About Me
Alrighty then, in this section you'll find out all you've wanted to know about me and more (barf bags
ARE optional and exits are located two to the front, two to the sides, and two to the rear. In the case of a water landing
your mousepad will serve as a floatational device). ^_~
Who Am I?
For the last couple of days I've been thinking about how I would describe myself to all of you. I know many of you already know me pretty
well, or at least have drawn some general conclusions (hopefully all of them good) about me ^_~. As for myself, I think the best way I would describe me would
be as an "atypical male", or better yet, an "atypical Asian male". Why would I think that way? Well, I think it has alot
to do with stereotypes and how much we conclude socially as aspects of being distinctively male, distinctively female, whats Asian, and whats not.
I love to cook (Chicken a la King anyone?), I love a good cry movie and those moments in movies that totally makes your breath catch (Indochine with Catherine Devenueve),
I absolutely love kids, the innocence they embody and the ability they have to make me smile, a good broadway play, belting out songs while driving to school, good deep conversations,
and who can forget SHOPPING! Amoungst many others...
I love intelligence. Deep conversations. I like the finer things of life, yet also, I like the simplistic things like flowers (Sunflowers or Roses please ^_^) and listening to the rain and the freshness it invokes. I like fine literature that have, oh so, cost
me many sleepless nights because I refuse to put it down. In general I would say that I'm an optimistic idealistic with realistic tendancies (say that one ten times quick!). ^_~
Oh, and who can forget FRESH, CRISPY McDonalds FRENCH FRIES? They smell and taste OH SO GOOD! As well, tabasco sauce, now that has GOT to be the best thing ever!
My pet peeves? Off hand I can only think of a few. I absolutely, most definately hate it when people say "Chick". Nothing grates me more than that word, its just so demeaning! For some reason, the last couple of years a trend of adding "S" to certain
words or phrases. Such words/phrases as "That kind of stuffs", "I don't knows", "Whatevers!", etc. Don't ask me why I hate that, I just do, just doesn't seem natural. ^_~ Hmm..whatelse? Racism, definately, absolutely hate
racism! Cause for racism? Ignorance. Think about it. Hmm..is there anything else? Well, right now I really hate guys in general... but don't get started on that, it kinda makes me disgusted. >_< Here's a clue though.. *Oink!* *Oink!*
On Love
Love to me is like a song inside that I long to sing. Lately, I've been feeling this need to really pour my heart out in song, but, I know that I couldn't just share it with anyone. I think
also that for it to be truely appreciated, it has to be for that special somebody. Yes, I may sing and sing (and some of you have had temporarily lost your hearing because of me ^_~), but it
just doesn't feel the same, the emotion is not in it. In other words, my heart's not into it.
I think singing is alot like love in that, if you truely sing with your heart, you bring down the masks or shields we erect in order to protect ourselves in our daily lives. We allow ourselves
to really express our feelings, yet, at the same time we are vulnerable to embarassment if we sing the wrong words or strike a wrong note. Yet, when it comes from the heart, there is such beauty
that just leaves you breathless. The surrendering of your inner being which, in a way, makes you weak when its thick with emotion. I just wish I could express this feeling I have inside me, the
song that I wish to share.
