy..btw..u still owe me a snail mail!

Thanks Kame-chan for offering to help me buy the Maru Shop pics..ahh its so tempting!! especially since i've seen the pics and they are really nice!! Ahh... :( I also want the deskpads!!! They look so nice as well!! hahaa..sigh..

Ugh...realised that Zonkboard is widening itself!! >.< Sigh

P.S Nichi-chan : Sorry! I wasnt there when u msged me at MSN. so what was the site?

20030831, 1.08am
Still not feeling well..running to the washroom so often..sigh..cant sleep eventhough im tired.. :( On to other stuff..im getting seriously PISSED OFF!!!! Im uploading some files now.. AGAIN! Someone keep on deleting the files from the Yahoo! Briefcase that i have uploaded the recent files in. Okay..if it happened once..im okay... Im uploading the same file for the THIRD TIME!!! and now not only that file is missing, 2 other files is also missing!! UGH!! I have no patience for this! Cant they read the instructions that i put up? DO NOT DELETE THE FILES?? I mean, yea, it might be your first time downloading stuff from the briefcase thus u might accidentally delete it. But cant u please upload back the file that u accidentally delete? Or at least tell me so that i can upload it back and teach u the proper way of downloading it (which I've included in the MAIN and DOWNLOADS page)

Sorry if im sounding so pissy and bitchy..ugh..my tummypain is making me feel even more crabby (hence the pic of crab)

P.S (I)Miyuki : Hope you'll have a great trip!

P.S (II) Kiksy : Thanks for sending me the Maru pics in Thailand.He looks good in all of it!

P.S (III) Lookie at the pic below..hehe Kame's hand looks so fair compared to Maru's. Like a girl's hand compared to a guy's.. ^__^ And Maru's fingers are very long huh and BIG! haha..


20030830, 6.19pm
Going to go and try to sleep. Feeling so exhausted but my tummy is still not okay yet..sigh.. anyway a Shoutout to Sharkie, I hope everything will turn out alright. Am worried bout you. And yeap..know the feeling of wanting a pet that will be there for me unconditionally.. i guess my computer is like a pet to me. ^^;;

20030830, 4.38pm
Feeling woozy...just reached home since sis wanted me to go lunch with her and follow her to the police station since she 'think' she lost her driving license..sigh...Wasted RM40 on buying this Taiwanese drama called Love Storm which i now think its not complete!! Ugh..i dont wanna wait for another few months to get the remainder of it..!! :(

I cant stop laughing at Amy's baby story..hahaha! Anyway I think that Junno,Maru,Koki,and Jin seem more like the boyfriends while Kame and Ueda are the girlfriend type.hahaha and Amy(!), Junno AND Maru? O_o.Hehe.Actually it might work.Hahaha. Still remember your translation on Junno commenting that Maru talks too much..what did Maru say bout Junno?

P.S (I) Amy : Aww poor thing, your sick too..Ugh must be the weather as well..:(

P.S (II) Nichi-chan : I oso wanna kiss yr Jun layout! Love tht pic!!

20030830, 11.05am
Hey all..erm..new layout for September...mm..sorry that its not very impressive! Im horrible with graphics and usually everything i do is very very simple!

Ugh..yesterday felt sick..then was sleeping till this morning..and then woke up due to tummyache! i think i have food poisoning or something..ugh.. :(

P.S (I) Tina : Thanks..im destressing already..was working on the Maru Maru site and the blog layout

P.S (II) IRO people : Ahhh! You all look so kawaii *repeating myself again ^__^;;*

P.S (III) Sharkie : Have anyone seen Sharkie? O_o