Expectation

I should have known
I saw it coming for some time
Everytime you spoke of her,
The way you said you didn't understand.
I saw the future in your eyes.
I knew someday your feelings towards me would be the same.
I shouldn't have expected this
Maybe then it wouldn't have happen.
Thoughts control the world
Emotions overtaking my actions
Should have let them fly
Set it all free
I shouldn't have expected
What I've been expecting
You told me how she was,
That you couldn't stand to be around
Yet you did
You said it was out of pity.
I never understood, I figured I never would.
I should have seen in coming. Should have said something before.
Don't hold expectations.
I told myself so often
Never again will I expect

I stopped expecting you to call me back
Stopped expecting you to call overall
Expectations of seeing your face fell to the floor
All expectations changed

I should never have expected anything from you
I saw it coming flying towards me

I should have heard it in your voice
The way you spoke of her
I should have known my expectations would become my greatest fears.